I'm very happy you're doing well Mr. Vehicon and feeling happier. Tell your new lover I said hello(*^^*).
ohā thank you. thatāsā¦ really kind of you to say.
iāmā uh. trying this whole ānot constantly spiralingā thing. itās weird, but nice.
as for themā¦ iāll definitely pass on the hello.
i donāt actually know if weāre, uh, that exactly. labels feel strange when youāve spent most of your life being referred to as āunit-17.ā weāreā¦ figuring it out, i think.
but theyāreāfrag.
theyāre something.
they always notice when i forget to recharge, or when the static in my comm rises because iām anxious. they donāt say much about it ā just set a cube beside me and nudge it closer. like itās nothing. like kindness is easy.
i think thatās what does it. the small things. the unspoken moments where care exists quietly, without needing to prove itself.
sometimes they touch my servo, just barely ā like theyāre afraid iāll fade if they press too hard. and my sparkā¦ my spark feels loud.
they make things feel lighter though. like the ship hums a little softer when theyāre around, the corridors feel quieter, the shifts shorter, and when they laugh, and I feel wobbly and happy all in one
So far weāve just been spending time together, doing repairs, dancing under questionable lighting,and accidentally almost holding servos for extended periods of time.
so yeah. iāmā happier.
weirdly, genuinely happier. š
maybe one day iāll have an answer for what we are. for now, iām justā¦ glad theyāre here. and that i get to feel this. whatever this is.
