#oldconvo

Cousin:Annie, come over to grandma's house. We are here and your sister's here.

Me:I can't, I'm busy.

Cousin:omg are you sleeping in again. I'm taking a break from my studies, you should too.

Me: I am not. Maybe next time.

Cousin: whateverrrrr Annie.

*logs off phone

Me: omg, my cousins are so high right now.

*sister sends me a snapchat of the banquet of food they're having at my grandma's house.

A: Lo biasanya sering pake motor gede yah?

D: Tebakan dari mana itu?

A: cara lo miringin motor. Kalo motor biasa kan biasanya ga semiring tadi.

D: hmm

A: Itu 60 drajat atau kurang loh barusan

*suatu hari di belokan dalem Central Park. Iye... Keluar parkir

*Belom pernah liat, belom deket

~28 Juni, Roemah Roempi

A: Kan bener... Gede. 250? Ini apa? Blm pernah liat.

D: Megelli. Yep.

I was about to sleep when I took my phone to see if there are important messages that i haven't read yet. To my dismay, there was none. As I scroll down, I saw our conversation and started reading it AGAIN.

It was sad. I missed those sweet late night conversation that we had. How he cared for me and make me believed that forever really exist. The times when he was still mine and I am certain of that. Where he gave me all of his attention and love. I missed him calling me babe and promised me that someday we'll be together. Oh fuck. Where did we go wrong? Everything is gone. How could we possibly go back to how we used to be? Sigh.