#multimuse problems

the way it feels sometimes is i can be writing a character for literal years, or at least have them on my muse list, begging for interactions, but the moment a new promo pops up for that character, people flood there. it sucks, it really does. i don’t blame people for being excited and i definitely don’t blame the new person but it’s difficult knowing that no matter how much time i dedicate to graphics for any one character (and i do work a lot on graphics and stuff for every muse i have, even if i don’t rb them a lot due to not wanting to spam) or try and focus attention on them feels fleeting.

“Do I really want to add more muses right now, or am I trying to procrastinate?” the eternal question

// Only on here is it normal to say you have 9 children in your head at one time, 3 of whom are dead.