#ms monster

Yes I am grateful - I know what I can lose.

Yes I am sad - I miss who I once was.

Yes I am strong - but it makes nothing I face easier.

Yes it's a disease you heard of - but you do not understand.

Yes I know I need to understand - but just can't.

Yes I slow my thinking down - but still I am on overdrive.

Yes we all wear shoes - but some of our strings need to be tied so tight that we never know when they are going to snap leaving us stranded in a time wear we can never return from.

1) To think outside the box

2) To listen to my body

3) To keep asking the same questions over and over until someone understands them

4) To never quit asking for help until someone will listen and offer the right advice

5) How delicate our bodies are

6) How strong our bodies are

7) That everything is connected

8) Patience isn't always the answer

9) To always get second third or ten opinions

10) Never settle for the unsettling

11) Speak up when skeptical

12) There is always a answer in the truth

never having any true answers yet I am expected to listen, learn and live all on a possibility, or a whim (of sort)

"it's possible you will be ok."

"it's possible you will get worse."

"it's possible your illness may not progress."

Ohh the countless possibilities (right?)

what about never being seen the same again?

what about never seeing yourself the same again?

They will tell you anything just to have a answer to a question they no nothing about.

when each situation is unique (words from their own mouths)