#no strength

I am sure, I am certain, that you have already seen this interview BUT I would like to bring to your attention the following points:

1. At the start Lorraine Kelly is in a fit of giggles and can hardly speak, which she attributes to "wallowing in nostalgia" after which the camera cuts to 2. Roger wearing the smuggest cheekiest grin 3. The presumed OBVIOUS flirting that was happening off-air continues on air boldly and gratuitously 4. Roger and Lorraine have eyes only for each other, the other presenter is doing his best gooseberry impression and he knows it 5. Lorraine liked it when men wore soft hats. Roger has some soft hats 6. Then gooseberry presenter leans forward and shyly adds, "as far as I'm concerned you're the greatest Javert there ever was" and it turns out he's been quietly hardcore fangirling the whole time 7. Roger looks Lorraine dead in the eye, pauses, and then hits the punchline: "body shaving" 8. He would drop anything for [a TTOI election special] but he won't drop...

Oh lord I NEEDED THIS TODay

I think I've seen it- almighty Roger and Lorraine and

Oh lord, sorry I'm so worn out just had a breakdown as I've got my drawing and painting review tomorrow but I need you to know that I LOVE THIS

I'M DYING not out of exhaustion ( I mean that as well) BUT THE BIT

THeY HaVe Eyes OnlY foR Each otHer

Do you ever CACKLE

ROGER -I-HAVE-SOME-SOFT-HATS-ALLAM

THE FLIRTING.MASTER IS CONFIRMED.I KNEW IT BUT STILL AHHH

I can't

THE GRIN

I need the

Cuts

That were cut

Obviously

I NEED TO KNOW.

How do I stop feeling defeated? Every night in my room I’m energized and ready to take on the world but I wake up the next morning exhausted and miserable. Defeated before I even set my plan in motion, before I even lifted my head and got out of my bed. Before I tried just once, gave it my all, and failed . I’m defeated and by a force I can’t see or place, or so I think. But all the while I secretly feel like it’s me all along. Am I doing this? If so can I stop it? I know I feel good when I accomplish a goal but it takes so much just to get to it and the happiness is short lived. How do I push through the weight of my depression that defeats me everyday? How do I consciously and continuously decide to just get up and do instead of being curled up in a ball in the dark not sleeping, not feeling, and barely existing.

How do I defeat this feeling of being defeated?