all this flaking bullshit is about to launch me straight back into my "other people are nothing but a liability to me" mode

no revenge because you've already gotten the nightmare you deserve

id gladly get queerplatonic with u btw

i think i understand why queerplatonic is a thing now

i was really loved. it was complicated. it did hurt a lot at times. but i was truely loved. you really did love me the best that you possibly could. i wasnt the only one who thought it was beautiful. im really glad. i want to cherish that forever.

i hope one day you get to know just how much i love you. i hope one day i get to tell you

the truth is i felt like you were beautiful the very second i felt like i could truly relax around you