synopsis: your relationship with Michael Kaiser was complicated. you couldnât proclaim he was yours, but it also felt wrong to call him just a friend. you wanted to take everything he gave, let it be crumbs or a buffet. you were obsessedâthe sensation growing in the shadows of your psyche, until it was too much to bear and control. so, for the first time since he let you in his house to stay, you indulged in your fantasies, drinking his leftover bathtub water.
warnings: masturbating in the bathtub (kaiser), bathtub water drinking (you), sexual fantasies, obsession, self-awareness, just disturbing overall. inspired by Saltburn (movie)!!
you faced the ceiling, and the ceiling faced you, in a staring contest you had won just by having a pair of eyes. the bed underneath you was more comfortable than anything youâve ever lain on, the ornate frame carved carefully, almost intimately, afraid of what could happen if it was anything less than perfection. everything in this mansion screamed of perfection, if you were to be honest. the housemaids dusted the shelves every few hours, the gardeners cut every stray leaf that went against the ownerâs ideal, and the chefs cooked to the millimeter, treating asymmetry like a crime worth punishing.Â
  you didnât belong here. not in this mansion, and certainly not as a guest. but kaiser believed you were worthwhile. he kept you as a friend under the grandiose roof, even going as far as to shove you in the room next to his. the bathroom was the only thing keeping you two separate. you didnât deserve this, but you had no say in it. when kaiser wants something, he goes to great lengths to achieve it. and right now, that achievement was keeping you here, with him. for whatever reason.Â
  complaints never left your mouth. you were fine with his decision because it benefited you as much as it benefited him, if not more. this was a dream come true, to be so close to somebody you were practically obsessed with. the tips of your fingers trembled whenever he was near, wishing to disobey all logic and demand possession. every corner of his body to be used, touched, claimed, until nothing about him could ever be his. you didnât, obviously. you were far too aware and ashamed of this fixation, and you knew better than to let it destroy the only good thing you had. thanks to him, you had a warm bed, fresh meals, and attention. and of all those things, you were mostly grateful for the last.Â
  but shame could only go so far.Â
  you broke eye contact with the ceiling when a small groan bounced off the walls of the bathroom next to you. your eyebrows furrowed, wondering if perhaps somebody had gotten hurt or if they needed help. so, like the good samaritan that you were, you stood up from the bed, the old wood of the floor creaking beneath your bare feet, and you stopped just before the door. it was left ajar from when you earlier used the bathroom. the light from the bathroom poured inside, and another groan could be heard. this one twisted into a small whine at the end, muffled by, what you believed, cupping the lower lip between teeth.
  your palm went flat against the door. you pushed it enough to peek inside. you saw a figure in the bathtub. your eyes widened slightly.
  it didnât take a genius to register who it was, even if the person was facing away. the long strands of hair, dyed a blue so bright, it played as another source of light in the dim room, were eccentric enough to know who it belonged to. michael kaiser, the owner of the mansionâyour best friend. one arm rested on the edge of the bathtub, the vines of his rose tattoo trailing along the muscles of his bicep and forearm, while the other was hidden underneath the layer of soap foam. it flexed, and clenched, the muscles of his shoulders twitching subtly. you leaned closer, hoping to see more.
  the position of the bathtub didnât allow you, though. unless you were ready to damage a friendship of a few months for a glimpse at something that was hidden, regardless of the angle. but you could tell. you could tell he was pleasuring himself. the movement of his hand, raising and lowering around his shaft, the way he was biting his lip to muffle his sounds, to keep it to a bare minimum so as not to bother you. not that you were bothered. not that you could ever be.
  âscheiĂeâŠâ he groaned, his head thrown back against the porcelain, giving you a glance at his featuresâeyebrows furrowed upward, eyes clenched tightly, the straight line of his nose looking rather lovely in the intimate light from the chandelier. your hand tightened instinctively against the doorframe. he looked close. so close, it probably hurt.Â
  you imagined he was thinking about you while he was teetering on the verge of a powerful orgasm. you imagined it was your hand forcing those sounds out of his throat, your fingers pushing his mouth open while your grip around him tightened and tightened. you imagined staring at him when he came, brain too melted to care about looks. you imagined ruining him just with a few quick strokes, turning him into a pathetic, begging mess, as obsessed with your touch as you were obsessed with his everything.Â
  kaiser bit his lip tighter now, not breathing as his movements turned erratic. then, when he was close enough, he opened his mouth, and let out a silent scream, followed by a few loud, indifferent gasps. he leaned forward, thighs trembling beneath the bath water and scent of roses, before snapping back against the edge of the bathtub. the gasps turned into heavy breathing, and then the heavy breathing evened. he looked at the water as he regained self-awareness. you tried to establish if he was regretting itâtouching himself, ideally to the thought of youâbut his face wasnât giving away anything. no regret, no dismay, not even a sense of satisfaction, an air of enjoyment.Â
  instead, he sat there for a few more seconds before stepping out and pulling the plug. as the water slowly swirled into the drain, he wrapped a towel around his hipsâand gone, he was. you felt a sting in your heart at his absence, but it was quickly forgotten when your eyes trailed back to the bathtub.
  before you knew better, you stepped inside, your eyes not leaving the tub. in a flash of a few seconds, your mind working like a broken turntable, you were reliving the moments of his climax over and over. your hands trailed the remains of his warmth on the cold porcelain. you tasted the smell of his soap in the air. you visualized the look on his face if you stepped in, if you pushed his and your boundaries with just one move.
