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Tuesday 4th May 2021

Hello again everyone and good morning! I'm up bright and early today to make sure I get this post up! So in the previous post I recalled everything I had caught up on, and Monday's episode ended on a bit of a cliff-hanger. Now Callum has revealed everything to Ben, are they going to be able to move on from this?! I'm really looking forward to finding out, so without further ado, lets focus on the episode!

The first thing I'm going to mention of course is Ben & Callum! Ben appears to be seething after learning the truth about Callum's betrayal to his family. Even though we all know that Callum was blackmailed into going behind the Mitchell's back, he tries his absolute best to explain himself to Ben. But the one thing that Ben wants to know is who was behind it, as he slams the dining room table in anger he demands Callum tells him truth. Realising he's going to have to come clean, Callum admits that it was Thompson who was behind everything. Ben begins to panic, asking him what he actually knows or what he's been told. But Callum swears that Thompson knows nothing and he hasn't told them anything.

As things escalate, Callum tries to persuade Ben that if they still love each other they can both get through anything together, but for Ben there seems to be no way back from this. He can't seem to fathom that he's been sharing his bed with someone who has betrayed his family and basically become a grass. Later on, as Ben takes some time to breathe and digest what he's just learnt, he take a visit to his Mum's. Kathy can see that Ben isn't looking in the best of moods considering he's due to be married soon. As Ben makes a slight comment stating that she shouldn't have bothered collecting the wedding rings, Kathy sits beside her son and demands an explanation. Ben doesn't really tell her very much, only that Callum has lied to him about something, but Kathy finds that hard to believe and questions whether her own son is has played a guilty part in any way. She actually gives her son some good advice - Callum is the best thing that's ever happened to him, if he loves him he needs to sort things out before their wedding!

As Ben listens to his Mum, he returns to the Mitchell household where Callum is anxiously waiting for him. But this time, there is no raised voices and no arguing, Ben is more quiet this time. In my opinion, it looks as if Ben blames himself for the way Callum has become. He recalls that when they first met, Callum was sweet and honest and terrible liar, but since he's been with him, Ben seems to think that he's somehow turned his fiancé into something he's not. Callum shakes his head, not believing a word that's coming out of Ben's mouth. Ben still voices his concern of not being good enough for Callum, claiming that at some point in the future he will hurt Callum, possibly more than once - not that he'll ever mean to but at some point, Callum will end up hurt. Callum refuses to listen to his partner and asks him straight out whether he loves him or not. Even though Ben admits that he does love Callum, he announces that regardless of that - there isn't going to be a wedding! Could this really be the end of Ballum? Will Ben be able to forgive his partner and actually end up marrying the one person he truly loves?!

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The next thing I have to mention is Isaac, we saw that he flushed his medication down the drain - are things slowly taking a turn for Isaac now he's off his medication? Whilst he's sat in the Cafe, he seems to be staring at the missing poster of Bailey - but suddenly he begins to rip down every poster he finds as he realises that they've missed a digit on the phone number. Everyone seems shocked by this action, especially Lola. Even though Isaac explains why he's ripped down the posters, it looks as if Lola questions whether ripping them down was the best idea? He could've simply taken them down without ripping them or just simply penned in the missing digit?

As Keegan and Bernie continue searching the streets for Bailey, Keegan is saddened to see one of their posters ripped. Bernie tries to console Keegan by explaining that it could've been immature kids. But as they go off on their separate ways, Keegan witnesses Isaac ripping down more posters. As anger boils up inside him he rushes after him and confronts him about why he's ripping down their posters. Once again Isaac notifies him that he was doing them a favour because they missed a digit. As Keegan checks over the poster he realises his mistake, his anger evaporates and turns into worry, speculating that people might've been trying to call trying to notify them that Bailey had been seen or even found. As Keegan apologises for his outburst, Isaac is completely understanding saying that he would've reacted exactly the same way.

However as the day goes on, Lola decides to pay her boyfriend a visit, only as she walks in she can see that he's looked like he's not slept and is completely obsessed over finding Bailey. Could these small signs be the sign of a breakdown for Isaac? Lola pleads that her boyfriends gets some rest otherwise his meds won't work. However as soon as she mentions his medication, Isaac goes cold and she can see that he's hiding something from her. He realises that he can't keep this secret from her and informs her that he's stop taking his medication, but he's feeling fine! Lola seems shocked to hear this news and questions whether it's the right thing to do, to make sure that Isaac will be okay without his medication, she makes him promise to inform his doctor about coming off his meds. But even though Isaac promises, I've got the feeling that he has no intention about informing his doctor or even his parents that he's flushed his medication.

Meanwhile as the Taylor's are still fretting about Bailey, Jack decides to inform them that another way of getting the word out there about Bailey's disappearance would be to do a TV appeal. Even though Karen agrees to do it, Mitch doesn't feel that it'll make much difference and hides himself away whilst Karen tries to come up with a speech. Will Bailey be found safe and well?!

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Now the last thing I have to mention of course is the Carter's. As Nancy prepares to open up the gym with Sharon and Zack, Frankie pays her visit trying to inform her half-sister that she completely understands Linda's worry, but also acknowledges that she's on Nancy's side. At the end of the day it's her body and she can do what she wants, she just wants to be the supportive sister. This act of kindness seems to really touch Nancy, she thanks her half-sister and invites her to take part in a trial run of the electric bike. This is the moment where I think Nancy realises that she'll always have a sister there to support her - which I found really sweet!

