This week I feel like floating. Sometimes, I do still feel sad but a lot of people made me feel so loved and part of their list of priorities.
Ryan at Kelvin are my colleagues. I never thought I would be close to them. They are seniors in the company. But lately, they have been inviting me for breakfast. I enjoyed my time and conversations with them. They never made me feel like an outcast or awkward. Such a ray of sunshine!
On the other hand my godfather, ninong Nel, He could've just connected to my dad. They are the ones close but he always reaches out to me, checking on me. And whenever he visits back to the country, he remembers to give “pasalubong” always. And oh, love his stories too.
These are the green flags that gives me warm and weird feeling. I am not used to these. I even sometimes think, I don’t deserve kindness or being included. Sometimes, all I think about is, “I am not someone’s favorite” or “people doesn’t like me”. I am used to that. This time, it’s different. I felt I am wanted and appreciated.
