#realthoughs

Nothing feels better then a new shaver blade to start a shower. Even after having to lift up my stomach pooch to see my lady bits area in order to give it a proper topiary trim.

I hate taking a shower. I don’t love being dirty. I enjoy the sensation of that first hour where your skin is soft and smooth. I hate taking a shower because after turning 30, being placed on some ( may cause weight gain) medication and having my second child after 16 years I have gained a bit of weight. Don’t get me wrong I have always been bigger but I was happy with that. I am not happy with it now. I hate my body. Having to shower makes me so sad. not to mention because of the medication and weight gain I see a lot more hair in the drain. Its a struggle to even want to shower. I set it in my mind that I am going to do it but if anything distracts me then I just give up and don’t shower. Most of the time I am just to tired. But I’ll save that for my next post.

So to recap I can’t see the bush I have to tame, I’m fat-er then I was 4 years ago and my hair is falling out...... I think that about covers it for now.