Too Much Love- Jaehyun/Yoonoh (m/a)
Genre: angst with suggestive noncon themes, stalker!jaehyun au, college!au, jae is pretty much just a pervy creep, no actual smut sorry
Pairings: jaehyun/yoonoh x reader
Warnings: Stalking, breaking in, knives, illegal themes, reader is dumb lowkey, jaehyun producing a lot of precum lol
Word count: 1,273
A/N: I do NOT condone the things in this fic in real life, this is simply fantasy. I also do not believe Jaehyun would ever actually do something like this. I do not mean to offend anyone with my content and I myself am a victim of sexual abuse so trust me when I say I AM NOT TRYING TO GLAMORIZE IT. THIS IS SIMPLY FICTION. With that being said, please enjoy. I will most likely make a part two.
He bit his rose-tinted bottom lip as he tries to keep his breathing steady. You look gorgeous, like a dainty angel who had descended from heaven, landing on Earth just for him. Your smooth skin caused his mouth to water in need. Mouth salivating from the intense yearning to taste and touch you. His deep brown eyes were dilated, a clear indication of his infatuation with you.
How couldn't you recognize his emotions each time he looked at you? Why couldn't you sense the love he had for you?ย
The two of you attended the same university, were in the same social circle, and yet you barely batted an eye to him.ย Why won't she fucking love me?ย He thinks to himself. Even he could hear the bitter tone in his head.ย
Why can't she see that we're meant for each other?ย
Nearly a year ago is when it all began, when his life changed, and unknowingly, yours did as well.
His glove covered hand gripped the handle of the knife he held tightly as flashes of memories hit him. Too many times, he had stood in this very spot behind the large bushes outside of your bedroom. The crisp breeze brushed upon his skin, his eyes fluttered shut from the relaxing sensation. He wondered if your touch would be as calming. He quivered at the thought of your soft hands touching his skin, the tip of his shaft leaking pre-cum at the mere thought.ย
You were gonna love him, he knew it. You simply required some... guidance. That's all you needed.
His eyes shut momentarily, the pounding of his heart filling his ears.ย This is it.ย ย He opened his eyes after a minute and watched as you peacefully slept, the midnight colored silk nightdress with lace accents hiking up on your legs, your chest subtly rising and falling with every slow, delicate breath. It was as if you knew tonight was special, why else you wear his personal favorite?ย
He drew a mask over his head before exiting from the bushes, shuffling closer to your window. He mentally threw his fist into the air when he had arrived before and noticed that your window was wide open, probably to allow the cool breeze into your room, but it was making his job so much easier. He discreetly lifted the window screen, making sure to not make a single noise. He didn't want you to wake up quite yet.
He climbed through your window, finding it somewhat challenging due to his broad stature. He bit his lip as both of his feet set down on the hardwood floor of your bedroom, more pre-cum leaking out of him and soaking through his boxers. His breath hitched, and he took a minute to try and calm himself down. He had fantasized about being in your room more times than he could count. His eyes gazed at your sleeping figure, his body moved without thinking. He stood over you at the edge of your queen-sized mattress and took the liberty of lightly grazing your skin with the blade of the sharp, shiny point of the knife in his hand. You shuddered at the coldness of the blade, turning in your sleep, your behind now facing him. He let out a hushed moan as his eyes peered down to the slight exposure of the panties you were wearing. The sight of the innocent baby pink underwear was enough for him to feel bolder.ย
He reached over you, placed his large hand over your mouth while pressing the blade up to the side of your throat. Your eyes abruptly opened, your entire body was filled with intense fear. You let out a shriek that was hindered by his gloved fingers and attempted to move away. He climbed on top of you and placed his head close to your ear. Tears streamed out of your eyes as you felt the weight of the man on top of you, his heavy breathing making your ear feel hot.ย
I'm gonna die, he's gonna kill me,ย you chanted in your head. You sobbed as if your life depended on it, tears making your cheeks and eyelashes wet.ย
ย As if he could hear your thoughts, the unknown man spoke up, the sudden sound instilling your body with even more panic. "I swear I'm not gonna harm you, I don't want to hurt you, Y/N." The man's voice was deep and smooth...there was something familiar about it, but the fear kept you from thinking about it too much. You let out a sob and shook your head rapidly to show your discomfort, wanting nothing more but for the man to leave you alone.ย How does he know my name?ย You thought to yourself.
"This isn't how you're supposed to be acting... I'm not going to hurt you, I swear." ย His words confused you, but his voice confused you even further. God, you knew you heard that voice somewhere- but how? It's as if a lightbulb lit inside your head, your body suddenly still at the realization. Tears were still leaking from your eyes, but you couldn't move, your frame filled with shock.ย
Could it be?ย
ย You tried to say something against his gloved hand, and he heard you mumble something against his glove and tilted his head, not being able to make out what you said. He hesitantly pulled his hand away from your mouth, overwrought of you possibly screaming.
With wide, bloodshot eyes, you turned your head as best as you could and stuttered, "J-Jaehyun?"
His body tensed, from you saying his name. You knew him? You actually knew him? He felt more pre-cum leak out of his tip, the sound of you saying his name, clouding his head with pleasure. Hearing you say it sounded even more magical than he ever imagined. He came to his senses, and his eyes widened, realizing that you knew who he was...you knew it was him on top of you. He mentally cursed at himself, pressing the knife further against your soft skin.
"Shut up. I don't k-know what you're talking about." He closed his eyes tightly at the slight stutter in his voice, hoping you didn't catch it, but you did.ย
"Jaehyun, I know it's you... W-why are you here? Why are you doing this?" You spoke in a rushed voice, distraught that someone you thought was so warm and kind would so something so cruel. His breath shook as he felt his anxiety rising the more you spoke. He shouldn't have come here, he shouldn't have broke in... He shouldn't be on top of you.ย
Jaehyun suddenly got off of you in a hurry, rushing out of your window as fast as possible, leaving you confused and scared.ย
"What just happened?" You whispered to yourself. You looked over at your phone sitting on your bedside table, but your fingers never reached for it. After a few moments of silence, you finally reached for your phone, but not to call 911.ย
You opened your messaged and texted a friend from your photography class...you knew you should call the cops, so why aren't you? Your hands shook while you typed, still filled with fear from what just happened.
[Sent at 2:01am] Hey I know this is random
[Sent at 2:02am] But could you give me Jaehyun's numberย
Johnny: lol
Johnny: Did you finally realize the dude has a crush on you???
Johnny: Hereย xxxxxxxxx
You stared at your phone for a few minutes, eyes wide as you reread it over and over, but you just couldn't wrap your hands around it.
[Sent at 2:07am] A crush?
