#oldme

I miss her... the girl I used to be.

The one who shot for moons and stars and aimed right. The fearless girl..

But now...it feels like I'm an imposter trying to fill her place...stuck with her dreams of moons and stars, and I don't think I'll be able to shoot it right.

I have seen and witnessed spirits desperately seeking for love, companionship, or care from people that are not obligated nor in the position to provide these essentials for them, so these moments inspired me to write about the importance of establishing a relationship with self before developing one with anyone else.

Creating and cultivating a relationship with your spirit is imperative on your journey to activating your higher self, or authentic self some like to call this aspect. Countless times where I witness beings diving and risking their spirit into a relationship that will not provide the essentials such as love, respect, integrity,  or care that their spirit wishes because some beings look outside their spirit than searching and delving within. It is time that all of us make the effort and commitment to ourselves, like proposing to one's self before accepting an proposal or communion with someone that may not suit your spirit's needs or a situation where you may not be adequate to give your partner what she/he craves and demands in the partnership.

Challenges, seem to be going viral lately, so I challenge you to get to know YOU, meditation is a start or activating a hobby like painting/drawing, singing, dancing, organizing, gardening, writing, whatever your hobby may be, make it a sacred moment with just you. Talking to your self is great too, some may feel like that this act is deemed "insane" or "crazy", but I remind it is one of the best ways to communicate what you want, need, or speak on your how day went; therefore, communicating with your self gives you time to reflect and evaluate your experiences, past behaviors, and other activities that your spirit was involved in. The voice that you possess should not scare you, so talking to your self can be effective in the best way. Determining your spirit's purpose is a great time that you will learn about your self because it allows one to dig in their spirit and see what their talents and gifts do they have such as being a leader, musician, counselor, or even deeper gifts like clairaudience, clairvoyant, astral traveler, healer, or even psychic abilities that can bring an intense curiosity to who you really are.

For example, during the relationship with self, I learned that I am empath, whom is a being that can take on other people's emotions or feelings, so if I was to enter in a space where a person is upset or angry, I am able to channel their emotions into my energy field, this ability has given me the opportunity to always know how a person feels from their perspective, its like I am able to become that person to overstand their viewpoint. I probably would have not noticed this element of spirit, if I had not take time with myself to see.

"Shout out to the old me

And everything you showed me

Glad you didn't listen when the world was trying to slow me"