  soon enough, you were on your hands and knees in the tub. the foam parted against your panting, but the water continued to spiral into the drain. there wasnât much of it anymore. almost none at all. and before the last drops could sink into the abyss, you tasted it. you stuck your tongue out and trailed it along the snake of water, cum, and soap. a shiver of disgust and mortification crawled down your spine. you wanted to gagâyou demanded your body to gag, but it just wouldnât listen. it felt like a wall had been placed between your brain and your heart. it was no longer listening to your consciousness, only the sick fantasies it had come up with within dreams and restless nights. even while sitting at the same table, youâd think of him in the most salacious positions.Â
  he doesnât deserve thisâyou told yourself as your tongue lapped against the bathtub water again. it scooped what it could, mixing it with your saliva, before swallowing it like a man dying of thirst. like he was the oasis at the base of a sand mountain, and you were crawling to it, trembling and needy, for a taste. you pressed your lips against the drain, breathing in the scent, slurping it with more intent. a newfound confidence struck you and, amid the voices of degradationâsome yours, some hisâyou drank every drop. ran your tongue against the small holes of the drain, until what was once just bath water was now your saliva.Â
  you could no longer hear your thoughts. just the relish of the leftover sweat from his earlier training, the salty subtleness of his load, the chemicals in his soap. you no longer told yourself how abhorrent your venture was; you no longer pitied him. now, you wanted more. much more than he would be willing to give. let him give you his finger, youâd take the whole hand. let him give you a word of praise, youâd beg for actions.Â
  after what felt like hours, you leaned back and wiped the excess drool from your lips. the tub was squeaky clean. what was left of his bath was in the pits of your stomach.Â
  and you felt satisfied, closer to him than youâve ever been. you could now face the world without fear, face him without the guilt of your inflated fascination.
  you were a brand new person.
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Pair: Yandere Taehyung Ă Obsessed Reader
Summary: You were obsessed freak for the new police officer in the town. Trying to get into his heart and pants both with your efforts. But when you give up on him, he comes again in your life and you were dumbfounded when you get to know that he isn't a normal police officer.
Warning: The behaviour of characters are not something to emulate. Reader isn't yandere just crazy for him, blood, reader cuts herself for show off, argument, appearance of choi Yeonjun.
Rainy season has touched South Korea, although many people hated rain Kim Taehyung was not one of them. And it was for variants of reasons.
One of those reasons being her. That woman.
He unintentionally looked at the door as if his eyes were waiting for her. The longing of seeing her was so much that he started hallucinating her standing at door, all drenched, her outfit clearly showing cleavage and her palm all bloody - wait! What?!.
Taehyung snapped out of his imagination while he saw you standing there in real. He quickly got up after he realised that you were crying for help. The junior officer, Choi Yeonjun who was standing beside can't help but cringe. You were coming into police station regularly since two weeks.
And even a blind person can figure out you were in love with officer Kim. He just saw you as a silly girl who was begging for attention. People will say he's too harsh but looking at you clinging on officer Kim like your life depends on it, he was sure.
Taehyung doesn't know what to do, you were crying - probably fake. He knows you by now. And complaining about some unknown person who harmed you. Him being a gentleman gave you a handkerchief and told you to sit on the other side to write a report. Thankfully Yeonjun was already out when hugged him.
He saw your obvious pout after pulling out of hug.
"So, did you see their faces?" Taehyung asked the question even after being sure that this was self harm.
"Won't you ask me how I am?!!" You asked in slight anger tone.
"My palm has been cut open!!" It was not that big but you wanted to see worry or love or whatever it is in his eyes.
Taehyung massaged his head, loudly breathing through his nose. He remembered the night he met you - some goons had attacked you. You were lucky that he was nearby. He fought with them in his regular black tshirt with leather jacket. It was raining so it went all slow motion for you. Your knight in shining armor was nothing less compared to heroes in films.
He lend you his jacket to make you feel more safe. And there were butterflies in your stomach as he made such move. You asked for cleaning his little wounds to touch him, feel his muscles and he thought you were just being kind.
After that night you visited the police station as he told you he works there. You brought him luxurious gifts just simply on the name of being saved. Only if he knew you already gone for him.
He thought it was cute. After that day, she seemed to be everywhereâoffering him homemade cookies, dropping by the precinct with lunch, giving him luxurious gifts here and there even if he refused.
You were quite flirty as well but what began as harmless flirtation quickly escalated into something much more unnerving. Every day, you found new ways to insert yourself into his life.
Like - right now you were being pain in the ass. Solely focusing on does he care about her - not even caring about her wounds.
"You need to back off , YN!" Taehyung told you, his voice tight with frustration.
You were silenced by his serious tone.
âThis isnât cute anymore. Itâs not a game. Stay away from me.â
But You weren't deterred.
âTaehyung, you donât mean that,â you said as your voice soft and coaxing, as if you could soothe away his anger with just a few words. You reached out to touch his hand, but he jerked away, his patience at its breaking point.
You were upset not with him but with yourself. You being a rich brat was always given what you wanted. So you were determined to get him to love you.
But now you understood that love can't be forced even after trying so many times you failed to gain his love. You can't always win anything even with money sometimes.
You stood up and left the police station. Your hand was taken care by him while you were expressing your agony.
