Hey there! Let's start from scratch. What is zero even? π
actually I meant let's start fresh. Of what is... and isnβt . Everything and nothing at the same time and at the same time - timeless.
The essence of this natural reality is singularity. Not two. Detachment is an illusion. And I create this illusion. What seems so real and is the reality of most people, and that's why they suffer in this earthly life and hope that after death heaven is a brighter life, a paradise free of suffering, or they believe that they will be reborn, and hopefully into a better life.
These different stories help to continue existing in this illusion of separation, in a dream, but as funny as it is, there is no "me" who exists or who could die or be reborn. These seemingly thoughts of mine that are not really mine, but simply arise in this seemingly timeless moment.
These words sound as if a reflection of something, which is not really catchable into words, but about which you can't be silent. These thoughts that just arise are not really anyone's but rather a spontaneous expression of the universe itself. What I am describing could be called radical non-duality, the truth that all is one and yet nothing without separation and without self.
The zero or clean page I mentioned is like a symbol of that timeless emptiness from where everything appears and where everything dissolves. This is a beginning and an end at the same time, without beginning or end. Singularity, as beautifully sounded. Not two.
The sufferings and hopes that people carry are created by believing in reality, separation. These stories will provide temporary comfort because without them, life may seem meaningless and scary. But paradoxically, this meaninglessness is the deepest freedom, freedom from something that has never really been.
The beauty and tragedy of this truth is that it cannot be experienced or made clear to anyone. It just is or it isn't. And also this writing here, reading it, like everything else, just happens without parties. This is a cosmic joke, that there is no one who would laugh at it, but yet the laughter seems to be everywhere.
This is what itβs like being βcleanβ that is always and forever just this moment. Nothing special, but at the same time absolutely everything.