#oh no..

he pullded his hair out too much...

Upham would be FAR from having any kind of relationship; not only did his shyness hold him back, but he also wouldn't want to drag others into the desperate spiral of agony and horror he was living through. Living in isolation—venturing out only for work, a bit of fresh air, or necessities—made those haunting memories even more traumatic, especially for a man burdened by the guilt of not having been brave enough to save Mellish.

Ryan did marry and have children, but he divorced as quickly as possible after they were born. It wasn't because he wanted to abandon them; rather, he realized that if he had already exposed his wife to such horrors, what kind of fate awaited his children? He drew the short straw, fully aware that eight men had risked their lives and died for him—men who, in his mind, hated him eternally and now haunted him to the end of his days.

[That's not "Qilin"]

It's so clear

That's not his lethal aura

That's not his form

A cheap deception.

But how could you know?

You're not her, after all.

You're just someone who likes to get

caught

in situations

you're not supposed to.

You keep playing the hero.

Ringo decided to go to the office as she felt afraid of the creator, "I warned you Carmie..." Rigel said quietly so he chuckles at his Carmie's scared expression. There was some yelling that Carmie opened the door then he sees Ringo got slapped in the face by Creator. "Carmine go outside..Now!" Creator/Ring master said but Carmie frown at his ringmaster so they started to yell at each other. "You're making a big mistake Carmine! You and Rigel are my favorite creations You back away from her or you'll be demoted!" Creator said to Carmine, Carmine is about to say something but Ringo said while crying "Carmie...Go just go... I'll take care of this".

Carmie walk away from the two so he got pissed off by the creator. After five hours, Ringo walk to Carmie with tears on her eyes so Carmine hugs her. "What happened?" Carmie said then Ringo sighed so she explained what happened. "...He never liked me in the first place cause I was going to steal you and Rigel's show so there was a complaint. There's a strike three and I'll be decommissioned..."

Carmie frown that the complain came from Rigel so he kiss her lips again to calm her down. "Maybe we shall keep it a secret until you find a way out of here..?" Carmine said then Ringo sniffing lightly.

"What about you!? you going to leave all of this.. I don't want you to get in trouble besides I can't leave without you.." Ringo said while Carmie crossed his arms as he thinks about it. The two clowns just just thought some ideas to get Ringo leaving. "Carmie thank you for being nice to me.. I thought you were a one of those Robots that hate clowns and acrobats.." Ringo said as she giggled at Carmie's kissing her hand so he felt happy.

The Circus performance was great including Clowns being silly and Ringo's Swing act while her dress flows in the air like a flower. Everyone is clapping for Carmine and Rigel's show. After the performance Ringo walk to her dressing room but Rigel walk to her room to close the door.

She looks at Rigel walk in so she sighs and pouted that she crosses her arms. "No, I'm not dating you.. Sorry" Ringo said as she looks at the Clown Sun Animatronic but he chuckles at her. "I heard that you broke up with carmine.. and I'm sorry my partner has broken your heart.." Rigel said as he kiss her hand in a polite manner that Ringo felt uncomfortable towards the Clown sun so she just look away from him. "Doesn't matter... I'm leaving the circus world... I already hurt everyone even Carmine." Ringo said as she frown but the clown sun felt worried about her leaving.

"You'll be decommissioned if you do that. Look, I have a deal with you.. You stay with me... and I'll tell the ringmaster to back off.. " Rigel said as he stares at her blue eyes making her more uncomfortable so she pushes him away from her. "Uh how about You let me go out of the circus and I just let you and Carmine be stars..." Ringo said as she's telling him " Don't touch me" by her face so she frown at the clown sun. "Princess..I been staring at you since day one so You're precious..." Rigel said while he smile at Ringo making her puke abit.

I just re-watched Missa's stream with Bad and picked up on something:

When Missa first tried to block Bad in the hole and ran off, when Bad caught up to him and was running behind him, he yelled "we just wanna talk"