I am absolutely AMAZED at how long i studied, that was insane!! Was practicing trig and falling in hate with it once more <3 why is maths like this? I have my 6 hour test on Sunday and because I hyperfocused on maths for too long, I now have 28 hours give or take to study chemistry and physics. fuck me god.

I was looking for signs of spring but I only found wintery grey and muddy puddles. please 4 minutes of winter sun, save me... at least my new hat provides some whimsy <:)

mary oliver activities as of late:

went to the park to look for flowers

watched a bunch of ducks

delighted when I found a bunch of crocus leaves

vowed to go back every day to check (went to check today! ...no blossoms yet)

stood with my face turned towards the sun for a few minutes whenever I could

watched a squirrel be cute (their paws?? adorbs!)

delighted by watching the blue little birds in the yard (they look tiny)

wrapping up: nie, nie, nie - linn strømsborg, 5☆

Couldn't do jack shit today; i mean I completed my homework but couldn't do jack shit to further the test prep so it was a really disappointing day

Two consecutive all nighters and I'm really tired but at least my syllabus is on track now, so that's something

-> all in all a very hectic day and my teachers refuse to give the test schedule for next week; so I'm flying in all blind without any planning or anything and it sucks but what can you do right

Feb has begun and I'm scrambling. Did a bunch of work. Had a bunch of breakdowns and all in all feeling pretty prepared for the test tomorrow <3 let's hope it goes well!!!

I need to never study geometry again. It sucks so much. Also I hate practice problems. I hate maths. Why does it even exist.