#oneperyear

Sometimes i wonder, is it such a bad thing to have constant lovers in your life? As in, is there something so bad in always having a lover in one point of your life? I would argue yes. And if so, why am I constantly doing it? I only recently broke up with my ex three months ago and already I'm kind of "seeing" this boy. And he is a lovely boy. But am i ready to put my heart back on the line? 

Now that I think about, I don't remember the last time i have been truly single. So maybe that sounds a little too exaggerated. I haven't been so engrossed with boys. It was the year of 2010, I got my first boyfriend in the middle of the year. And it was a fiery relationship. Full of hopes and dreams but i guess we were too young. Maybe we were in love with the idea of being in love because both of us said the L word in the matter of four weeks. FOUR WEEKS I tell you! For my last relationship I didn't even say "I love you" until we broke up because i was scared of having my feelings hurt because he doesn't feel as much as I wanted to. So that was the year I think I was last single. The next year I got with my best friend and we dated for four months before the most important exam of my life came and I fell for my current ex and here I am now, single and ready to mingle. 

Or am I?