#mkjace

Leave a “Break Me” in my ask, and I will write an angsty drabble about our characters.

she’d been in the worst mood all week, standing on a line between being silent and yelling at everyone in her sight. it was probably because she and her brother were in an argument but still, it affected everything she did. she just needed to talk to someone who would calm her down.

making her way to the ACE dorms, eunah headed past everyone and into jae’s room, not bothering to knock before pushing the door open. “you don’t talk to me anymore. you know how i know that? my brother asked how you were doing before he started yelling at me and i had nothing to tell him––– nothing ! ” she must look crazy: pacing his room and looking at everything but him.

“when you started to–– to not talk to me anymore, i didn’t want to be the annoying friend from home who would hold you back so i stopped talking to you too and now… now we never talk. ever. all i ever get from you is a ‘hi i did something stupid while drunk’ or you being sad but nothing more. and it sucks, a lot.” was that a tear rolling down her cheek? could be, she was a mess at this point. 

running her fingers through her hair, eunah took a deep breath before finally letting her brown hues land on the other. 

minam: hi

minam: hi

minam: we haven't talked in a while and it makes me really sad so

dear minam,

i wish you would stop smiling all thetime. quite frankly it annoys me. it annoys me how you think you can’t talk tome and tell me when you feel down because i feel as if perhaps you don’t thinkof me as a close friend. then again, that would make me a hypocrite considering i don’t do the same for you. but minam— you’re still young. of course we don’t have such a huge difference in age, but at heart you’re still a child that’s been through too much, forced to mature early. eat some ice cream, skip practice to sleep in, live. let me in.tell me what’s wrong with jace, because we’re a family. we need to stick together. i’m afraid ACE will end up like my old family, a distant memory. i love you.

dear jace,

my sugar plum princess. sometimes i think you and minam are more alike than we all think. i wish you would open up to me too, my little jester. you always manage to get a smile out of me and i love that i can trust you with anything— although then again it’s something i still need to work on. i love you but opening up is so hard. it’s so hard taking off this mask that has become reality. i’m sad inside and i don’t know how to fix it. i feel so alone. i wish i could share my pain with you but it’s not your burden to bear. also i wish you would inform me of what’s going on with minam. smile more, it suits you. i love you.

dear yao,

hyung, you’re my best friend. sure you talk in your sleep, but sometimes when i can’t sleep at night, i like waking you up just so we can talk. and i love that you just go along with it, no questions. i admire how strong you’ve been the past few years, leading us through this journey and i’m glad to say i look up to somehow as beautiful as you— inside and out. always stay happy and continue to look after me.  i wish i could express how much i truly appreciate having you in my life but it’s so hard to be genuine sometimes. sometimes i wake up crying and i have to cover myself and calm down so you don’t see. i don’t want you to worry, because i’ll be okay. maybe not now, maybe not ever, but for you and the boys, i’ll be okay. i love you.

dear xander,