It's been awhile, taehyung hadn't seen you. Who was he kidding tho it was just second day of you not visiting him.
Taehyung couldn't believe you didn't come the other day after argument. He thought you will enter with your sunshine smile and homemade cookies in your hand, flirting with him by openly calling him baby and talking dirty just to make him blush.
On the first day of your disappearance, he was astonished not founding you by his office door with some notorious idea to see him but he became busy to stop the feeling, the feeling of loneliness. He was surrounded by people but at the same time he wasn't. It was like you had his identity, and that somehow made him happy.
The second day was normal for everyone but not Taehyung, not him.
At first, it was just a flicker of curiosity. He wondered where were you, what were you doing, why the heck you had finally listened to him. But as the day turned into night, that curiosity grew into something moreâa strange, burning need to see you again.
The rain wasn't stopping and for the first time he felt like hating the rain for the first time. It can't be right?! He promised himself to be rain lover all his life.
He began to replay your encounters in his mind, each memory sharpened by the absence of your chaotic energy.
And then, the dreams started. Dreams where you was the one pulling away, where he was the one chasing you, begging for your attention. Each time he woke, his heart pounded in his chest, his sheets twisted and damp with sweat and maybe some white substance. He hated the way you had wormed your way into his thoughts, but he couldnât stop it. The more he tried to push you away, the more you consumed him.
Soon, Taehyung found himself driving by your apartment, lingering outside the places you used to wait for him, hoping for a glimpse of the woman he had once been so desperate to escape.
The tables had turned, and now, it was Taehyung who was haunted by the obsession that had once belonged to her.
But except it wasn't just a normal obsession, it was intense. Seems like you didn't know about officer Kim Taehyung at all.
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Falling for you was the easiest thing Iâve ever done. You never really seemed to notice me, until you did. And somehow, you became more than an obsession. I wish I could describe what I feel for you, but I canât. I donât want my words to cheapen it, to make it sound like something ordinary.
Iâve never struggled to say whatâs on my mind before. Yet whenever it comes to you, Iâm left speechless. Maybe thatâs a good thing. Maybe it isnât. Iâm a killer, and somehow you stand beside one without hesitation.
This isnât The Joker, Harley Quinn and Batman. It isnât Romeo and Juliet. Itâs something far more dangerous. You bring me to my knees. Youâre a dream Iâll probably never wake from. So Iâll keep living in it, just to see you.
Because⊠I love you. ζÍÍĄđČđđđđ
đŻđđđđ was a cruel thing. It was sickening, disturbing, something capable of making even the bravest soul shiver at the mere mention of its name. It was also part of the job. The military didnât simply capture enemies. Sometimes they killed them. Sometimes they buried their own. It was the reality of the profession, one youâd grown accustomed to over the last twenty-four years.
You enlisted shortly after your nineteenth birthday. Not because you dreamed of wearing the uniform. Because you had nowhere else to go. Your father threw you out after finding your little sisterâs lifeless body cradled in your arms. You hadnât killed her. Sheâd suffered from a rare disease that slowly destroyed her brain until her organs finally shut down. But grief doesnât care about the truth.
Your father blamed you. Your mother blamed you. Your five older sisters blamed you. So you ran. You ran like Hell itself was snapping at your heels. The military became the family you never had. Years later, your record caught the attention of a Black Ops task force. Task Force 141.
They pulled your file from the database after reviewing your exceptional service history, but one skill stood above the rest, your marksmanship. Your longest confirmed shot measured 1,894 meters. Only one sniper had ever outperformed you. Lieutenant âGhostâ Riley. 1,998 meters. The man was an absolute menace behind a rifle.
And, unfortunately for you⊠He was breathtaking. Every instinct told you to keep your distance. Every instinct failed. You wanted to touch him. To pin him beneath you. To kiss him until he forgot every reason to push you away. Mr. Riley had become your obsession. Your eyes searched for him every time you stepped onto base.
Every mission briefing, every debriefing, every silent meal, you found him without even trying. Yet to Ghost⊠You were simply another soldier. Another member of the Task Force 141. Someone he tolerated because professionalism demanded it. Nothing more. And somehow⊠That only made you want him even more.
The sun climbed higher into the brilliant canvas of blue and amber, casting warm light across the base. Birds wheeled overhead, their chirps drifting lazily through the summer air as a relentless heat settled over everything. It was eighty-six degrees, and sweat clung to the back of your shirt before trailing slowly down your spine.
The sleeves of your uniform stuck to your forearms, but you hardly noticed. Your attention was elsewhere. Specifically, on the broad back of your lieutenant. He stood several yards ahead, arms folded behind his back as he listened to Captain Price speak with Laswell. Even from behind, he looked impossibly solid.
Broad shoulders stretched beneath his tactical vest, his waist tapering into hips that looked. How does one man have hips like that? Could you grab them? Would he let you? No. Donât think about that. Definitely donât think about his thighs.
ââŠOi.â Nothing. ââŠMate.â Still nothing. Then suddenly a pair of arms slung themselves around your shoulders, making you tense. âSo,â Soap drawled beside your ear, unable to hide the grin spreading across his face, âwhenâre ye anâ Ghost gettinâ married?â Your thoughts came to a screeching halt.
