please please please tell me there will be a day where i get to stare at you up close again.
please please tell me i’ll get to notice the things on your face that i didn’t see before.
please tell me i’ll get to experience you from a distance that didn’t make you seem like a Zoo animal I have to stand on my tippy toes to see over the Ledge.
when when when will i get to see you again.
when when will you approach me and tell me you think i’m the dove you saw in your dreams.
when will i get to know you best.
why why why does it kill me that i can’t hear your heartbeat through your chest.
why why will we have to wait until our stars align in order to experience one another again.
why are you so far away from what i call home.
i’m sorry i’m sorry i let you go the way i did
i’m sorry if you weren’t done with me just yet
it’s okay it’s okay it’s okay if you want to bash me for the things i did
it’s okay it’s okay if i wanted to do the same?
it’s okay if you want to talk again, i won’t yell i won’t scream but instead i will explain what compelled me to drop you on your head, so sudden, so harsh.
why was our time to short, why were our words so stock, why did we proceed to feel the need to fly away from our flock.
why did you and your friends have to get into your head and why did you laugh at me the way that you did.
you sat back and watched, you watched me burn as you got everything you wanted, and so much more in Return.
i don’t know wether to Emmitt harm, or radiate such love i don’t think you’ve ever known.
if only you knew, if only you knew..