Only, without Nancy's knowledge, her Mum has gone behind her back and gone to the clinic and cancelled her appointment. Linda of course only thinks she's doing right by her daughter, but she needs to understand that it's not her body, she can't control Nancy's life. Only as Linda tries to explain herself to the doctor, she becomes a little light-headed and has to take a rest. As the doctor offers to check her over to make sure she's okay, Linda seems to realise what is actually happening to her - she seems to think she might be pregnant!

Returning back to the gym whilst Nancy and Frankie enjoy some sisterly bonding, Nancy receives a call and it looks as if it's not the best news. As everyone comes together back at the Vic, Nancy is raging with anger and explaining the phone call she has had to her Dad, she's learnt that her Mum has actually gone behind her back and cancelled her appointment. As Linda enters she tries to explain that she was only thinking of her daughter, but Nancy is furious, shouting at her Mum that she's the one who actually shouldn't be allowed kids! As Nancy walks out leaving Linda and Mick alone - Mick is also shocked to hear what his wife has done and claims that if it's something that Nancy really wants, hopefully she'll be able to rebook her operation.

Linda admits that all her life all she's tried to do was be the best Mum and support her children, but then she states "Maybe I'll get it right next time!" - Mick looks a bit confused and asks what she means by "Next time". But the pin suddenly drops and Mick realises that Linda is informing him that she's pregnant with her fifth child. Mick is completely over the moon, the look on his face is pure joy as he states that this is what the family has needed for a long time, a fresh start and a new little one in the family is just what they need, he joyously even thinks that Ollie would love having a little friend around, but then Linda drops the bombshell that she's actually in fact 5 months pregnant - if the dates add up correctly, it might mean that Mick isn't the father of the baby, and she could actually be pregnant with Max's child!

Monday 3rd May 2021

I'M BACK!!!!!!!! Hello again folks! I know it's been a super hot minute since I last posted! I've been working all the hours under the sun, but I'm back! I've actually binged watched a whole week's worth of EastEnders in an attempt to catch up - so instead of blogging about a whole week of stuff you've already watched I'm just going to list the main moments that have grabbed my attention:-

Martin and Whitney still grieving for Kush

The fact Kush's body will be transferred to Dubai / Whitney unable to hold a funeral for her fiancé

Isaac opening up to Patrick about his schizophrenia / learning about Paul

Amy trolling Janet online about her modelling

Gray and Whitney's plan to take down the Mitchell's

Isaac thinking he's been mis-diagnosed

Bernadette offering to be Rainie & Stuart's surrogate

Bailey over-hearing Karen & Mitch discussing money issues

Nancy & Tamwar are getting a divorce

Mila's Mum finding her

Ben & Callum's wedding venue going bust / getting married in two weeks time

Nancy choosing to be sterilized because she doesn't want children

Bailey running away!

Wow, a lot of drama and a lot of emotion! But now I've highlighted the main points of the previous week, I'm going to focus on Monday's episode! The first thing I am going to mention is the Taylors. All over the Square they have put up Missing posters of Bailey. The poor family are going out of their minds worrying where the little girl could've gone. Even though the family are searching the Square and further afield, Mitch gets the feeling that the police are starting to point the finger at him when they come knocking and demanding to search both Bailey's room and his own room. Jack tries their best to persuade Mitch and Karen that it's just precaution incase they might've missed anything - but after Keegan's past with the police, its seems that Mitch is starting to feel like the police are blaming him for his daughter's disappearance. One thing that does tip him over the edge though is when Jack asks him to go down to the station to make statement - to simply talk about anything which might've happened at home for Bailey to run away. Even though Mitch mentions that Bailey lost her Mum and her older sister within the space of a year, she's a strong, brave and smart child. But for a split moment, you see a look in Karen's eyes - knowing full well that the family are struggling with money issues at the moment, she thinks that maybe Mitch going to the station would help, but Mitch has none of it!

Later as he storms out of the apartment, both Keegan and Bernie are eager to help search for young Bailey, as well as putting new posters up. It seems that Mitch has informed Keegan about what's been happening at home, as when Keegan suggests that maybe going to the station might help the police in finding Bailey, Mitch raises his voice to his son informing that there's no way he'll be going to the police station. But then, little Amy approaches asking whether there has been any sign of Bailey, to which Mitch responds with negative emotion - claiming that if Bailey had been found, he wouldn't be on the streets handing out flyers. But realising he spoke to Amy in a horrible way, he apologies to the young girl and asks whether she might know anything, whether Bailey was having any trouble at school.

Interestingly, Amy happens to mention that she was getting laughed at by a boy at school because of her shoes, informing Mitch that she had tried to use glue to stick her shoes back together after falling apart. But then she also mentions that there was one lunchtime when Bailey spent it in the toilets crying because she couldn't afford to go the space camp. Thinking that Amy might be mistaken - he claims that Bailey had informed them that it was all expense paid. But Amy confirms that that isn't true, poor Mitch is absolutely devastated to learn that his daughter has lied, also realising that she actually never went to this school event, simply because her parents/guardians couldn't afford for her to go.