You blinked. ââŠWhat?â Soapâs grin faltered for exactly half a second. âYe werenae listeninâ, were ye?â âIâŠâ You glanced from him to Ghost, then back again. ââŠNo?â âAye, I figured.â Soap snorted, giving your shoulder a playful shake. âYeâve been starinâ at thâ lieutenantâs arse fer thâ last five minutes.â
Your entire body froze. âI have not.â âLiar.â âI wasnât staring.â âRight.â Soap nodded dramatically. âYe were just admirinâ thâ scenery.â âI was thinking.â ââBout Ghost.â ââŠMaybe.â Soap barked out a laugh loud enough to earn a curious glance from Gaz. âOh, this is brilliant.â
He clapped you on the shoulder. âYeâre absolutely gone, pal. Yeâve got that daft wee look folk get when theyâre head over heels.â Soap smirked knowingly. âYe ken, thâ one where ye forget how tae blink every time he walks by.â Before you could defend yourself, a familiar gravelly voice cut through the conversation.
âWhatâre you two laughing about?â Both of you looked up. Ghost had turned around. Soapâs grin only widened. âOh⊠absolutely nothinâ, Lt.â You silently begged whatever higher power was listening for Soap not to say another word. He inhaled. Your soul left your body.
For one horrifying second, you were convinced Soap was about to sell you out. Thinking faster than you ever had on a battlefield, you shoved Gaz squarely into Soap. The Scot barely had time to yelp before their lips collided. Soap simply hummed in surprise before grinning into the kiss.
His arms immediately winding around Gazâs neck as if this had been the plan all along. Gaz made an offended noise against his lips. âAye?â Soap replied innocently, not letting go. âIâm beinâ compensated. You plastered on the fakest smile imaginable before ushering the bickering pair into the nearby corridor.
The door clicked shut behind them, muffling Soapâs triumphant laughter and Gazâs complaints. Silence settled. You cleared your throat. Leaning casually, far more casually than you actually felt, against the doorframe, you slowly looked toward your lieutenant.
Ghost was already staring. God. He had no right looking that beautiful. âHi, LieutenantâŠâ Your voice cracked ever so slightly. You swallowed. âUm⊠I had a question for you, sir.â Ghost folded his arms across his chest. Then, to your eternal suffering, he shifted his weight onto one leg, cocking his hip ever so slightly.
Bloody hell. âWhat is it, Sergeant?â Your palms immediately began to sweat. You glanced away. Then right back. How were you not supposed to look at him? The man was unfairly attractive. âIâŠâ You rubbed the back of your neck. âWould you⊠fancy getting a drink with me? At a bar.â
Your confidence evaporated halfway through the sentence. âI mean, you can absolutely say no, sir. I donât want to pressure you or anything.â Ghostâs eyebrows lifted beneath the edge of his balaclava. His folded arms slowly relaxed. One gloved hand settled against his hip.
âMe?â he asked, his voice as flat as ever. âFancy a drink with you?â You straightened instinctively. âYes, sir⊠if youâd like.â For a long moment, Ghost simply looked at you. His unreadable eyes searched your face as though trying to decide whether this was some elaborate joke. Finally, he rolled his eyes.
ââŠCould use a drink.â Your heart nearly stopped. âBut,â he continued, pointing a finger at you, âonly if youâre payinâ.â A tiny pause. âUnless youâre a cheapskate.â A laugh escaped before you could stop it. âOh, darlinâ, Iâm no such thing.â
The words hung between you. Your own brain caught up. Oh. Heat flooded your ears. Then your neck. Then probably your entire face. Ghost stared at you for another beat before letting out an exasperated breath. âIâm not your darlinâ.â
His tone wasnât angry. Just⊠firm. âIâm no oneâs darlinâ. Donât call me that again, Sergeant.â The embarrassment hit you like a freight train. Your eyes immediately dropped to the pavement. ââŠSorry, sir.â Ghost watched you for a moment. Then, quieter than before, he gave a single nod. âSâalright.â
Another pause settled between the two of you. Neither of you seemed eager to break it. Finally, Ghost cleared his throat. âWhat time?â Your head snapped back up. ââŠSir?â âThe drink.â There was the faintest hint of amusement hidden beneath his otherwise impassive expression.
âWhat time?â A smile tugged at your lips before you could stop it. â2000â o clock?â Ghost considered it. â2000â o clockâs fine.â He turned to leave, taking only a few steps before speaking over his shoulder. âAnd SergeantâŠâ âYes, sir?â âIf youâre lateâŠâ You held your breath. ââŠYouâre buying the first two rounds.â
A quiet chuckle escaped him, so brief you almost thought youâd imagined it. Then he walked away. You remained rooted to the spot, watching his broad frame disappear around the corner until the last glimpse of his skull-patterned balaclava vanished from sight. Your heart hammered against your ribs.
He said yes. He actually said yes. Butterflies erupted in your stomach, so violent they made you feel nauseous. A groan rumbled low in your throat as you dragged both hands down your face. ââŠJesus Christ.â Youâd just asked Lieutenant âGhostâ out for a drink. And heâd agreed.
You spun on your heel and made a beeline for the barracks before your legs decided they no longer wanted to function. You needed clean clothes. More importantly. You needed a cold shower. Desperately. The communal shower room greeted you with the familiar scent of soap, damp concrete, and the lingering musk of hard training.
Steam curled lazily toward the ceiling despite the rows of running water, while conversations echoed off the tiled walls. A handful of recruits laughed over some story from the obstacle course. Two corporals argued over football scores. Someone farther down the line was loudly complaining about Captain Priceâs latest training exercise. It was the usual soundtrack of life on base.
