In honour of the Ahsoka show coming out, Iām coming out of my internet/Tumblr hiatus to write out my feelings, the feelings that caused the hiatus in the first place.
I love Ahsoka as a character. I love Clone Wars.
I love Star Wars Rebels
I want Ezra to come home. To see Hera again. To see Sabine again. Zeb. Chopper. Kallus. Rex.
I want him to meet Jacen
I loved the Mandalorian
I loved the Bad Batch (whitewashing not included)
I loved Book of Boba Fett
But I am terrified of the Ahsoka show
I am terrified at what they are going to do to the characters I love with all my heart. I am terrified of what they are going to do to Sabine. To Ezra. To Hera. To Chopper.
I am terrified they are going to erase Zeb. Terrified theyāll erase the meagre progress we got in the finale, of Kallus and Zeb on Lira San together.
I am terrified that Thrawn is going to be a villain.
āBut he is a villain?ā I hear you ask. āHe was a villain in Rebels? He was the big bad for season 3 and 4?ā
He was.
And thatās half the reason Iām scared.
Because I read the books.
Before I read the Thrawn books, Rebels was my favourite piece of Star Wars content/media Iād ever consumed (and I have consumed a metric fuckton of Star Wars). But the two new Thrawn book series beat it out. The new canon ones (Disney canon, if you want to call it that).
I love these books so much that I couldnāt consume any more Star Wars media after them. The live action shows, I could see the hints flooding in, and I have barely a shred of hope left that they wonāt take my beloved books and destroy them. By which I mean, destroy Thrawn. This is why Iām so so scared of the Ahsoka show. I retreated from every bit of Star Wars fandom because I just couldnāt handle it.
The Thrawn books set up a beautiful narrative for the time skip in rebels. The hints from both the original trilogy (of Thrawn books) and the Thrawn Ascendancy trilogy wove into the beginnings of an amazing explanation for where Ezra mightāve been during the gap, and did so while exploring Thrawn's character in a way that made me love him. And if youāve only watched Rebels, youāll believe me when I say that before reading the books I hated him. Before I read the books I couldnāt imagine liking him. And then I read them. And now the main reason that I am so so so distrustful and scared of the Ahsoka show is that I can see contradictory hints in the trailers, hints at the themes and stories that are going to be explored in the show, and they are all hints pointing towards making Thrawn who he was in the pre-Disney canon, in the old Thrawn novels. In those, he was exactly what you likely think of him asāruthless, evil, heartless. However you want to describe it. But the newer books (written by the same guy who created Thrawn in the first place, Iād like you to know) changed that. They made him an infinitely more nuanced character, gave him a story that is so much more interesting than an evil dictator. But the trailers for the Ahsoka show make reference to the old books. The set up of the show is making Thrawn out to be the big bad. And when I heard āHeir to the Empireā (the title of one of the old Thrawn books, in which he is exactly that, and is his usual Legends canon nightmareish evil self) I pretty much lost all hope.
Theoretically, all this shouldāve been assuaged by the fact that the new Thrawn books are canon. Not Legends canon, they are current canon.
But after how they changed Kananās backstory in Bad Batch, contradicting canon comics in favour of their new audiovisual show, I canāt expect much respect for written canon vs audiovisual canon. Theyāve already disregarded their books once, why wouldnāt they do it again?
And letās loop back around to that ābut Thrawn was a big bad villain in the Rebels showā, because that ties right in.
Most of us love Dave Filoni. Clone Wars kicked ass. Rebels is amazing. I said it beforeāitās my second favourite Star Wars media ever.
However.
Dave Filoni is also involved in the whole changes that happened with Jacen. He did the Bad Batch.
He also did Rebels, and specifically, also chose to make Thrawn the way he was in Rebels.
Compared to how Thrawn is in the new books, written by Timothy Zahn (again, the guy who made Thrawn in the first place), Iād take Zahn Thrawn over Filoni Thrawn any day. Because as I said, he is way more nuanced and complex in the books.
Villain and antagonist are two very different things. A villain is bad. A villain is cruel, and wrong. An antagonist is an opposing force. An opposing force against the protagonist. The protagonist doesnāt have to be a hero. The protagonist is simply the person we are following the story of, the one we hear the side of.
In Rebels, Thrawn is presented as antagonist and villain. He is countering the rebels efforts, doing things they donāt condone. The Empire is the true overarching villain of Rebels, and he is the face of the empire (once the inquisitors are done away with, and Kallus has defected). He and Pryce are the Empire. (Maulās also an antagonist, but this isnāt about him.)
