#needing this

Trying to remember the moment of when I forgot myself,

Putting aside all that I wanted to achieve,

Never learning when to say enough is enough,

Slowly drowning as everything I desired,

Started to drift rapidly from my fingers,

Trying to restore my faith that I will one day get there,

To live my life without any regret,

Stopping myself from apologising for everything and nothing...

©️fallencalliope

I want to kiss your neck and hold your hips as you straddle me maybe even restrain you so your hands don't wander. I’d want to kiss along your jaw and then down your neck and across your collar bone. I want to make you absolutely dripping and make you ruin your underwear if you're naked I’d want to tease you by rubbing my tip over your clit & folds never quite pushing in until you're begging for it and then I want to have my way with you. I want to make love to you and pull you apart piece by piece for hours.

Never compare myself to other people. It is comparing my behind the scenes to their highlight reel.

Stay here, now. I will not think too far forward or back.

It’s okay to not be fine.

Taylor needs me so I’m going to take care of myself.