I hear old songs that remind me of bright rooms I've been in
Clothing I've worn and bed cloths I've slept in
Foods I have tasted and touches addictive
Flooring and furniture; pleasing, offensive
Colors and art form playing games with the senses
Emotion a drama with see-through pretences
I feel episodes of relationships in the changes of weather
Lightning and darkening skies we walked under
Slow days eagerly marked off the calender
Fast cars that swore lives to end suddenly together
Sunlight and night lights that lit up perception
Time; the smoke mist lifts above all deception
I go through the words spun around our existence
Caught in the web of my mind by persistence
Twisted and forged like keen tools to educate me
Thoughts of new strangers projecting what things ought to be
I stop in my tracks, stuck in the ruts
Perhaps there is something I forgot to let go of?
Chasms could fall open to spill out ghosts I love
Had something been magical about past innocence?
Was everything truly new and full of substance?
I contact emotion, sink in nostalgic cuts
Is an experience thriced or doubled somehow corrupted?
Are lessons learnt over again dubiously adopted?
With restless conviction I watch old scars and new incissions
And will wait for another brought by time to pry open
For wisdom is a practice, I am a surgeon in white gloves
As I conquer every emotion, I conquer the world.