A Flood of Memories by Nadia Mikail
Floodwaters rise in Sarawak while buried grief, family tension, and old assumptions surface alongside them. Quietly emotional, culturally rich, and heavier than it first appears.
📚 Pre-Reading Thoughts
Dual timelines are always a gamble for me. Sometimes they deepen a story; sometimes they feel like narrative hopscotch designed purely to delay information. But the Malaysian setting immediately stood out, especially paired with the focus on family and memory. I was expecting something reflective and emotionally layered rather than plot-heavy - and that’s very much what this is.
📖 Post-Reading
As I thought…
The strongest element here is the emotional realism around family relationships: the complicated mix of love, obligation, resentment, guilt, and protection that can exist all at once.
The Malaysian and Muslim cultural grounding gives the novel a real sense of place and identity without feeling like it’s pausing to explain itself for outsiders. The world feels lived-in rather than translated.
The story is much more interested in emotional consequences than dramatic revelations, which suits the reflective tone.
It surprised me by…
How well the dual timeline structure ultimately works. It still isn’t my preferred storytelling style, but here it gradually reveals emotional context in a way that genuinely strengthens the present-day storyline. A linear version probably would have lost some of that slow accumulation of understanding.
The nuance around care versus control within families. The book doesn’t settle for easy answers or clean labels; it allows love and harm to coexist in deeply uncomfortable ways.
How much of the emotional tension comes from misunderstanding - people assuming they know what others feel, want, or remember, and building entire emotional lives around those assumptions.
There’s also something very effective about using floods as both literal danger and emotional metaphor without becoming overly symbolic about it. The rising water never feels gimmicky; it simply presses everything already unresolved closer to the surface.
🎧 Music Pairing
🎵 Featured Song: Breathe Me
🎶 Vibe Album: folklore — intimate storytelling, memory-heavy atmosphere, quiet emotional unraveling.
🎧 Artist Recommendation: Yuna — warm, reflective, emotionally grounded music that fits the novel’s quieter moments beautifully.
🌈 Vibe Check
Colour Palette: raincloud grey, river green, soft gold, deep brown wood tones
Soundtrack: heavy rainfall on rooftops, distant thunder, quiet family conversations in kitchens
Season: monsoon season, obviously - and emotionally too
Mood: reflective, emotionally tangled, cautiously hopeful
Scent: wet earth, tea steam, river water, old family homes holding decades of memory
🃏 Tarot Pull
Six of Cups Memory, childhood, emotional return, and the complicated act of revisiting the past without becoming trapped inside it. This card fits the novel’s central question perfectly: how much should old pain shape the person you become next?
👀 For fans of
The Henna Wars
Minari
family-centred contemporary fiction where emotional healing matters more than dramatic twists