You hardly heard any of it. Twisting the faucet as far toward cold as it would go, you stepped beneath the stream. The icy water struck your shoulders like a punch. You hissed through your teeth but didnât move. You deserved that. Closing your eyes, you let the water cascade over your head, washing away the sweat and dust that clung to your skin.
White suds slipped from your shoulders, trailing down your arms before swirling around your feet and disappearing into the drain. Seconds passed. Or maybe minutes. Time had become difficult to measure. Every time you managed to clear your head, another memory forced its way back in. âCould use a drink.â â2000â o clockâs fine.â
âIf youâre late⊠youâre buying the first two rounds.â A helpless grin spread across your face. You dropped your forehead against the cool tile wall with a soft thunk. ââŠIâm losing my bloody mind.â âYouâve only just figured that out?â You nearly jumped out of your skin.
Whirling around, you found Soap leaning casually against the doorway with a towel slung over one shoulder, wearing the most insufferably smug grin youâd ever seen. âYouâve been smiling at the wall for five minutes,â he said, folding his arms. âEither the tiles have suddenly become handsome, or Ghost accepted that drink.â Your silence answered for you.
Soapâs eyes widened. ââŠHe actually said aye?â A slow smile crept across your face despite every effort to suppress it. âHe⊠did.â The Scot slapped a hand over his mouth to stifle a laugh. âOh, this is gonnae be brilliant.â He pointed at you. âYeâre doomed, mate.â âIâm going for a drink.â âAye.â
âThatâs all.â âMhm.â âStop looking at me like that.â Soapâs grin only grew. âIâm just wonderinâ what yeâre gonnae wear.â You stared at him. ââŠI hate you.â Soap chuckled, pushing himself off the doorway. âYeâre too happy tae hate anybody today.â He disappeared down the hall, still laughing to himself.
You sighed, letting the cold water pour over your head once more. For the first time in years⊠You found yourself looking forward to something that wasnât another mission⊠Ghost was nervous. It was an unfamiliar feeling. He couldnât remember the last time heâd been nervous about anything.
Jumping from aircraft. Walking into an ambush. Facing impossible odds. None of it compared to tonight. He stared into the open locker in front of him, arms folded tightly across his chest. What the hell was he supposed to wear? It was just a drink. One drink. Yet every shirt suddenly looked wrong.
Too tactical. Too plain. Too formal. He let out a quiet sigh, rubbing a gloved hand over the back of his neck. Then there was the conversation. What were they supposed to talk about? Ghost wasnât exactly known for his sparkling social skills. He preferred silence. Always had. But youâŠ
You never seemed bothered by it. You were always trying to talk to him. Sometimes it was about missions. Sometimes it was about the weather. Sometimes you spoke just to fill the silence, never expecting much more than a grunt or a nod in return. And somehow⊠You never gave up.
Heâd caught himself listening more often than not. Even when he pretended he wasnât. A ghost of a smile threatened the corner of his mouth before disappearing just as quickly. You were persistent. Annoyingly so. Yet he found himself waiting for those conversations.
Waiting for you to wander over with another question or some ridiculous story that would make Soap laugh and Price pinch the bridge of his nose. You made the base⊠quieter. Not because you spoke less. Because when you were around, the noise in his own head seemed to settle. Ghost frowned at the realization. ââŠChrist.â
He was in trouble. Every time you stood beside him, warmth crept beneath his skin. It started somewhere in his chest before climbing slowly into his throat, hot and unfamiliar, like molten stone forcing its way upward. Heâd never understood why. Not until today. Not until youâd stumbled over your own words, cheeks burning as you asked him out for a drink. Heâd seen the nerves.
The hope. The immediate regret after calling him darlinâ. He almost smiled again. Almost. âYou really are somethinâ else, SergeantâŠâ The words slipped into the empty locker room, unheard by anyone but himself. He reached into his locker and pulled out a dark charcoal henley heâd only worn a handful of times. Simple. Comfortable. Not a uniform.
He looked at it for a long moment before giving a small nod. ââŠGood enough.â It wasnât the shirt he was worried about. It was whether, by the end of the night⊠Heâd find himself wanting there to be a second drink or something more. The clock hanging behind the bar ticked louder than it had any right to.
You checked your watch. Eight-ten. Your knee bounced beneath the small wooden table tucked into the corner of the pub. The place wasnât crowded, but it was lively enough. Glasses clinked together as conversations blended into a pleasant hum. Laughter erupted from somewhere near the dart boards while an old rock song played quietly through the speakers overhead.
You glanced toward the entrance. Nothing. A waitress wandered over with an easy smile. âCan I get you anything?â You cleared your throat. âUh⊠whiskey. Neat.â âComing right up.â She returned moments later, setting the amber-colored drink in front of you. You thanked her quietly before wrapping your fingers around the cool glass.
Maybe heâs not coming. The thought wormed its way into your head almost immediately. You hated it. Ghost didnât strike you as the type to stand someone up. But⊠He also wasnât exactly the type to accept invitations out for drinks. Maybe heâd changed his mind. Maybe Price needed him.
