#non binary janus

Anxceit / fluff / human au

If you know me you know I usually post these on my main- but, I decided to switch all things sander sides (except for reblogs) here so let's-a-go

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"Hnghn." Virgil groaned, burying his head deeper into the warmth engulfing him.

The sounds of the office playing on the TV was enough to lull him back to sleep.

Until the warmth hugged him back that is.

Panic surged through him, and he almost jumped out of his skin- what stopped him? The realization that this was his partner, and that was cemented even further when they spoke up.

"Mm.. You're such a good pillow, you know that, Virge?"

Virgil smiled into Janus' neck as he listened to their sleep fogged voice. He was obviously more awake than Virgil, but not by much.

Their legs were intertwined, and Janus was holding Virgil like he was a giant teddy bear. And vise versa.

Virgil could only see blonde locks, complimented with the faint glow of purple LEDS. It was perfect. He could never be more content than this.

Virgil hummed, squeezing Janus tightly.

"Let me rephrase- were such a good pillow- you're killing me smalls." Janus sounded purposefully strained, letting out a dramatic breath of air when Virgil loosened his grip to laugh at his partner.

"What time is it?" Virgil didn't make any effort to check himself, in fact, burrowed deeper into Janus' side.

"It's, " Janus reached over Virgil, pressing against him even more as he grabbed his phone, turning it on briefly before dropping it onto the nightstand and falling back beside Virgil. "8:17."

Virgil whined, turning onto his back to indignantly stare at the ceiling.

"We got enough time for an episode, or we could go back to sleep?" Janus propped themselves up on an elbow, staring at Virgil.

Virgil sighed dramaticly. "I don't want you to go."

Janus laughed softly, quickly planting a kiss on Virgils forehead. "I can't just call in sick everytime you have me over."

Virgil stared at Janus before huffing. "Well- how am I supposed to get my fix?"

Janus chuckled, a hearty thing.

"I can just wear the same clothes as yesterday, how about that? So, we have more time together."

Virgil grinned up at Janus.

Janus leaned down and gave Virgil a soft kiss, resting their forehead on his after. "I love you so much." they smiled.

"I get that a lot. " Virgil smirked at Janus when they pulled away with a theatric groan.

"A chest wound! I surely won't make it out alive!"

"You'll live." Virgil laughed, Janus threw their hands up in the air.

"Oh, by the gods! Take mercy upon me, the pain is too much!"

Virgil rolled his eyes fondly, staring at them unbothered.

"Shut up." Virgil hit Janus lightly when they continued and Janus looked back at Virgil, and Feigning hurt.

"The cruelty!"

Virgil laughed turning over to watch the tv.

"I love you, dork."

"Dawh! How sweet." Janus slid up next to Virgil, slipping their hands into Virgils and watching from behind him.

"I don't want you to go.." Virgil sighed out after an episode.

"I don't wanna go. " Janus mumbled into Virgils shoulder.

After a minutes silence Janus spoke up one last time.

"I'm calling in."

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Hope you enjoyed

Ik it's short but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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Background: I am thinking of making a High School AU

Pronouns They Would All Use:

Patton Naomi : He/they

Logan Blaese: He/him

Roman Flores: He/him

Remus Flores: He/it/they

Virgil Milton: They/he

Description: Janus gets back home from a pride event. Now he has to deal with his homophobic dad.

Tw: being dead named, alcohol, cursing, homophobia

Ships: platonic or QPR dukeceit

Genre: human au

Alt prompt 2: rainbow (prompt by @pridewrite2021)

(Janus’ pronouns are he/she/they in this)

Janus examined their face in their phone camera for one last time, doing their best to ensure that no face paint had managed to escape them scrubbing their cheek furiously on the way back. Finally satisfied, they entered their house.

“Damien, where the hell have you been?!” Her dad called from the other room. Janus cringed at their dead name. “I was just about to send out a search party.” He chuckled.

