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As he waved me good bye ,I was happy felt relieved .But as I opened the door I got back to my lonely world away from you ,away from the feeling of being close to you.I sat on the couch trying to hold you in my thoughts and felt asleep watching the TV. I was dreaming and dreaming all about us .....The alarm woke me up all dizzy . After my morning routine ,I drove  to office.On the way to my office I was thinking about what happened about last night.How intense was our conversation , it was almost like  we were in another world in another universe only you and me . I parked my car and was heading to the elevator. Everything was normal like everyday. Got into the elevator with some other guy. I din’t notice him much because my eyes were blinded by you basically. As the elevator started ,generally it reached my office floor in 20 seconds.But that day day particularly that day it took longer than everyday. All of a sudden the lights started to flicker ,I was scared very very scared ,my heart beat increased rapidly and I was gasping for breathe.The elevator almost moved rapidly at a speed that could actually cause panic attacks.I was screaming on top of my office .Then I heard this voice “Can you please calm down”.I saw him ,he was looking young with a beard and smelled all of ocean and aqua  .He told me we have options to get out .But it din’t look like that for me .The elevator stopped and the door weren’t opening.I was trying calm down and then he saw my i-card and and called my name and told ,it could be some maintainence issue. May be we have to wait for an hour . I was like I am done for the day , I had my anxiety issues.We both sat down and were talking to each other .Then I came to know he is joining our office and that this is his first day of joining. I was talking and we spoke about many issues about office and worklife balance .We paused for sometime  and gave a break , it felt like we know each other so much in that 30 minutes.This is what actually happens when you are clinging to one person in a lone world ,you feel like you know everything about him. He then asked me one question “What would you do right here right now if this was the last day in your life “. I gave him a grin look and was looking into his eyes and felt “Definitely would not want to get stuck here with you”.

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Great night with all the ones I love! #wagnerwonherover #bridesmaids #besties #myframily #bestfriends #memoriesillneverforget #notwithyou (at Cross Creek Ranch Tx)

I could not be more honored to be a part of my Best Friends Bridal party! So happy that I could be a part of such a wonderful day full of love!! 💖 love every one of these ladies! Thank you for such a wonderful day! #WagnerWonHerOver #bestbridalpartyever #besties4lyfe #slutup #notwithyou #bridesmaids

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