#nightmare.fave

MARE continuing you telling me you're gonna play pokemon black for the first time soon—can i ask how much you know about it already, and why you wanna play it :D?? Just out of curiosity and for funsies!! cause if you ever want advice or even just info about the game well. You know i am here to tell you. Pretty much everything 😭😭

im not gonna be anonymous but i will tell you what i think for the ask thing - you've always been a mutual i love seeing on my dash, always someone im rooting for, and even when youre offline for long periods i think of you from time to time and hope everything is going well. your comments in the earlier days of drdi were pretty instrumental in me not losing my confidence (and of course i still appreciate them to this day). we dont know each other well, but i appreciate you and ive enjoyed any interaction we've shared :]

hi mare :] I hope you are doing well !! it is kind of late for me right now so no words in my brain but -> hi hi hi ^_^!!

human resilience is so beautiful to me. this morning i’ve already (1) gotten out of bed (2) used the bathroom (3) washed my face w/ a cleanser (4) gotten myself breakfast. it’s been a few hours since i’ve woken up but i have already been productive, and pushed through, and told the body that has been fighting against inconceivable odds to keep me alive i love you, i love you. there’s sunlight entering my room in rays, and i’m biting down on an orange slice and thinking about how my friend is visiting here for a few days, and how i’ve been reaching out to old friends, and how there’s a future for me that i can hold in my head for a few seconds, even, but that’s enough. the world is living and breathing around me and it’s allowing me to interact with it, its giving me the privilege to see mushrooms in the grass and to taste fruit juice and to feel warmth against my skin. and i cannot possibly understand how any of us just adapt to this, these incredible processes. the world is loving us because the world builds off of love, the way that trees love the sun and the way chalk loves the concrete and the way wind loves the sound of its own voice as it crosses its lover, the sky, and we’re all here loving each other and even if we don’t realize it, we’re doing these small favors to ourselves so we’re loving ourselves, because we’re getting out of bed today and even just doing that? to sit up in bed means moving all your muscles, and making that conscious decision, and even if that’s all you did you still did something. if i had a thousand lives i would choose to be a human every time, because i’m so certain that birds have a beautiful perspective on life too, as do tigers and bumblebees and lizards. but there will never be enough time for me to truly admire and love every little thing i get to experience here. i could live to be 500 and miss something absolutely incredible, and i think that’s breathtaking. that as a human collective, we have knowledge we share with each other.