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I started T back in February and so at this point I have the hormones of a 12 year old boy and they, my autism, my ADHD, what’s left of my brain, and my narcolepsy are all battling for dominance like 2 street dogs, a tom cat, a raccoon, and a homeless man fighting for the last piece of moldy pizza in a new york alleyway and it’s leaving me torn apart.
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using chocolate milk as a chaser for a medication I’m supposed to take after having nothing with calories for 2 hours
fuck that
me when i take the pill that wakes you up and then suddenly feel awake
I just want to say this because I'm tired, it's 5:18, and I didn't take my meds to sleep last night so here I am, there is still a disorder without diagnosis. The diagnosis exists because of the disorder. Just because someone is looking for a diagnosis or not doesn't mean shit, the disorder still exists, sure they could be wrong about the proper label, but they're still experiencing problems, it took most of my life and only getting tested properly since my father had sleep apnea before people learned i had narcolepsy, 7 MCFUCKING YEARS AND YET I WAS ONLY TESTED BECAUSE MY FATHER HAD SLEEP APNEA DUE TO BRAIN DAMAGE. So yeah, I am going to crack you like an egg and flip you like an omelet if you discourage someone for talking about their struggles or seeking a diagnosis, even if they don't have that particular disorder, they still had those issues, that didn't change.
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Quick PSA:
COULD I HAVE NARCOLEPSY?
I've been reading into it for two days straight now.
I used to think I was always tired due to my ed, but it's been years since I have lived with restrictions and I remained just as tired.
I always knew that I randomly fell asleep, that I was always weirdly tired after school when I was a child, and later I would just fall asleep on the bus.
When I went on walks, I would often stop under a tree to take a nap there and later in life I'd just fall asleep at train stations.
It's been the most normal thing for me for some years now that I would fall asleep on the train regardless of how much I have slept at night and when I don't have uni and don't have to be on the train I still fall asleep several times a day.
I also always thought it's a weird quirky that I drop to the ground when laughing while standing or dropping my head onto a table when laughing while seated.
Like??? Maybe I'm over-interpreting, as I want to find out why I am so weird and why it seems to be so much effort to appear as a normal person.
For some years now, I have been developing phases of nightly panic attacks, insomnia, and being incapable of getting my work done when I want, as I felt my spine losing strength to sit up for much longer and it would always end in a nap.
I can tell when my naps happen.
Nightly sleep: 10pm - 6am
1st nap: 11am
or/ and
2nd nap: 1pm
3rd nap: 5:30pm
and then it's not a nap, but I need to lie down, because my body barely has any strength left: 8pm-9pm
and then I can get up and move for a while again
