#mumbr

Today is my nephews 4th birthday! We had a little party and Madeline and him had fun just at my mom and dads apartment.

i’m feeling much better! i had two clogged ducts one on my left and one on my right. they both seem completely gone now. i went to see a doctor because i felt the lumps still but with no symptoms and things i read said to see a physician just in case so i did. it was probably the stupidest thing i ever did. she was just like yeah that’s normal it’s going to happen and probably keep happening. and i’m like okay...and then she was like do you pump? i said yes should i pump more than just the every 2 hours and after she feeds? and she literally goes “i don’t know”. what. it was dumb. she gave me a prescription but said don’t use it if my symptoms are subsiding. it was awkward.

my supply had took a significant drop but it is coming back up because penelope had fed about every hour and a half consistently the past couple days but now she’s back to about 3-4 hours. it sucks though cause in the middle of the night my boobs get engorged so quickly i feel 😭😭😭 and that helps to cause clogged ducts 😭 i hope to not get anymore i hated the fever it was fucking horrible. 🤢😣

alsoooo i bought like 6 nursing camis from Target and another nursing bra! these things are fucking amazing. that’s how you know you’re a mom when you get super excited about mommy things lol. but they’re super cute!!! i need new shorts next and i gotta try on pants i have here to see what does and doesn’t fit. a moment i dread 😣 I will be 6 weeks PP on the 16th!