You're not going to check
You're not going to check
You're not going to check
Who are you kidding you are going to check
You're going to check because you can already feel something in your chest lift at the thought
You're going to check because you have no self-discipline
You're going to check because it's 4 am and the thought that there's still no reply after 36 hours makes you angry at yourself
You're going to check because you want his attention so bad
You're going to check even though you already know the answer
You're going to check because by turning off your notifications you thought you could trick yourself into not caring
You're going to check because all you ever wanted is to be liked
You're going to check and you know the answer and it will still make you sad
You're going to check even though you deleted the last text you sent to him after 24 hours of no reply
Maybe you're not going to check
But you are going to check
Even though the last time you checked was already past 10 and if he's not texted you back during the day why on earth would he do it at night
You are insane if you think you're on his mind at night
He is on your mind at night
You are disappointed in yourself