headcanons for intimate moments when robron eventually start a relationship again (be it as friends, boyfriends, or fuck-it-we're-already-husbands) and by intimate i mean: small touches, looks, kisses on the forehead, etc
when they finally start orbiting each other again, after the john dust has settled, but even before anything is official, aaron notices that robert touches him differently now. robert was never shy with his affections, not after their relationship was out in the open, but they were affection. kisses, an arm around aaron's shoulders, a hand on his knee. now it's a hand on him, softly layed and unmoving, or sitting too close on the sofa, leg pressed right up against aaron. it's robert being unable to fall asleep if he's not touching aaron in some way, like aaron will fade away if he closes his eyes.
they're not back together yet, nothing has happened beyond a few uncertain kisses and falling asleep together out of sheer tiredness and robert can't not be touching aaron. aaron asks if he's alright, but any answer feels incomplete after everything that's happened. but stroking robert's hair until he's almost asleep gets aaron the full answer: he's can't believe aaron's really there, after everything. that he's ok and real and lying beside him.
and then a flash of a memory comes back to aaron, the car in the water, robert sat curled in a hospital chair, how long it took for robert to be able to sleep without clinging to aaron. so aaron makes a promise to himself, that he's going to make sure robert doesn't need to be the one reaching out to him ever again.
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I queue posts and never tag them! as always your tags are the most fun x)
LMAOOOOO OMG KNEW others MUST do it too...doesn't it feel so sneaky đđđ (am I really online or was this typed in an emotional flurry 6 hours ago??? Who knows???!!!)
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12:30 - beast, donât let me go - shinee, an encore - shinee, symptoms - shinee, you were beautiful - day6, lightless (unplugged) - beast, the chaser - infinite, tempo - exo, moonlight (acoustic) - exo, been through - exo, virus - beast, in my room - shinee, growing pains - d&e⌠i can literally do this all day long
12. favorite song that is at least 10 years old?
(see above)
19. best end-to-end album(s)?
waterfall (b.i), epik high is here pt.1 + epik high is here pt. 2, pump mixtape (epik high), fiction and fact (beast), daydream (highlight) 1 and 1, the story of light (shinee), tempo/love shot (exo), hands up and must (2pm)
âYou were written in the stars that we are swimming in
And it has no name, no guarantee
It's just the promise of a day I know that some may never see
But that's enough, if the bottom drops out
I hope my love was someone else's solid ground
Don't stop trying to find me here amidst the chaos
Though I know it's blinding, there's a way out
Say out loud
We will not give up on love now
No fear, don't you turn like Orpheus, just stay here
Hold me in the dark, and when the day appears
We'll say
We did not give up on love today
We'll say
We did not give up on love todayâ
im not sure this is how it works, but! the waves crashing at your feet as they sink into the sand and all you can hear is the sound of the ocean
Thank you for playing Mow! This is clearly a little longer than a drabble, but I hope itâs the kind of âdark materialsâ you were hoping for.
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waves crashing at your feet as they sink into the sand and all you can hear is the sound of the ocean
He used to play a game: dare the sea to come out and get him, steal him away to its darkest depths, all so he could be free of everything. He doesnât do that anymore, not with the band around his finger, an anchor pulling him back to shore should he ever think of letting go of it.
âPenny for your thoughts,â Robert offers, nudging him with his foot.
Aaronâs suddenly reminded of why you donât share beach towels with your husband of five years â and thatâs without the fear of all the tracked sand, a pet peeve of his before he knew they were called that.
âYou couldnât afford them even if you wanted to,â he retorts, nudging him right back. It does nothing to dull Robertâs big smile as he turns onto his right side, now gazing down at him, blue-green eyes trailing down his chest, fixed like they can see through the swim shirt heâs wearing.
âYou havenât seen my opening bid,â Robert protests lazily, focusing pointedly on Aaronâs crotch before coming up to meet his eyes again. He bites his lip and slowly smirks, further underscoring his point. âIâm sure we can come up with⌠something.â
âYouâve been watching too much porn,â Aaron points out, turning to face him, under his head and blanket the wet sand shifts, adjusting to the movement.
Robert looks almost insulted at the thought, the distaste on his face evident. âWhy would I do that, when I have you?â
Aaron listens, but all he can hear is open and earnest honesty, as real as the waves crashing on the shore a few feet from them. As real as the smell of salt in the air.
âShut up,â he chides, after a few more seconds of silence. His cheeks are turning warm under Robertâs unwavering stare. Youâd think after five years of marriage heâd be used to it, that Robertâs eyes would cease to cause his heart to flutter in his chest, pounding as rapidly as it did in a lay-by almost nine years ago.
âCome on,â Robert grins, nudging his foot again. This time he leaves his leg pressed up against him. âSurely you must know. I married you for your looks, Dingle.â
Aaron rolls his eyes but still turns back to look at him anyway. He falls into the blue-green of Robertâs eyes within seconds.
âThink you mean, Sugden-Dingle,â he jokes back lightly, barely fighting the undertow. His mouth is dry and his voice sounds too gruff and throaty to his ears. He can barely hear it over his own heart thumping.
