#myoutlet

After a certain point in life, you really appreciate the little things in life. Small gestures, kind looks and thoughtful words.

When it came to embodying those essences- Jay was the woman that brought those little things to my attention.

We work together-Jay is predominantly quiet and kind. She would split her last 5 for you if it was necessary.

Her kind ways made it impossible for me to not develop a very high level of appreciation for her.

So one night, Jay and I are working a late shift and it’s literally just us as the boss had cut out early to go take care of something that was family related apparently.

Personally I didn’t care, I got what I wanted. Alone time with Jay, so I could pick her brain and flirt with her shamelessly.

She was so fucking pretty, had the most intoxicating eyes I’ve ever seen. Not to mention her grown woman figure.

So shortly after our boss leaves for the night- Jay and I are playing games on our phones and glancing at each other occasionally.

She was really a quiet person, I thought if I didn’t say anything that the night would be more of the same.

“Whatever you’re playing, bet I could beat you at.”

As I challenged her, I see her eyes rise from her screen and immediately texted me a link to challenge me.

For the next 20 mins, she proceeded to kick my ass in word games. I personally didn’t care, I had her attention and that’s all I wanted.

After the 30th loss, I gave up and went back to talking shit.

“I’d still buss ya ass, in real life.”

She once again looked up, but this time she smirked almost trying to hide her smile.

“If I gave it to you, you wouldn’t know what to do with it.”

Metaphorically speaking, I could’ve melted right then and there- she’s a grown ass woman and there is nothing more attractive than a grown woman challenging you in my opinion.

The conversation went quickly from her challenging me from me challenging her.

“I bet you would melt immediately. Fold like a lawn chair when I get you in my hands.”

She looked up intensely- and challenged me once again.

“Why don’t you prove it?”

Before I knew it, I had her tongue in my mouth and my hands were gripping her ass.

She tasted like candy and would moan as I began taking control. Sucking her tongue and rubbing her clit had her so flustered.

As the kissing and rubbing got hotter by the second- I felt myself losing to the pure lust that filled the air.

I grabbed her by the throat gently and sucked her tongue one last time before I gave in.

I grabbed her hips and bent her over. Using my tongue I traced her lips and clit from behind before I started teasing her with the head of my already throbbing dick.

Her moans were so sexy to me, that the minute I had her at weak I was gonna punish her. I slowly stuffed the head inside her from behind- pulling it out and going a little deeper each time.

At once point I had buried myself deep inside her and I was done teasing. I wanted to fuck her properly, and I wasn’t gonna be satisfied with anything less.

I gripped once side of her hip as I used the next hand to spank her pretty ass as I fucked it.

Once I got into rhythm- she began begging for me to fill her Pussy. I spanked her ass till it was red as I fucked her and then asked her if she deserved it.

She looked back and didn’t say a word, she locked eyes with me and nodes.

Slowly, I start stuffing it deep and hard again- making sure to maintain eye contact and giving her exactly what she needed.

She mutters her last plea as I continue to stuff her pussy with no mercy.

“Please!”

I miss taking that train with anticipation. Each stop feeling like an eternity. I miss getting off that train feeling like a dog without a leash.

That walk felt like forever and it just made me feel good grateful upon arrival, I didn’t care about anything else but having your undivided attention.

Food and all these other things were irrelevant. We both knew what was priority.

We were both young ambitions and students which meant we were stressed out a lot. You knew my issues and I knew yours.

All I wanted to do was smoke and relax in a way I can only relax with you.

We would smoke and talk for a while before I gave you that look.

That intense look that usually comes when I’m tired of the smoking and I am ready.

When I say I’m ready, once again you know what I mean. Usually, you would be laying on your bed as I’m sitting there in a wife beater gazing at you as we chat.

My eye tells a tale only you can read.

I want to fucking ravish you in a really nasty way.

If I try to tell you it’s really not going to do it justice.

I would much rather grab you by your ankles and spread your thick legs and make sure you understand me.

So that’s precisely what I do.

I spread your pretty legs apart and begin to tease your pussy in an aggressive but delicate fashion.

You let me choke you and spit in your mouth as you try to squirm and scream to get out of my grips.

However you fail miserably.

And I punish you for trying

I spit in your mouth one last time before I stuff the head of my throbbing dick inside your mouth and make you suck the whole thing.

Your mouth and pussy are a mess as a result- no apologies, it’s necessary and I’m not even done yet.

You moan and squeal in a nasty way as I use my strong hands to navigate through your orgasm.

You announce it and speak to me in Spanish as your pussy squeeze my fingers. You juices drenching my fingers as I stuff them deeper and choke you with my dick.

You love how I use your mouth.

I love how you take it.

As a position you- your eyes can’t get off of it. All covered in your juices you breathe in anticipation, I cannot want you anymore than I already want you in this moment.

Your pussy so tight when the head begins to get inside, to makes matters nastier your squeezing me as if you want me to fill your pussy up.

I bite my lip in anticipation of my decision.

But for now,

Squeezing your pussy is not gonna stop me from making you cum and making you cum properly.

As the head gets deeper your eyes roll and you become to be losing it as each stroke is just one more closer to the inevitable.

Your pussy is gonna make a mess all over my big fat dick and all you can do is watch.

As you tell me things and ask questions I fold your legs in place and really pin you down.

You look like the best present ever.

Your pussy is now squeezing my dick oh so tight as your making your third or fourth lap.

No complaints on either end.

Your cheeks are red and I’m dripping sweat.

Those constant hard strokes are now turning into long strong ones.

The truth is I am weak- I want to fill your pussy and make a mess but I know it’s gonna be rope after rope of thick ecstasy.

So I’m gonna make it count.

I pound it deep and hard as you beg

On the last moment-I pull out and explode all over your clit

I make my way to my ashtray-light my weed and bring it to your face with all the mess your pussy caused.

I look you in your eyes

Taste yourself.

Nothing feels better then a new shaver blade to start a shower. Even after having to lift up my stomach pooch to see my lady bits area in order to give it a proper topiary trim.

I hate taking a shower. I don’t love being dirty. I enjoy the sensation of that first hour where your skin is soft and smooth. I hate taking a shower because after turning 30, being placed on some ( may cause weight gain) medication and having my second child after 16 years I have gained a bit of weight. Don’t get me wrong I have always been bigger but I was happy with that. I am not happy with it now. I hate my body. Having to shower makes me so sad. not to mention because of the medication and weight gain I see a lot more hair in the drain. Its a struggle to even want to shower. I set it in my mind that I am going to do it but if anything distracts me then I just give up and don’t shower. Most of the time I am just to tired. But I’ll save that for my next post.

So to recap I can’t see the bush I have to tame, I’m fat-er then I was 4 years ago and my hair is falling out...... I think that about covers it for now.