Maybe something had happened. Maybeâ You took a sip of your whiskey. The burn slid warmly down your throat. Eight-fifteen. You looked at the door again. Still nothing. The bartender caught your eye. âYou waiting on someone?â ââŠYeah.â âThey running late?â You chuckled weakly. âI think so.â
âTheyâll get here.â âI hope youâre right.â Eight-twenty. Your drink was nearly half gone. Youâd started counting the grooves carved into the tabletop just to keep your mind occupied. Your stomach twisted. Idiot. Youâd actually thought. The pub door opened once more. Cold evening air drifted inside.
You looked up out of habit. Your breath caught.
âŠBloody hell. Ghost stepped through the doorway, broad shoulders filling the entrance for just a moment before he slipped inside. Gone was the tactical vest. Gone was the combat gear.
Instead, he wore a charcoal henley that hugged his broad chest and shoulders without trying to show them off. Dark jeans replaced his combat trousers, and heavy black boots echoed softly against the wooden floor as he walked inside.
His sleeves were pushed just below his forearms, revealing strong, scarred hands. The skull balaclava was gone. In its place sat a plain black face covering that concealed the lower half of his face, allowing the sharp angles of his cheekbones and those dark, observant eyes to steal your attention.
His blond hair was slightly tousled, as though heâd run a hand through it one too many times before leaving. He looked⊠God. He was so fucking beautiful. Your brain abandoned ship. Every coherent thought fled the instant those dark eyes found yours. Ghost spotted you immediately. For the briefest moment, he looked almost⊠relieved.
He made his way through the tables with his usual measured stride before stopping beside yours. âYouâve started without me.â His voice carried that familiar gravel, low enough that it somehow drowned out every other sound in the room. You blinked. âOhâŠâ Brilliant start. âI⊠uhâŠâ Words. Use words. âI didnât know ifâŠâ You laughed nervously.
âI thought maybe youâd changed your mind.â Ghostâs brow furrowed. âI said Iâd come. So I came.â It was such a simple answer. Matter-of-fact. Completely Ghost. Despite yourself, you smiled. âFair enough.â He pulled out the chair opposite you and sat down, resting his forearms on the table.
âSorry Iâm late.â You stared. He⊠He apologized? âYou donât have to apologize, sir.â A quiet look âWeâre off duty.â ââŠRight.â A pause. ââŠRiley.â Your tongue nearly tied itself into a knot saying his name. His eyes lingered on you for a second before giving the smallest nod. âThere you go.â
Heat bloomed across your cheeks. The bartender wandered over. âWhat can I get you?â Ghost glanced at the menu for all of two seconds before looking back up. âWhiskey.â He tilted his head toward your glass. âThe same as whatever theyâre having.â The bartender nodded and disappeared.
Silence settled between the two of you. Ordinarily, silence would have been awkward. With Simon⊠It wasnât. You found yourself simply watching him as he rested comfortably in his chair, his gaze wandering around the pub before settling back on you. ââŠWhat?â he finally asked.
You hadnât realized youâd been staring. You rubbed the back of your neck, laughing under your breath. âSorry.â âYou keep doing that.â ââŠDoing what?â âLooking at me like youâre trying to solve a puzzle.â You frowned into your glass. âNo.â âNo?â âIâm looking at you becauseâŠâ
You hesitated. ââŠYou clean up nice.â For a heartbeat, Simon simply looked at you. Then one corner of his eyes crinkled ever so slightly. Not quite a smile. But close. âSo do you.â The compliment was so quiet, so matter-of-fact, that it took a full second to register. When it did⊠You were fairly certain your heart forgot how to beat.
Ghost was absolutely plastered. His head throbbed with a dull, relentless ache that settled behind his eyes. Every light in the pub felt too bright. Every laugh too loud. Heâd always prided himself on holding his liquor. Years in the military had seen to that. Heâd outdrunk men twice his size without so much as a stumble.
So how the hell had sixââŠor was it seven?âglasses reduced him to this? He couldnât remember. All he knew was that he wanted a cup of hot tea, a handful of painkillers, and the sweet mercy of his own bed. Instead⊠He found himself staring at you. You looked perfectly fine. Relaxed. Comfortable.
Still nursing what remained of your sixth whiskey as though it were no stronger than water. It wasnât fair. Not in the slightest. His eyes narrowed lazily. ââŠCheat.â You looked up from your glass. âHm?â ââŠYouâre cheatinâ.â A soft laugh escaped you.
âI donât think thatâs how alcohol works, Riley.â He grunted. âFeels like it.â His words had begun to blur together somewhere around twenty minutes ago, though he was still coherent enough to know he was making less sense than usual. His gaze drifted back toward you. You were looking at him. Not at the room. Not over his shoulder. At him.
Your eyes held an intensity that made something warm settle low in his stomach. It fluttered. Annoyingly. Bloody butterflies again. He hated them. âŠNo. He hated that he didnât hate them. His eyelids grew heavier. Across the table, you finished the last sip of your drink before gently pushing the empty glass aside.
Ghost barely registered the movement. You stood. When had you stood? His tired eyes followed you as you disappeared toward the bar. A few minutes later, you returned. A folded receipt rested between your fingers. âYou⊠didnâtâŠâ His sentence never quite reached the finish line. Youâd already paid.
Ghost frowned faintly. âI wasâŠâ He paused to gather the thought. ââŠSupposed tâ pay.â âYou can get the next one.â His sleepy mind lingered on the word. Next. There was going to be a next. The thought settled pleasantly somewhere in the haze. You crouched beside him. âCâmon.â
A gentle hand rested between his shoulder blades. âWe should get you home.â Ghost tried. Honestly, he did. He planted both boots firmly on the floor and pushed himself upright. The room immediately tilted. ââŠNope.â Before he could embarrass himself further, your arm slipped securely around his back.
