Appréhension
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Tense
       I glance
                      Over
                   My shoulder.
I feel stuck.
                 with something I can’t name.
What is this?
                 who’s driving me insane?
  And it is nothing   but a feeling
  Yet a feeling        quite intense
  I’m not hurt,  I can’t be healing
  This is beyond common-sense
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Un-destroyed
                      Untired
                                            Restless
                      Unwired
    Paranoid
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Ican’tbreathe/letmeoutofhere//
Ineedacooleratmosphere//RELAXE!
                           I am not there yet.
And yet IT
                              is coming close.
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appréhension = craite + angoisse
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        Unfought and yet defied
       By horror unidentified
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LEAVE!
          You cunning ghost of mine
         Too long have I been thine!
And yet-
         What if the warning is but true
         Should I not speak thanks to you?
SHUT IT!
         Voices of misschief
         Veil of waryness
         I’m haunted nevermore!
        Undaunted evermore!
I shall be. Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Should I
                      not?
                        Curses and damnation
              Never was my aspiration
      A life sentence of repent
Yet half of it is almost spent
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