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-Mod Jared

j: We’re not taking extra guests at this time, but I’ll be saving that song for our Future Bop List.a: Please don’t.

-Mod Jared

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★ Larry Murphy | Stimboard ★

(Takes place in an "OOPS CONNOR IS ALIVE" AU) All excerpts from the letters themselves are written in this text style. In which the characters of Dear Evan Hansen write and receive letters to and from each other as a group therapy assignment. •Heidi is asked to write to Evan •In her letter, she expressed how sorry she is due to her busy schedule and how she admires Evan for staying strong as well as asking how she could help him. •She starts it off with: •"My one and only son—Evan, if I could take away all your pain and throw it to the moon, I would." •Evan grossly sobs while reading it, and makes sure to hug his mom when he gets home as the first thing he does. •Meanwhile Evan, being just that damn talented of a writer writes to everyone and everyone who receives a letter from him just breaks down in tears by the first sentence. •The first sentence Evan wrote—to Zoe, in particular—was: •"I remain to be your biggest mistake..." •Yet he ended it with: •"...But you should know you were my biggest joy." •To Connor he writes: •"You became a part of my life when you never should have, but now, I think you should stay" •Jared first wrote to Evan, and cried while writing it but of course would never admit. •"Heya amigo, you feeling okay? Im sorry, I guess I was the asshole all this time—I'm the one you should be saying 'fuck you' to" •After Evan reads the letter he looks up to Jared with a small sad smile and Jared can't resist but wrap his arms around the smol boi •Alana doesn't write a letter to anyone in the group. No one at all. •Instead she writes to her dead grandmother, allowing her to relieve herself from the possible anxiety the death may have caused her. •Most memorable line: "I miss you, I will always miss you, I will always be sorry for never saying 'i love you'" •At the end of the session she walks to the cemetery and places the letter on her grandmother's grave •She waits until it gets blown away by the wind off to some place she can't see, then stands up and smiles for the first time in a long long time •Connor and Zoe write to each other, each apologizing (with a touch of passive aggressiveness to the former) and just finally letting their true feelings about the others out. •Zoe says: •"Is it bad to say that when everyone thought you died, I was relieved?" (take note this takes place in an OOPS CONNOR IS ALIVE AU again) •Connor, meanwhile, replies with: •"You were the perfect girl, the best daughter, a good sister—I was just shit thrown to your side. The black sheep of the Murphy family. How could I cope?" •After they read each other's letters, they look up at each other for a while, with tears streaming down their faces. They smile sadly and embrace. •After the letter session, everyone feels lighter. Problems have been resolved, feelings were understood, burdens had been lifted. Everything was good.