#more blessed

I'm just about to move to Flowering 4, the last level of the program. Many times I was ready to quit. There were times of frustration, anxiety, times when nothing seemed to be happening, and times when I wanted it all to slow down.

Somehow, I made it through the first three levels. I knew two other people in the program at that time, both were experiencing astounding changes. What was MY problem?! I didn't know why it was taking me so long to get things moving. I still don't know why other than I had so much internal stubbornness I didn't want to face.

But let me assure you that it doesn't matter to me one bit now. I can see how those testimonials look like pie-in-the-sky promises. But BELIEVE ME — THEY AREN'T! This program has been an absolute lifesaver to me. When I started in 1991 I was a mess, literally. I was at least fifty pounds overweight, smoked, hated people in general, hated myself specifically, and basically had no life.

I got into this program on a dare from a friend who said he bet that if I really stuck to it for a month my life would change. He was wrong, it didn't change at all except now I had the tapes to hate along with everything else. 

I hated the tapes. I hated the support letters. I hated the sound of the rain.

I was ready to send the tapes back and I had them all in the box ready to go. They sat on my desk in my den for a few weeks. After my life went from bad to worse to sheer hell (my wife left me and I got downsized from a very good job all in the same month) I decided to try the tapes for another month, now that I had all that extra time on my hands. Still, not much happened.

I finally got another job about four months later. By then the tapes had become a habit and I really had forgotten why I was using them. I just figured it was groovy to say I "meditated". As I already said, I had lots of UPS and lots of DOWNS.

But I can tell you at least from my own experience that this program, more than anything else in my entire 55 year old life, has made the most positive difference. 

I shudder to think what my life today would have been like without this program. Financially, physically, emotionally, spiritually, mentally, I am at my prime. I have done things I never thought I could do. I have had relationships I never thought I deserved to have. I have earned a financial security I never thought I would have managed. I feel more blessed than I ever have before. I have more energy than I did when I was 20. My life, while not godly perfect in every which way, is a happy, healthy, and exciting one.

Take it from someone who isn't sitting around wondering what the program might be like or whether the next level is worth it or what might or might not happen in level 2 or 4 or 6. I've done it. You owe it to yourself to stick with this program. It costs a lot of money. It takes a lot of time. But I DARE YOU to use this program for a year and tell me then that it wasn't worth twice the money and twice the time.

Take a deep breath, dive in, just do it.