“Study group ran late.” Janus lied smoothly, entering the living room. His dad was sat on the couch, beer in hand. The tv was on and flashing images from the news. Janus almost went dizzy as videos of the pride parade flashed across the screen.

His dad scoffed. “God, why do they have to be showing that shit?” He said, gruffly.

Janus had learned a while ago how to not let their discomfort show and they prided themselves on being able to lie well. But damn it was it hard sometimes. The comment stung like a bullet wound but they still somehow managed a nod and a thin smile.

“You’re right, it’s not like it’s a current event and it’s their job to cover it or anything.” He said, sarcastically.

“I just don’t see why they have to shove it in our faces.” His dad said, rolling his eyes.

‘Well, I don’t love being bombarded with your sexuality 24/7 either but I seem to manage fine’ Janus didn’t say.

“I just think a man should be with a woman. That’s the way it’s always been. I mean, gay couples can’t even have kids!”

‘Neither can a lot of straight couples but I don’t see you attacking their right to exist. And gay people have existed for literal centuries but whatever.’ Janus thought.

“I mean, look at him!” His dad said, pointing to a drag queen on the screen. She wore a short blue skirt with a sequin trail attached to the back and a crop top to match. Her hair was curly and done up big, dyed in blues and purples with a feather headdress which she wore like a crown. Her makeup was bold, with sparkling eyeshadow reaching up to her eyebrows and long eyelashes perfectly curled. The drag queens cheekbones were sharp, contour done perfectly. Her lipstick was a beautiful purple that glistened and made her lips look fuller than they likely were without it. She strutted down the street in her heels, radiating pure confidence.

“Any man going out like that should be ashamed of himself.” Janus’ dad spat. Ok, that one really hurt.

“If you don’t mind dad, I’m a little tired. I’m just gonna head to my room.” Janus said.

Janus did his best not to run up the stairs. It was already risky leaving in the middle of that type of conversation. Hurrying out the room wouldn’t help his case.

Janus then entered his room, locked his door and flopped onto his bed, the soft black and yellow duvet bringing the smallest of comforts to him as his dads words wrung in his head like some kind of annoying school bell.

“It’s just until I can move out” he told himself. “Then I never have to speak to the bastard again and I can move on with my life.”

She then felt her phone buzz from her hoodie pocked. She looked to see it was Remus. Opening it, she couldn’t help but smile.

It was a picture they’d taken from earlier that day. Remus was wearing his black denim jacket wearing his asexual and aromantic pride badges. Underneath he wore a green and black shirt which read ‘sounds gay, I’m in.’ He was also wearing a black choker that Janus had given him for his birthday. Remus had done his makeup slightly differently too, making his eyeshadow the full rainbow rather than just purple, and wearing black lipstick. It was hard to tell from the photo, but brown hair was also sparkling too from when he’d thrown an entire tub of glitter on himself. He was stood to Janus’ side, kissing his cheek (despite Janus’ many objections.)

Janus hadn’t been able to do as much for the pride parade, fearing their dad found out, but they had still let Remus paint the non binary and rainbow flags on their cheek. He’d also worn a skirt that he’d borrowed from Remus. It was simple, just a plain black skirt that went just above his knees with some lace at the bottom of it but he couldn’t help feeling so genuinely happy as he wore it. He’d been slightly disappointed when he had to give it back at the end, fearing his dad would find it. In one particularly brave moment, they’d also bought a rainbow pin which they’d stuck to their mustard hoodie.

As she took in all the pride flags in the background of the photo, her phone buzzed again.

Remus: we look sexy as hell in this photo😉

Janus couldn’t help but laugh.

Janus: don’t we always?😉

Remus: 😘

Janus looked at the rainbow pin in the photo for a moment before reached into their hoodie and pulling it out, running their thumb across the shiny surface.

They knew they wouldn’t be able to wear it out in public much. Plus, it’d have to be hidden from their dad. But it felt oddly good to have it.

‘Oh well.’ Janus thought ‘what’s another secret to keep?’

I have found a new love for Enby Janus

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