For some reason, I personally don't understand why Bailey has run away. She knows she's in a home where she is completely loved, does she feel that maybe her family would be better off without her? Does she feel guilty because she's wanted to do something which her family can't afford? Either way, I hope Bailey will be safe and she comes home soon, and eventually the Taylor's will get back on their feet!

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The next brief thing I have to mention is Bobby. We haven't seen him for a while, have we? We last saw him going on brief dates and trying to get himself out there to meet new people, but of course under a false name. Is Bobby now maybe thinking he wants to make a go of having a proper serious relationship with someone? Is he now ready to for a long lasting relationship? Even though Kathy questions whether he'll be bringing a plus one to Ben & Callum's wedding, Bobby informs her that he's just going to take it slow with the dating game - keep his options open. But then he interestingly admits he may sign up to Kim's dating agency, The Foxcatcher!

Kathy tries to reassure her Grandson that he doesn't need to join her dating agency, he's a good looking lad who can meet anyone anywhere if he really wanted. However, as Kim is sorting her flyers and her business in the Cafe, Bobby asks whether he's free to take one and asks whether it's worth him giving it a go. Kim tries her best to reassure him that as soon as he's filled all the leaflets in, she'll be able to find him someone who's a perfect match - but she does admit that maybe it would be best if he didn't mention he had been in prison, but in a way tries to remain positive by telling the teenager "It's good to have a bit of mystery!" … Will The Foxcatcher actually work for Bobby? I'm intrigued to see if he does eventually meet someone who'll accept him for who he is, regardless of his past.

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Meanwhile, in other areas of the Square, Linda is furious after learning that Nancy is wanting to be sterilized after announcing she doesn't want to have children. Linda can't seem to understand why he daughter can't just take contraception like every one else, I guess she kind of fears for her daughter that in a few years time she might change her mind about having children and regret what she's done. As Linda voices her concerns to Mick, she doesn't seem to realise that Nancy is listening to every word she's saying. As Nancy makes herself known, she decides to tell her Mum straight that she has an appointment in two weeks time to be sterilized and there's nothing they can do to stop her, at the end of the day, it's her body and it's her decision - even informing her Mum that the clinic she is going to is a legit clinic and she's not seeing some dodgy doctor off the internet, as she throws a leaflet on the dinner table.

I guess Linda's reaction is understandable, she's worried for her daughter and wants her to do the right thing, however she can't seem to grasp that Nancy simply doesn't want to have children - ever! As Nancy disappears and she's left with Mick, she gushes about how she was looking forward to becoming a Grandparent and spoiling her Grandchildren - but then just because Nancy doesn't want children, doesn't mean she won't ever become a Grandparent! She then decides to plead to Mick to speak to their daughter, considering that Nancy has always been a "Daddy's Girl" - she might listen to what he has to say. Even though Mick agrees to speak to her, he makes to point out that he can't make any promises on her changing her mind, but he also mentions that he wants Linda to promise not to give Nancy any more agro, to which she reluctantly agrees to.

Later as Mick and Nancy are enjoying a drink together, Mick opens up to his daughter, claiming that he wants Nancy and Frankie to get along - even though I personally thought that they were, did you guys feel the same or have I missed something? Of course learning she had a half-sister must've been hard for Nancy, but since she's returned she seems to have been nice to Frankie, even acknowledging that Frankie isn't to blame for what happened to her Dad, technically they are both victims by the same woman. However, as the conversation carries on, he pleads his daughter to give her Mum one last chance. I also do have to admit that I love the fact that Mick mentioned that he's the only male living with a family of female's and, in all honestly he can't be living with all the emotion and hormones flying everywhere - typical man really isn't he?! But to keep the piece Nancy agrees to give her Mum one final chance, however whilst they're having this conversation - back at home, Linda appears to have called up the clinic portraying as Nancy - I have a horrible feeling that Linda is going to do something she really shouldn't! Is she going to jeopardise her relationship with her daughter?! (I know the majority of you have already seen Tuesday's episode, but I'm leaving that for tomorrow!)

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Finally the last thing I have to mention of course is Ballum! After trying to approach Whitney and try and be the supportive friend, Whitney still wants nothing to do with Callum. In her mind, he is marrying the person who basically killed her fiancé! (Deep down in my stomach I am screaming that she's got it all wrong!) Whitney claims that Callum needs to know who he's marrying and once he knows the truth, will he still go through with the wedding? Recalling about their own wedding, she claims that keeping secrets is the worst thing to do before getting married. Even though Callum tries to stick up for Ben claiming that he knows exactly who he is, it looks as if Whitney's words begin to play on his mind.

Later as Callum returns home, Ben appears to be heading out, eager to find out where he's going Callum questions his fiancé's plans, but the only piece of information that Ben will give him is that he has a meeting. He's not telling him where and not telling him with who, which of course makes Callum speculate even more that perhaps Whitney could be right?!

