I had a dream last night. and I clearly saw both of them together. Smiling to me. ๐งธ๐งธ 19-12 is never the same after i lost Mama in 2018. And this year, i lost Kakak a month before my birthday too. Honestly, It took me quite a while to let everything sink in. I've learnt to redha of their passing but I'm still trying to fight the empty feeling. I just can't.. ๐ but still life has to go on right? I have to move forward. But this year really.. What a year Aye? Today, i feel blessed that Allah s.w.t had spared me another year to live this Temporary Life. Another number added, another responsibility and another chance to correct what you have done wrongly the previous years Elly. Every year my wish or prayer is the same, i pray for Abah, my family and friends around me to be happy and healthy so we could still see each other for many more years to come. ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ But If one day Allah s.w.t decides to take my life away. I pray that He will allow me to meet Mama and Kakak in the afterlife because I really miss them so dearly. I wish they were still here especially on my birthday. But Till then, Salam Sayang Mama and Kakak. Thank you for being part of my life. Al-fateha Sathiah Binte Salleh. Noraini Binte Sulaiman. ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ #mysarang #nekyah #kakak (at Temporary world) https://www.instagram.com/p/CI9IgBPB08A/?igshid=1xku8gmlompvl
