#myfuturelove

Hi. It’s me, your soulmate.

If you’re reading this, it means that you’re the one for me. I had other boys before you but none who have read this.

I’m working on myself and working on our future. I go to bed at 3 AM to wake up at 6 AM so that I can get my degree and contribute to our future together. I hope you’re working hard for us as well. I know you’re fighting your way to find me so I’ll just sit tight and get myself as ready as I can so when you do find me, I’ll be the “me” that I myself am happy with and the “me” that is worthy of you.

I have gone through many heartbreaks, one of which that almost broke me. I am am as damaged as they come but I know because of you, I’ll trust again and because of you I opened my heart up again. 

Right now, I’m not too good. I’m stressed as a 1L, still picking up my broken pieces from my last heart break, and covered in about 100 pimples. BUT by the time you read this, I know I’ll be a stronger woman. 

So. My future love. I walked away from my last because I know I was suppose to be with you and not him. I walked away because I know there was someone completed me more than [i thought] he did. Right now, I don’t understand any of it; still trying to decipher my heart and mind. BUT what I do know is that he was not the one for me.. 

..because you are the one for me.  

Xoxo,

I am praying for you. I am waiting for you. God is looking after me until we meet, so please don’t worry. I know you are praying for me too.. God is preparing our hearts, our finances, our dreams, our organisation skills and physical bodies for each other. By faith, We know that God has perfect timing and even though we are distant now, we will be together at the right moment in our lives.

When you start pursuing me I will respond to you. I pray God gives you His wisdom, peace, patience and perseverance always.

Dear future love,

Know that I am waiting for you. I’m trying to grow on my own as much as I can but there are times that my soul aches for you and I haven’t met you yet. Those times are the loneliest and most heartbreaking moments that I have to endure alone because I don’t want to bother any of my friends because they have their own business to handle.

Know that I’m looking forward to see you drool all over your pillow, see your bed head in the morning, make choco chip pancakes (of course, you’re cooking), and watch Modern Family with you on Sunday mornings before church.

Know that everyday, I say a little prayer for you. I pray that you and your family are safe and doing well. I pray that you are loving God more than anything so that you can lead me more to him.