But unbeknown to Callum, Ben actually has a wonderful surprise in store for his fiancé. Both he and Stuart are seen preparing to meet someone, dressed in their fine clobber Stuart marks Ben 6 out of 10 for his efforts! Ben is looking nervous and it seems that the reason why soon bursts through the door of the cafe. The arrival of Stuart and Callum's Nan - Violet Highway! It made me giggle when she mistook Ben for someone who actually worked at the Cafe, bless poor Stuart had to remind his old Nan that Ben is actually the one marrying Callum. My first impression of Violet is that she seems friendly, very quirky and seems to be open-minded about her Grandson being homosexual, Ben also seems to have made a good impression on his Nan.

But as Ben attempts to surprise his fiancé' by bringing his Nan back home, Callum catches him completely off guard and questions him straight on whether had had anything to do with Kush's death. To be honest the look on Ben's face looks disappointed and completely heartbroken, he's completely stunned that he's even been asked that question. As the silence between them is immense, Violet pops her head around the door, acknowledging her Grandson. Of course, poor Callum realises his horrendous mistake and is absolutely mortified to even speculate that Ben would've been involved in Kush's death. Ben looks across the room at Callum with really hard-hitting disappointed eyes, to be honest, at this moment I really felt sorry for him.

Even though Callum is thrilled to see his Nan, it's clear that the tension between Callum and Ben becomes slightly obvious, as Violet asks whether there's trouble in paradise already. As Stuart realises that Ben and Callum need space, he suggests that he gives his Nan a tour of Walford. At this moment Ben is deeply hurt by Callum's doubts about him. He even reassures Callum that since he's been a part of his life, he has completely changed his ways, and he's gone through so many lengths to prove himself to him, mentioning that he's wanted to have a completely clean slate with him.

But then, as Callum realises that Ben is being truthful, he knows that he's going to have tell him some truths if they're going to get married. I didn't see this coming to be honest but it did have me worried - Callum admits that the slate isn't as clean as Ben might think it is. As Ben looks up in confusion, Callum begins to explain that he lied about being undercover a while back. Ben's face drops as he takes in everything his fiancé' is saying. Callum tries to defend himself claiming that he never had a choice and he only did it to protect Ben, but DI Thompson wasn't target, and in actual fact - it was Phil! The pure look of shock on Ben's face says it all really doesn't it?!

I do feel for Callum, but I do hope that Ben will be able to understand Callum's actions. Will he understand that Callum was in a way being blackmailed to do it? DI Thompson was really the ones out to get them, plus Callum went back on it all, didn't he? He did change his mind! I know guys might've seen it already, but I'm really looking forward to seeing the next episode - will Ballum survive and be able to pull through this?!

So before I end this blog post, I have to mention that EastEnders have announced that Harry Redknapp is going to have a cameo appearance in the soap! I have to be honest, I don't know how I feel about this news, I personally think it's a bit silly, but then again it might be pretty good? It is just for a small cameo role and as far as I know, he will be playing himself - although I've not seen anything mentioned otherwise. His appearance will happen during the European Championships in the summer. How do you guys feel about this celebrity appearance? I'm intrigued to hear your thoughts on this one! Maybe it won't be too bad? I guess we'll have to wait and see!

Tuesday 16th March 2021

Part One

Hello again everyone, hope you're all doing well! I wanted to share some personal news with you, I received my first Covid-19 vaccine yesterday, we're slowly on the path on getting things back to some form of normality! Who knows, maybe soon EastEnders might be able to go back to its original 30 minutes, even though I'm enjoying it and don't care how long the episodes are, it'll just feel normal, right? Anyway, I've seen a few spoilers regarding these two episodes, I'm really intrigued to write about these episodes. Tuesday aired two episodes of EastEnders so I'll be doing two posts to review each one.

Monday's episode ended on such a cliff-hanger, it's only right that I start this blog with mentioning Lucas and Chelsea first. The episode opened right there Monday left off, Chelsea and Lucas are at the airport preparing to go to Ibiza with suitcases full of drugs. Chelsea's suitcase is currently being checked, she's stood in absolute panic about what the security guard is going to find. Only when he reveals a bottle being over the correct amount she's allowed to take, I got really confused! I was completely and utterly convinced that Lucas had given Chelsea the drugs as a way of teaching her a lesson, and not in a bad way but in a cruel-to-be-kind kind of way. But as soon as Lucas begins to walk through with his suitcase, Chelsea hears commotion from behind and Lucas is surrounded by armed guards. The interesting thing is, Lucas doesn't hesitate, calmly and willingly, he drops the suitcase, opens it up to reveal the amount of drugs stored inside it, Chelsea watches on in dismay as her Father basically gives up on the whole job. Lucas looked over at his daughter, but the look on his face, I couldn't quite tell what he was doing? Was he doing this to save his daughter?

Frantically, Chelsea later arrives home, informing her Mum that Lucas has been arrested and he plain and simply gave up the drugs as if he'd planned it. Denise is visibly shook to hear but she's more relieved to know that Chelsea is safe and no harm has come to her, as far as she's concerned, Lucas can look after himself, whereas Chelsea needs her family around her. However, Chelsea seems to think that Lucas has given up the job on purpose, and now because the job hasn't gone through, Chelsea and the rest of the family could be in danger.

