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Moonkyu x Kai drabble: Foolish Hearts | G | 

Moonkyu’s quiet when Jongin starts sobbing on the bed, the uncertainty eating him up from the inside, and he doesn’t know what to do. He had never meant for things to take a turn this way -- for Jongin to find out from Sehun, rather than himself. In fact, Moonkyu has never planned to leave from the start. But things happened -- things that were blown out of proportion and couldn’t be patched, leaving escape as the only way out. In all honesty, Moonkyu had actually thought of staying, for him, that was. He couldn’t possibly place everything down, leaving Jongin all alone. The latter was merely a year younger than Moonkyu, yet so very frailly beautiful, and he had no means of protecting himself. Everything Jongin does is amazing, wonderful, and beautiful, even if the younger boy doesn’t know why people are complimenting him from head to toe, and why he was a common favourite amongst the higher ups. Moonkyu tells him it’s because Jongin’s a good boy, and that not everyone should be trusted within the company. Moonkyu’s awfully smart for a fifteen-year-old. For obvious reasons, the world feels as though it has stopped spinning when Jongin finds out that Moonkyu’s departure from the company has been confirmed. He doesn’t want him to leave, of course. And that’s why he’s on his knees; grabbing onto Moonkyu’s hands and telling him, please don’t go.

Please don’t leave me alone.

But Moonkyu, you told me you love me.

Aren’t lovers supposed to be together no matter what?

Where has your heart gone to?

Moonkyu kneels to meet Jongin on his level, and he reaches out to the other, pulling him into his embrace. He never wants to let Jongin go, but at the same time, Moonkyu knows that he’s the reason why things would never work out for Jongin if he’d continued to stay. He pulls away to kiss Jongin on the lips, and his thumb brushed off the endless stream of tears. Moonkyu whispers over to the sobbing mess, I’m leaving for the future, Jongin.

  It’s only for the best.

  Love has no distance, Jongin.

  Love has no time.

  We’ll always be together, Jongin.

  I’m merely a heartbeat away.

  Most importantly, Jongin.