#non t

i think one of the best things in the world is feeling wanted. being texted first by people. asked to come over. hearing them laugh at something dumb you said. sharing food together. being told to stay overnight because it’s getting dark and they don’t want you driving that late. just the little things. i love people but most of all i love my friends who make me feel like i put all the stars in the sky.

Being unable to transition medically, ever, is just so so so frustrating. I get really jealous of people who transition tbh. And so sad it hurts, because every time it only reminds me of the fact that I can never have that.

ok but sometimes all a person needs is validation. i know my worth but i hope you know it too. tell me you want me around. voice it. let me know how happy i make you. that i’m an enjoyable presence. i am liked and thought about. sometimes we just need to hear it to believe it.

i think i’m aroflux