Returning to the airport, Lucas has been taken to side room, there he is begging the officer to allow him one phone call. At first the officer seems to think he's part of a drug gang and is wanting a call to let his comrades know about his arrest, however when Lucas mentions that it's to do with his family and that they could be in danger, it looks as if the police officer suspects he could be telling the truth and allows the phone call. As Denise and Chelsea are at home, Jack is there trying to keep them calm and discuss what actions could be taken due to Lucas's arrest, but of course his main concern is to keep Denise and Chelsea safe, if Caleb finds out the job hasn't been done, he knows that the Fox family could be in huge danger, he instructs them to not go on their phones and don't answer any calls or answer the door to anyone but himself. It's then that he receives a phone call from Lucas, pleading to for his help. What on Earth could Lucas be asking of Jack? Will Lucas be okay? (Of course some of you may have already seen the second episode, but as I haven't, I'm going to be speculating, please no spoilers, thank you!)

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The next thing I want to mention is Bailey and Bernadette. The sisters are still deeply saddened by Bronson's passing, but as they sit in the park with Mitch, they continue to discuss Bronson's personality and his favourite foods. Always the best way to remember a happy doggo! Unfortunately, as the family reminisce about their beloved pup, Mitch has devastating when he hears a job opportunity had fell through, which he was hoping would keep him going until the winter. Are the Taylor family falling on hard times? Are they really struggling for money so much right now?

Bailey however tries to reassure her Dad, informing him that he has to keep positive as something will come up eventually, but she also drops the bombshell that he wouldn't have to pray for Astronomy Camp for her as she didn't win her competition, both Bernie and Mitch voice their disappointment for Bailey as she begins to feel sorry for herself.  But suddenly a little surprise makes the young girl begin to smile, a little dog approaches her as she holds food in her hand, it appears to not be wearing a collar and no one is around to claim the dog, must be a stray. Happily Bailey interacts with dog and smiles to her Dad that it's a sign from Bronson.

Seeing the little pup bring a smile back onto his daughter's face, he later approaches Karen about the possibility of keeping the new found dog. I also just want to mention how adorable the new dog is, I know not many dog last for long on the Square, but it would be nice for them to fill the void of Bronson. I don't think EastEnders have ever had a better dog since Wellard. They need a pet who's going to become memorable, and with one as adorable as this new pup, it could really work. Karen unfortunately is against the idea of getting a new dog, mainly because they can't afford it. But something tells me that maybe she's just not ready to get over Bronson, maybe? I feel if you've been able to afford a dog before, there's no reason why you can't get another one after? Right?! Mitch really wants to cheer his daughter up, I'm hoping Mitch will go and find the new dog, adopt him and bring him in to their family.

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The next thing I have to mention is Ash and Suki, after finding her daughter at home alone with Peter, Suki takes it upon herself to confront Ash about the fact that she's been suspended from work, of course she has no idea why, but we all know it's because of Peter begging her to give him pain medication whilst off duty. As the ladies begin to argue, Ash tries to reassure her Mum that everything will be fine when she attends the hearing, she'll be able to explain and she'll get her job back. But Suki begins to fret, considering how much she cares for her family, and more so their reputation, I reckon?

Peter takes it upon himself to interrupt, informing Suki that Ash wouldn't have been suspended if it wasn't for him, this makes Suki realise that it's all Peter's fault, but the devastating blow is that her daughter could potentially lose her job because of a boy! Later on, as things begin to cool off, Suki is alone at the family business as Ash visits her, without Peter in tow. She begs her Mum to not worry and let things slide as she and Peter have a plan of way of getting her job back, but Suki seems to really struggle as the realisation sinks in, she voices that the reason she's so upset is that was she so proud of her daughter for getting so far with her career, for the job role she took on in life, how she has become successful in life, and now she fears that because of Peter, everything could be taken away from her! For me, I found it interesting to see this side of Suki, we know she loves the idea of power and success, but to actually hear that she's proud of one of her children, seems that maybe she really just wants the best for her family.

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Okay, now the main event! After hearing the news that Gavin has passed away, Kathy and Sharon are discussing whether to attend the memorial. Of course, Sharon isn't interested in sharing memories of her biological Father, needless to say she doesn't have any fond memories of him, Gavin did have a bad reputation after all. Kathy however, considering as she was married to him once - I'm assuming, we know for sure she loved him and/or dated him, is considering going, whether Sharon joins her or not. As far as Sharon is concerned he can "Rot in hell!"

However, after a few wise words from Callum about Dad's in general, regardless whether they were pigs or not, it's always best to be the bigger person, Sharon then decides to tag along with Kathy and attend the memorial. As the arrive Kathy realises that she recognises a few faces, where of course Sharon knows nobody. Sally, Gavin's sister approaches them and thanks Kathy for coming, regardless of the awful things Gavin did, she makes the valid point that she did love him once.

As they look around the room, there is one bloke in particular who seems to be downing a lot more alcohol than others, he seems to be banging to people and knocking into the bar, eventually this man decides to make a speech, but it's not one of the speeches you'd expect. But however, to Sharon's interest, he seems to be saying things which she would actually agree with. Gavin was the scum of all scumbags. This speech however doesn't sit well with other family members and the young man dashes over chairs and tables to escape the angry mob!