Not that Robert minds. Heâs grinning brighter like the sun, the warmest thing in this cloudy beach sky. âSee. Iâm lucky you have a decent personality.â
Now itâs Aaronâs turn to laugh or be affronted. But he doesnât go down either route, choosing the third option at his disposal instead. He just lays there nodding as he gazes up at Robert, sighing, âYeah. Itâs hard when youâre husbandâs not fit and boring.â
It takes him a second, but then Aaronâs joke lands. Robertâs features knit into mock indignation â even if thereâs a twinkle in his eye when he looks at him. Even if his lips twitch as he bites back a smile of amusement.
âWho knew it was so hard being Aaron Sugden-Dingle?â Robert teases slowly, letting his tone dip into exaggeration. âTaking his husband all the way to Blackpool for their fifth anniversary.â
He waits a beat, his voice turning playful. âIs that why weâre here? You donât want to be seen in public with your ugly, boring husband.â
Aaron rolls his eyes and shakes his head. Heâd known Robert would clasp onto that. Even if his looks fade heâll still be the man he fell in love with; still be the idiot whoâd rather die than be called boring.
But before he can open his mouth to answer, thereâs some movement at his side: Robertâs skilled fingers locating his weak spot.
Aaron tries to move away, but his husbandâs faster and better angled, tickling him furiously as Aaron gaspingly laughs, âRobert, no.â
âSorry, Aaron,â Robert continues his assault, snaking his hand past Aaronâs defences easily. âCanât hear you. Too boring. You might need to find another husband.â
âWhy?â Aaron laughs, wiggling where he lays, doing his best to avoid rolling onto the wet sand, but trying to keep away from Robertâs fingers. âI love my husband!â
And just like that, Robertâs hand stills. Aaron remains frozen and panting.
âWhat?â He eventually asks, turning onto his side, still a bit crouched should Robert start up again.
But his husband doesnât say anything, just keeps staring at him with those soft blue-green eyes, and a smile on his lips like wonder.
âYou love me,â Robert teases, as if itâs not known fact.
Aaron rolls his eyes, even if he canât stop his matching smile. âThey do say, âin sickness and in healthâ for a reason.â
âYou love me,â Robert insists, leaning in for a kiss. Aaron can feel his body automatically relax in anticipation, the stiffness flowing out of his muscles as he comes up to meet Robertâs lips; his belly fluttering like it did in that lay-by.
He doesnât wait to deepen the kiss, fingers curling around Robertâs bicep, steadying them. When Robert finally pulls away, it still feels like itâs too soon â like heâd rather Robertâs lips than oxygen.
âI do love you, you know,â Aaron finally says, feeling a sudden need to make it real. âAnd I didnât bring you here because I wanted to hide us.â
âI know.â Robertâs gaze is warm as he nods, Aaron can already feel himself sinking; blue-green tides welcoming him.
He smiles and gives Robertâs arm a squeeze, savouring the view of his silver band resting on his husbandâs tanned and freckled shoulder. Itâs all part of a new game he plays, any time he can feel the pull of the old one. He knows those waves can carry him off, sweep him away into the deep end. So instead he tugs on his band, that anchor pulling tight, keeping him on shore safe and sound with his husband.
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now that i think about it, maybe it's not the pringles but the 'suave' thing? like aaron is saying robert thinks he's suave bc he buys bringles in a tube, and to aaron being suave equals hugh grant???
OH god that makes perfect sense, thank you a tiny part of something that's haunted my brain has been exorcised
I've got many favorites and I'm always finding more fics to love, but I gotta mention my forever #1, jentacular's The Hardest Science. Then there's sugdensquad's Take My Sins, rustandruin's slipping off the course that we prepared (and White Blank Page), softestlad's Making That Sound, persiflager's Ice Swans and Dry Cleaning, dvs' He Belongs to Me, dirtylittlegreasemonkey's The Future Starts Slow, dreamember's three hundred and fifty plus, wafflesofdoom's double shot vanilla latte (1/2 TBC)
(2/2) illgetmerope's skins and torrents, withoutwords' the feeling complete, toxica939's where you lead and have i told you lately, thisissirius' waste time with a masterpiece and cartography through silence, 3amscribbles' and it's yours and mine like the sun (DEAR AUTHOR I MISS YOUR AMAZING POETRY), aarobron's sure as the world keeps the moon in the sky, thesnowyswan's Finding Home, electrumqueen's wanting makes the world go round, AND I COULD GO ON I LOVE Y'ALL FOR SO MANY AMAZING FICS OMG
wow what an impressive list of fics - thank you! you can read all the mentioned fics below:Â
the hardest science by jentacular
take my sins by sugdensquad
slipping off the course that we prepared by @rustandruin
white blank page by @rustandruin
making that sound by softestlad
ice swans and dry-cleaning by @persiflager
he belongs to me by @dvswraatins
the future starts slow by @memorieswarm
three hundred and ffity-plus by @robertsugdn
double shot vanilla latte by @capseycartwright
skins and torrents by @illgetmerope
the feeling complete by @thefancyspin
have i told you lately by @vcktoxica
waste time with a masterpiece by @sapphicsugden
and it's yours and it's mine like the sun by 3amscribbles
sure as the world keeps the moon in the sky by @aarobron