âEasy.â âIâm fine.â âYou nearly headbutted the table.â ââŠTable moved.â âIt absolutely did not.â He muttered something unintelligible beneath his breath. The next thing he knew. The floor disappeared. ââŠMm?â One arm slid beneath his knees. The other supported his back.
With startling ease, you lifted him clean off the ground. Like he weighed almost nothing. Ghost instinctively tensed. His hand found your shoulder as if to steady himself. âSergeantâŠâ A quiet warning. Or at least⊠It was supposed to be. You simply adjusted your grip, your arms tightening just enough to keep him secure. âI can⊠walk.â
âYou can barely keep your eyes open.â His attempt at sounding convincing was ruined by the yawn that escaped immediately afterward. You smiled. The cool evening air greeted the two of you as you stepped outside. Ghost let out a slow breath. The breeze felt nice. His resistance slowly melted away.
There wasnât much point arguing anymore. Your heartbeat was steady beneath his ear. Solid. Reliable. Without really thinking about it, he allowed himself to relax. His forehead drifted against your neck. Your jacket smelled faintly of clean laundry, cedar, and the whiskey the two of you had shared. Comforting. Safe. His eyes slipped shut.
The last thing he registered was the gentle rise and fall of your breathing as you carried him through the quiet streets. Neither of you spoke. For once. Ghost was grateful for the silence. And before he realized heâd fallen asleep, one tired thought drifted through the fog in his mind. Maybe lettinâ someone carry him isnât so badâŠ
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Seek Me Out - a romance series with dark!rafe and obsessive!reader
Summary: You never meant to get caught. Watching Rafe Cameron from a distance had always been your little secretâa harmless obsession, a quiet fantasy. But the night you see him threatening the Pogues, the attention finally flips to you.
Chapters Released:
1. Look at Me
2. Shadow
3. His Obsession
4. Your Reward
Warnings will be posted with every chapter! Chapters will be released every other day!
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Wrote this to Can't Wait by Doja Cat...uhhhhhh yeah.
I wanted the reader to be like unhealthily obsessed but also tries not to show it? Idk, I hope yall enjoy!
Warnings: language? some yandere-ish themes, reader is...yeah
Above it all was him, the pedestal you had subconsciously placed him upon growing higher the more you interacted. You sop up every ounce of attention he gives, letting it seep into your bloodstream, and sink into every vein and artery. Any and every chance you got to at least be by his side was a gift in your eyes.
He never minded you watching him, eyes focused, pupils blown wide. Had he not known he was the object of your obsess- affection? You were no saint, doing any and everything in your power to keep him away from anyone but you. Take up his time in hopes you'd fill his every waking thought like he had done you.
You sit on the countertop, far enough to not disturb him, but close enough to hold a conversation...to hold eye contact. From here all that matters is him. The way he moved so quickly yet precisely with the ingredients he used.
How he ever so often rolls his piercing between his teeth and lips. How he takes one to two seconds to brush his hair from his face, only for it to fall in the same spot again. Perfect. He was so perfect.
"Will you try this for me, love?" He asks with that boyish smile that always makes your heart swell.
It's moments like those you forever hold close to your sinister and obsessed heart. He tilts your head back and lets the spoon slide past your lips, the contact making you seize up in the best way possible. Everything about him was amazing.
The way those pretty blue eyes pierce yours from any sign of disgust. He knows it will never come. The way his lips slightly parted awaiting your thoughts and opinions.
You hum and smile, licking your lips, staring into his eyes, analyzing and picking him apart. He doesn't know that despite his food being amazing every single time, to you, he is the most rewarding meal you ever had.
"Amazing as usual." You speak, tone lovestruck and he can feel it. It makes his chests well but he pushes it aside.
He only smiles, swiping his thumb over your bottom lip. You can't help but feel your stomach knot itself at the action. Your brain is filled with pleasure and his name. Why won't he give in, why won't he let himself love you, let himself be adored by you?
You swallow down any thought that may slip past your lips in the form of a confession. He loves you, doesn't he? He wouldn't have touched you like he did and does if he didn't. He wants you, he needs you. Right?
Even though your delusions were becoming harder to tell apart from reality one thing was certain. Your spot would always be right next to him,
And you couldn't wait to take your self-proclaimed, rightful, place
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It was yet another game of cat and mouse. You and the droid army had managed to push General Kenobi and his troops into the woods as they scrambled to take cover among the trees.
You grinned.
Oh, how you loved this part.
Walking deliberately slowly, lightsaber ignited by your side, you felt like a predator waiting on its prey, waiting to pounce.
In the distance you could hear the sound of blaster fire and the shouts of both droids and clones. You paid them no mind. You only had one thought engulfing your entire being. One Jedi...
"Kenobi..." you whispered softly.
The snap of a branch behind you.
The deranged smile on your face when you whipped around, your eyes darting in search of the familiar robe-clad figure, was frankly terrifying. You inhaled deeply. You could smell him.
Eyes blown wide with excitement, you began lurking towards the sound, weaving your way through every tree.
It was silent, apart from the hum of your lightsaber and your own deep breathing. The things he does to you - even when he's not there. All those sleepless nights, wishing your fingers were his own...it was never enough. You needed more than a thought. More than a memory.