As Kathy and Sharon make their exit, they watch as everyone gathers in the parking lot. However Sharon seems to have somehow managed to get her hands on Gavin's urn, without a second thought she simply dumps it into a litter bin, much to Kathy's shock. Looking for the drunken, suspicious man who rudely corrupted the memorial, both Kathy and Sharon seem to notice that their car has been left un-open. Realising that the young man could be hiding in their car, they make a subtle entrance and sit in the front seats. This scene looked like something out of a comedy, the young man appears between them in the backseat, shushing them not to give away his hiding place. Unfortunately, for the young man, the angry mob begin taking their anger out on his sports car - I did find this pretty comical as Kathy and Sharon both describing the damage being made to his car as he hides on the backseat. After the angry mob seem to finish off the last of their damage and head back into the building, Kathy asks the young man his connection with Gavin, how did he know him? Why was he at the memorial? Were they business partners or something?

But then as he walks away, he drops the big bombshell, introducing himself as Zack and that Gavin was in fact his Dad! As he walks away to his damaged car, both Kathy and Sharon look at each other in their shock as they come to realise Sharon has a brother she never knew existed!

Now I just want to say, most of us recall what happened when Sharon found out about another long-lost brother, however, I have to make the valid point that Dennis was in fact an adoptive brother. Den Watts was her adoptive father, so technically Sharon and Dennis were never really blood related, which I guess is why their romance can be looked to one side, however, Zack would be Sharon's Half-Brother! People might think history will be repeating itself if Zack was to become Sharon's new love interest, but I'd hope that EastEnders wouldn't go down the route of incest. It would be interesting though to see how Sharon will come to terms with knowing about her secret brother, will she want to build a relationship with him? Will he want to know her? Could they bond knowing that they've both had such a horrid man for a Father? Who knows?

Thursday 10th September

Good evening again everyone! Hope your day has been a good one - whether you've been relaxing at home or whether you've been out and working, hope it's been a good day for you all! We are back again with another episode tonight, we know Tuesday's episode ended with Chantelle dropping the bombshell on Kheerat that she is planning on leaving Gray the very next day!! Clearly something is going to stop Chantelle in her tracks, but what?!

Let's delve right into it! The episode starts with Ian waking up in the Vic, Sharon has only gone and made him a full English Breakfast!! The absolute works! I can still sense the flicker of guilt from him - he doesn't really deserve the Vic or the appreciation that Sharon is giving him. She thanks him for looking after both her and her baby boy, saying how she feels like a princess each time he's ran out to get groceries for her! He's there giving her a smile, even though it looks a bit forced! It's as if everything with Dotty has been forgotten about, Sharon hasn't even begun to even suspect for once that Dotty could be telling the truth. It's only going to hit her harder when she realises.

Across the Square, it looks as if Gray is finally heading back to work. Chantelle is stood behind the counter looking nervous and scared to even talk or move. It's the day she's planning on leaving her husband for good! Before he leaves he asks her whether she has her phone, he demands her to keep it with her, oh you know, just in case! She asks him softly on what time he'll return, she tells him she'll have dinner ready. Is this so she can time it right for her to get away before he gets back? So if what I'm thinking is right - she has until 1 o'clock to get away! As he leaves the house she grabs her phone and makes a call, it sounds as if she's making an enquiry about an apartment or house of some kind that she can stay in? During the phone conversation she looks down at her ring, is she going to pawn her jewellery just so she'll be able to afford it?!

In the Market, Mick bumps into Tina - I'm sure they probably haven't seen each other since lock-down. I'm unsure where Mick and Linda are staying right now but it sounds as if they're all settled in their new home. Linda is doing well to stay sober also, the only downside is that Mick is struggling to find a job, with him being Landlord of the Queen Vic for a good few years, it's probably been hard for him to find something he's qualified for - as he explains to Tina, he's had 4 interviews but not got the job in any of them because he's overqualified! Luckily, Tina decides to give him a permanent position at The Albert. I don't know about you guys but it feels so weird seeing both Mick and Linda looking for jobs in the Square now, they've been a part of the Queen Vic for so long, it's weird not seeing them behind that bar! It's true they're already popular within their neighbourhood and community, I'm sure they'll have plenty of people rallying round them if they needed any help.

In the Mitchell household, Ben still has his little package in his pocket ready to give to Callum. Oh bless! He's all excited and ready to go the seaside to listen to the seagulls with his partner, only Callum refuses to go. I feel sorry for Ben at this moment in time, as he has no idea what Callum has found. He's been struggling to come to terms with the fact that he could potentially lose all his hearing, until yesterday when he had the implant and it was the first time in weeks that he heard Callum's voice! He explains to his boyfriend that that was one of the biggest days of his life and he's disappointed that Callum doesn't seem to care. Only we know, that Callum knows that Ben has been lying to him. It's kinda sad to watch because all Ben is wanting to hear, is Callum tell him that he loves him. Of course Callum wouldn't deny that he doesn't love Ben, but knowing that he's plainly lying to his face is just getting him more and more angry. Why won't Ben tell him the truth? To save him the upset possibly? To not come between him and his job? Who knows? But when Callum decides to bring Danny Hardcastle up, once again Ben lies to his boyfriend and says he's not seen him since that incident at Ruby's. Callum scoffs in disbelief that once again his boyfriend has lied to him, he leaves the conversation before anything else can be said.