In the books, Thrawn is the (main) protagonist. Heās not really a hero, not in any usual meaning of the word, but heās a protagonist.
The other main protagonist for the first book is Eli Vanto. An imperial officer whoās a hick from Wild Space, heās about as low on the food chain as you could get.
For the first while, the Thrawn books donāt really have a distinct villain. The antagonists are, as could be expected for a book centred on imperial officers, sympathetic, or just plain unimportant enough to really count. Pirates. Smugglers.
And then comes Nightswan.
Nightswan is not a villaināHeās an antagonist. But heās not a hero either. Heās not even really a rebel, not in with the rebellion, or his own sect like Saw Guerrera. Heās just swindling and fighting because he doesnāt like the empire, but heās not overly concerned with results. A bit, but not much.
Pryce is a protagonist of the first Thrawn book. She is also, simultaneously, a villain. We watch her turn from a cunning and conniving 30-something, to a cunning, conniving, ruthless 50-something with a body count and a former best friend she turned in, making her rot in prison (because she joined a rebellion after seeing how Pryce was treated by her superiors!).
The last of the conflicts in the first Thrawn book is not a person vs person conflict. It is a person vs society. The last antagonist is the Empire. Or, specifically, the Empireās xenophobia.
Thrawn is treated like crap by more than half of the people he works with. Eli, hick extraordinaire, the lowest member of the food chain, is not the lowest. Thrawn is. The only thing worse than being a hick from the ass end of nowhere is being an alien from the ass end of nowhere. At every turn, there are enemies watching for Thrawn and Eli to slip up, so they can be sent packing. The only reason they donāt, the only reason they survive, is a combination of one (1) influential non-xenophobic friend (whoās a remnant of the Republic, funnily enough (love you, Yularen)), plain competency at military matters, and a lot of tiptoeing around and making concessions.
āWhen can we push without being kicked out or killedā. āWhen do we have to give ground in order to stay in the fleet, and have the chance to do better in the long runā. More often than not, for two people such as themselves, they have to give ground. Eli, and Thrawn, spend a lot of their time in the books having ethical dilemmas and crises of conscious. Itās subtler from Thrawn, but itās there.
Tell me thatās not more interesting than another black and white imperial villain. Tell me that doesnāt make more sense than a black and white imperial villain when said villain is an alien.
I also⦠donāt like Lars Mikklesen, heh. I donāt have anything against him, not really, but the problem stems from how he doesnāt help counter what Iām seeing in the trailer(s). Lars Mikkelsen was, indeed, Thrawnās voice actor in Rebels. However, itās Dave Filoniās Thrawn (Rebels Thrawn) that Iām worried about. As weāve said, Thrawn in Rebels occupies a very black and white villain role, this cold as ice ruthless and cruel and creepy villain, but then they (Disney! Literally Disney! Literally canon!) expanded on him, changing his backstory and history and present to be something way more interesting, way more complicated and nuanced and sympathetic and tbh, not a villain so much as a misguided hero.Ā
Thatās the Thrawn I want! Thatās the Thrawn I read six books of! Thatās the Thrawn that makes a fascinating counter to Ezraās reckless idealism! But they are hinting at all the wrong hints, and the fact that they keep pulling from Rebels is one part of those hints. Ahsoka snarling in Mando asking for where āGrand Admiral Thrawnā is, is another. āHeir to the empireā is another, and thatās the really, really, really damning one. Anyway, yeah, Lars is not the problem, but heās another person involved who doesnāt have any exposure to Book Thrawn, so he does nothing to reassure. Also, in the pettier reasons Iām eh on him, lmao, heās⦠kinda old for how I think Thrawn should look since weāve experienced that Chiss seem to age extremely gracefully, and also just generally his face isnāt right, and also⦠I know he was the first voice but I really like Mark Thompson (the voice actor for the audiobooks) way better, lol.
Other than Thrawn, the trailer(s) worries me that theyāre going to pull force-sensitive Sabine out of their asses. Thereās no reason to make her force-sensitive, she could use Ezraās lightsaber without it, and work with Ahsoka without being her padawan (remember how Ahsoka left the Jedi order also?? And refused to train Grogu? Her randomly turning around to train Sabine (who shouldnāt be force sensitive anyway) doesnāt even fit in with their own canon!)
Ahem.
Thatās all I can think of right now. If youāve read the Thrawn books, or if you havenāt but are curious and donāt care about spoilers, this is what I think shouldāve/should happen with Ezra, Thrawn, and all the post-rebels pre-rebels epilogue/pre-Ahsoka time.














