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Question to all: Would you respond to this email?
Facts to consider:
-This guy is an old ex
- You haven’t spoken for 8 years since you broke up.
- you were together for about 9 months.
- He cheated on you.
- He lied about his age (turned out he was 14 years older than you, not 5).
- You didn’t care about age. But you cared about lies.
- He was a terrible boyfriend. He was super complicated. In fact his complications were layered in complications. He never opened up and he kept you at arms length. He was the text book mysterious man.
- You were very young and naive at the time.
- Despite all of the above negative points, you recognize that he was the best and biggest learning curve you had. You had spent your teens not knowing who you were or where you fit. Even though he hurt you so much, you came out the other side knowing exactly what sort of person you were and who you wanted to become. You found your direction and tastes - what you liked, what you didn’t like. You wouldn’t be the person you are today if it wasn’t for meeting him.
- He never chased after you when you left. He just let you go. You ended up pitying him in the end because it became obvious who he was and what you had been blind to.
- he’s popped up in your mind on occasion out of pure curiosity. You’ve wondered how he made it, where he ended up. If he ever got over himself and settled down or if he’s still in the same dingy apartment he was in all those years ago.
Seeing this email was a complete surprise. Water is completely under the bridge, but why now? Can’t decide whether to just ignore it because it’s a bit like, “who cares?” But the other part of me is thinking, I’ve grown up, he’s probably grown up, it all happened a lifetime ago, maybe we can have a short civil exchange and I can satisfy my curiosity…
6/8/15
I keep wanting to text you and apologize and start talking to you again but I don't because I know I'm no good for you I'm toxic.
You were the best mistake i have ever regretted. The taste of your poison still lingers between my teeth.
Fuck you.
He's been drunk texting and calling me these past few nights and i never knew he thought i was so beautiful
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I hope the things I left you with, make you miss me. Like the image of my smile, slowly fading with every passing day. The music I had told you I had loved, because they reminded me of us. Or the missing person that you could call at 1 a.m. when you couldn't close your eyes long enough to sleep. I hope you cant stop running my words through your head while you get ready in the morning. I pray you see how happy I am occasionally without you and realize you could have been the one making me happy still. But mostly, I hope you miss me caring, because that was something I could never miss.
because you never cared
Seeing an ex
in a new relationship, and only being able to think “Please, treat her well. I loved her too, at one point, and I know she’s fragile.” Idk… silly thoughts, I guess..
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I had the most realistic dream about an ex this morning. I awoke remembering what it felt like to hold his hand, to kiss him...But this dream was different. We both knew we weren't meant for each other, we had nothing to talk about, nothing that bound our hearts together anymore. I always told him that I was going to have a summer of change, but while with him it never happened. I know we held each other back from things, never intentionally. A year and a half after the initial end of our relationship I'm amazed with what I have accomplished and the things I've been through!!! I'm praying he is experiencing the same growth! Sometimes we all need some comfort, other times we all need to take that leap of faith and believe it's for the best... 9/10 it will be! :)