The next time we see Chantelle it looks as if she's leaving the pawn shop, Karen approaches her excitedly saying how much she has missed her and the kids. Did any one else notice that Chantelle was fidgeting with her sleeves? Like she was trying to cover up her hands so her Mum wouldn't see that she's not wearing her ring?! Chantelle tries to dash as she uses the excuse she needs to take the children to the dentist. As Karen begins to leave, Chantelle then calls to her Mum that she'll bring the kids round to see her, as she's missed them so much. Plus with Chantelle's plan on leaving, she'll know she'll never forgive herself if her Mum and Dad didn't get the chance to say goodbye to their grandchildren. Only will this cause her to run late and corrupt her plan to get away?!

Ha! Sorry I just need to applaud Dotty for messing with Ian's head! She is brilliant! She actually made him believe that Sharon loves him! Did you see that little smile appear on his face after she walked away?! He actually believed her! Sharon has always said from the beginning that she and Ian are just close friends. Ian has only been "her rock" the past few months out of guilt. She fell apart after Dennis died, he took her in and looked after her and her baby son, and also as a massive gesture - bought her the Queen Vic! And since lock-down he has been living with her and Albie, as Dotty says - in the hopes of things actually getting more romantic and intimate between them. I think it's no secret that Ian has always held a bit of torch for Sharon, they've been close friends for years but I think deep down he has always truly loved her. As for Sharon, she's never seen Ian as anything else other than a close friend, she's never had any romantic feeling towards him - ever! So why the hell should she start now?! I love that Dotty has used this information to her advantage, Ian is only going to make another fool of himself!

Meanwhile, at the Taylor's, Chantelle is visiting her parents. As she sits down and listens to Karen talking about much she is missing Chatham and Riley, also Keegan and Tiffany now they've moved out, Chantelle is looking round and looking at all the family photos. I think she feels this will be the last time in a while that she'll get to see her Mum and Dad, so she's taking everything in. She turns to her Mum and tells her how much she loves her, and how much she loves her family and her parents. I'm sure deep down inside it is killing her knowing she'll be fleeing in a few hours. I just hope she would tell her parents exactly what was happening and why she has to leave. Just for a split moment when Mitch was going to hand her some money, I thought she might've said something then ... she slightly hesitated, did anyone else notice?  She decides to decline her Dad's offer of the money and says to him that Keegan would need it more, she takes one last look at her parents and softly says goodbye to them, not a thought in their mind aware of what she's about to do!

Ooooh look! Frankie's back! It's nice to see her making more of an appearance on the Square! It looks as if Kathy has given her a job at The Albert! Ooops - only to find that Tina has also hired Mick! #Awkward! ... In the recent new trailer that was released, it showed Frankie taking pictures of little Ollie. Does she have some kind of connection to the Carter's? Why would she be taking pictures of Ollie?! I'm looking forward to seeing more of Frankie and what could be her story-line involving the Carter's. I know Frankie was meant to have a story-line with Ben, I kinda have a feeling we haven't seen that yet? Only she was introduced to him by Callum, are we going to see something more from that side of things? Is Frankie going to show Ben the deaf community and how it all works, even though he's slowly getting his hearing back, it would enlighten Ben I think. Poor Mick, he decides to let Frankie have the job at The Albert, but as he leaves you can see the look of disappointment on his face, another job he's potentially lost? Will he be able to find something?

Back at Vic, Linda is having a lovely catch up with her best friend, Sharon. To be honest, it's lovely to see these two having a nice catch up and a chat the way they are. Obviously the roles have reversed with now Sharon behind the bar and Linda sat as a punter - but I watch them and I can't help but think it's so real how they've done it. With the whole social-distancing aspect in place, Sharon is behind the bar and Linda is sat at her table ... I think that whole scene was brilliant and it just felt very realistic. I loved how Ian was eavesdropping on their conversation, Sharon complimenting him on how amazing he's been to her though-out lock-down. He is going to high jump to conclusions! I love how they both laugh at the thought of both herself and Ian being an item, little does the poor man know how humiliated he's going to be!

Does anyone else seem to understand what Vinny and Ruby are up to? I kinda didn't understand that moment, to my understanding Ruby doesn't have insurance for the club? Am I right in thinking that? So Vinny is going to help her in some way - saying she's needs cash or something? I am so confused with this one! Vinny is seen loitering, waiting - for what looks like - Ruby to come out the club, she previously told him the club would be empty with cash in the safe! Is going to try and get that money for something or someone?

Awww and Chantelle looks as if she's ready to flee, she waiting for children, calling for them to hurry. Kheerat approaches her and pleads for her to tell him where she's going. Little does Chantelle that from across the road, Gray is watching her from his car. Watching as Kheerat and Chantelle have their little quick discussion, the look on Chantelle's face is utter fear as Gray makes himself known, Kheerat backs away and Gray reminds her that he didn't want Kheerat talking to her. I really feel for Chantelle right now, she almost got away. She was almost out of his grasp, as they walk into the house - Kheerat watches from a distance, catching Chantelle's eyes and Gray's. I am so sure that Kheerat's going to suss Gray out, he's going to find out exactly what's been happening! The BIG question is - will it be too late before he does?!

