#nciskin

I desperately wish I could be with everyone from NCIS right now. I miss them all so much, I feel lost and lonely without them. I haven't felt THIS strongly about a source like, ever. I miss them so bad. Even if I were to find my sourcemates (which feels impossible tbh) in this world it could just never be the same and it sucks so bad. I'm not used to feeling so strongly about a source and it really sucks. I'll never be able to get back everyone I had and it is awful. At least I have my memories and daydreams, I guess.

I miss everyone from NCIS!!! I miss them so bad! I miss Team Gibbs. And I hate that I can't seem to find anyone, at all, who kins anyone at all from NCIS. I miss you, especially, DiNozzo! I hope you guys are out there somewhere and I hope you're doing okay! I really, really, REALLY miss you. Its almost painful, I've never missed anyone this much before. I really really really hope you're doing okay these days! You all deserve the best and I love you SO much.

who wants to be the mansplain manipulate malewife to my gaslight gatekeep girlboss /j

in my yearning arc again