#mon edit

I rather like this edit. The time surrounding it was horrible, emotionally, due to a quite ghastly breakup. However, know ye tom riddle? this gives me his vibes. think half blood prince movie.

im a ravenclaw by birth, however i’ve grown into being a slytherin. to this day i’m not sure which i would choose, if the sorting hat were put on me today. who am i kidding, i’d choose slytherin. most of my friends agree, however, when i was younger i always liked ravenclaw most. and there’s the occasional person who pegs me as a ravenclaw. overwhelmingly though, people guess slytherin. and i quite like that. i could delve deep into my thoughts concerning that. whether that makes me a bad person. but i think slytherin is much more than just being bad.

if i’m just a ravenclaw gone awry, who knows. maybe i’ll change my mind in ten years, if i make it that long. but slytherin is definitely about that edge. that “i don’t give a ****” mentality, which i totally have. i can’t gryffindor. i hate anything common, blasé, popular. i’ve struggled with arrogance throughout my life (rather, others struggle with it. haha) if it weren’t for others b****ng, i wouldnt have had a problem.

but one thing that does make me remarkably slytherin is the water component. the unrequited love. that is something that has been profoundly impressionable on me in my life. i’ve fallen in love with guy after guy, only for it to be unreciprocated. it’s hurtful, yet deep and profound. and i’m still not sure what sense to make of it. but i really relate to severus in his love for lily. the pain. yet the love remains, even when it’s not reciprocated.