"Kenobi," you called again, louder.
You giggled, putting a spring in your step as you continued your search. He was close.
"Obi-Wan?" you sang sweetly. The sound of his name from your lips felt like honey. Warm, gooey honey falling from your mouth.
The whirring of a lightsaber coming to life.
You turned, slowly. There he is.
"There's my little Jedi!" The maniacal smirk on your face was more than enough to put him on edge. He shifted under your gaze but his eyes remained determined.
You loved that look. You were about to have some fun.
He moved to a fighting stance, wordlessly. His eyes narrowed.
You cocked your head.
He pounced.
Now this was new. He never initiated. It was you who always took the lead. Honestly the change in behaviour excited youâŠ
hold on a second-
Not a single witty remark before your fight? Where was the foreplay?!
You pouted as you parried his strike. The red hue of your lightsaber and the blue of his merged, casting a purple glow across his beautiful face. You force-pushed him away before you got lost in the sight. He was truly intoxicating.
"Come now, Kenobi," you said, running madly towards him, your lightsaber raised high, ready to strike him down. "Whatever is the matter with you?"
He blocked the attack, of course. He was so strong. You loved that about him.
"Perhaps the fact that you and your Separatist friends just destroyed an entire city. Tell me, how many lives must you take until you're satisfied?" His voice was spilling with emotion before he charged at you.
You rolled your eyes as you easily blocked again, kicking him onto the dirt with the heel of your boot.
He was in one of those moods. Of course he was. But even when he sounded so pathetic, it only made you want him more.
"Oh, darling," you purred, your hand extended out in front of you, pinning him to the ground with the force. "If I had known killing all those people would get you so worked up like this, I would've done it ages ago."
He tried to knock you off your feet by sweeping at your legs, but you had already pounced, straddling him and twisting the hand that he held his lightsaber in, until he was forced to let it go with a grunt.
You brought your own lightsaber to his neck, the proximity to the heat causing sweat to drip down his forehead.
You brought your face down to his and grinned. "Gotcha,"
You observed him silently for a moment, staring into his wide eyes. So pretty.
He struggled against you but it was useless.
You had him. And you were loving every second. The way he was writhing against you in a desperate attempt of escape made your head swim.
You bit your lip at him, not bothering to hide your smile. "So eager to leave already?"
He finally noticed the way you were looking down at him. He parted his lips to respond but you couldn't take anymore, You pushed yourself forward and claimed his lips with yours.
He was frozen at first, and you felt his whole body tense beneath you.
Then you tossed your own lightsaber off to the side somewhere and slid one hand around his neck and placed the other firmly against his chest. You felt him start to kiss back and it was electric.
The warmth of his body against yours made you moan shamelessly into his mouth.Â
Finally. You had him. You had him and you were never letting go.Â
You continued to move your mouth against his, your lungs were burning for breath but you'd rather go cold and lifeless than take your mouth off of his.
The feeling of his hand hesitantly place itself on your lower back made you smirk against his lips. You grabbed it off of you and squeezed it tightly.
You opened your eyes to see his looking at you, his face flushed red. But then, you moved his hand down to your ass and placed it there firmly and he had to look away in embarrassment. You weren't having that.
The hand you had around his neck tightened until he choked and you grinned, eyes blown wide at the sight.
You were completely and utterly drunk on him. Your mind was running wild, playing fantasy after fantasy of things you were going to do to him.
But then it all crashed as he suddenly jerked his knee into your stomach.
You felt the air knock out of you as he threw you down onto the floor and rolled on top of you, calling his lightsaber to his hand and bringing it to your neck.
You were about to chastise him for his naughty behaviour but the sight in front of you made your mouth fall open.Â
He sat on top of you, breathing heavily, lips parted in exhaustion. The light of his saber illuminated his face in the most perfect way- you could see beads of sweat running down his face and a lock of his hair had fallen in front of his eyes.
Fuck.
You had never been so turned on in your life.
All you could do was watch as he pulled a comlink from his pocket and brought it to his lips. His lips- they still glistened with your saliva.
"Cody?" He somehow managed to keep his voice strong and clear. As if he hadn't been necking with a sith two seconds ago. "I'm going to need backup. I've got her."
He looked directly into your eyes as he said this.
You couldn't help but grin like a Cheshire cat. "Yeah you do,"
You knew his Commander heard you. Obi-Wan looked down at you reprimandingly and hung up. You blinked up at him innocently. He sighed and put away the comlink.
There was silence before you huffed.
"If we're not gonna fuck, then I have to go."
Obi-Wan raised a brow at you. "How exactly do you plan on that, my dear?"
He shook the lightsaber he held at your neck to emphasise his point.
Smug bastard.
You loved him though. You'd make him yours, just not today.
You grinned, bringing your wrist panel up to your mouth.
"Fire,"
His eyes widened and as if on queue, blaster fire began to rain down on you from above.
With Obi-Wan distracted, you managed to throw him off you and summon your lightsaber back to your hand. Your battle ship lowered down and you jumped on, waving at Obi Wan as it ascended.
"Until next time darling. I'll be counting the minutes," you called, watching as he looked up at you until you disappeared into the clouds.
Yes, you were looking forward to next time.
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FIRST POST ON HERE AHAHAHAâŠyes it might be from my ao3 but still. Hope you like :p