Back at The Albert, Ben finally catches up with Callum. He joins him at the table and apologises. He seems to think that Callum is upset because of Danny, but to what extent and why. It's only when Callum reveals that he'd figured out that he'd been lied to for months! He questions him why and what it means for their relationship. Ben claims it's literally because he's joined the police force and nothing else, but then again - it shouldn't matter what Callum's job was, he still should've told him the truth. He claims he was trying to protect him, protect him from what though? Protect his job? Protect his safety? The seriousness of the situation really hits home for Ben when he realises that he's been seen on CCTV! What does this mean for Ben and the Mitchell's? How is Callum going to be able to ignore it?

The following scene, Chantelle is back in her bathroom trying to find a hiding place for the money. She decides to put it in a make-up bag and hide it in the toilet, Gray shouts out for her as she makes herself look busy in the bathroom. Of course the first thing Gray notices, he engagement ring is missing! Oh shit! How is she going to be able to explain that one?! Perhaps say it's gone down the drain something?

Oh gosh this is really cringe-worthy isn't it! Ian trying to find the words to say to Sharon how he feels about her. How many women has he claimed to love on this soap?! Sharon seems to think there's something wrong with Albie, but he decides to jump right in the deep end and pour his heart out to her. Oh and I can see how awkward this is making Sharon feel, an awkward smile on her face, a nervous giggle, twiddling her fingers ... he tells her he loves her and even claims to know that she feels exactly the same way about him ... only when she explains to him that she doesn't, you can see his face drop in dismay. He's clearly realised he's made a huge mistake and has made himself look a fool. What's going to happen now between them? I don't think they'd be able to live together now things have been made to feel awkward between them. Will Ian move out and back in with his Mum while Sharon stays at The Vic?! Will Ian realise that it was Dotty who was playing with his mind?

Okay, so the last scene of tonight's episode, Vinny is seen sneaking out of Ruby's club, carrying a hefty looking bag ... Martin clicks on as to where he came from and begins to give chase. Has Vinny nicked all the money that was in the club's safe?!  Vinny heads to the back entrance of the Minute Mart, Martin slowly closing in ... he calls for him and slowly enters the shop, looking in all the nooks and cranny's. Only Vinny appears from behind and bashes him over the head with a fire extinguisher. Martin is left lying unconscious! What the hell has he done?! and why did he attack Martin in such a way?! Why does Vinny need the money? Was he getting the money for Kheerat as a favour?! Will Martin be okay?!

Monday 14th September 2020

Good afternoon everyone! As promised, this is the first of two blog posts today. This will be following last night's episode. Friday's episode ended with Kheerat basically hinting to Chantelle that he has feelings for her, by giving her that lucky poker chip! I still think that that poker chip is going to become very important, i'm unsure why or how. But something tells me it'll be a big significance with Chantelle's death. I could be completely wrong and jumping to conclusions, but we shall see! Before we jump into last night's episode, some spoiler pictures have been released today of the aftermath of Chantelle's death, as you can see by the picture below, Karen is grief-stricken as flowers and tributes are laid out in front of the Atkins household after the Square learn the news of Chantelle's passing. Kheerat believes that Gray has something to do with Chantelle's death and decides to confide in Mitch about what he knows and reveals that he and Chantelle had gotten close during her last few days. These next few episodes are going to be really hard to watch but I'm really intrigued to see how Chantelle's death will be portrayed and of course the aftermath is always the most interesting part!

Anyway, lets jump right into last night's episode - Max appears to have had some post delivered and he seems happy about it, have the divorce papers from Rainie finally come through? Viewers will know that Max sold his half of the restaurant business over to Ian, to stop Rainie on getting her hands on any of his money, however Max is unaware that Ian used his share of the money to buy Sharon the Vic! I know it sounds awful to say, but I am really looking forward to Ian getting his comeuppance. He's been acting the hero for too long now and people are going to realise his secrets and uncover what he's been hiding the last few months, is Max going to be the first one to be suspicious when he learns the truth?

In the Square, Martin seems to be the thought on everyone's mind. Sharon approaches Ian and asks on whether there's been any news, Ian acts very coldly towards her and just gives her a simple one worded answers - "No!" She can clearly see that he's acting very differently towards her now after she revealed she didn't have feelings for him. She can sense the awkwardness between them so leaves the conversation sharpish, Ian watches as she walks away! Can I just say what Peter said next really shocked me - "The best way to get over someone is to get under someone else!" Is he implying that his Dad should sleep with someone else just to take his mind off Sharon?! I apologise if that is not what he meant, but it sure did sound like it to me!! 

At the Atkins household, Chantelle is upstairs quickly trying to pack her suitcase, it looks as if she has packed everything she needs to get away! From the outside, she can hear voices approaching the house - she looks out and calls to Gray that she will run and grab the front door, unfortunately Gray gets there before her and he welcomes Mitch and Karen into the house. I'm sure he's unaware of their holiday plans and of course he'll have no idea that Chantelle is going with them, are they going to put their foot in it and not realise that Gray has no idea? Is Gray then going to get angry at Chantelle for not telling him their plans? 

At Ruby's club, Ben and Callum are talking about what they're potentially going to do, Callum is still unsure whether to go ahead with setting up Danny. Suddenly, Stuart interrupts their conversation, all smiles - can I just say how nice it is to see Stuart, finally! I know when he first came into the soap he was a bit of a dark character, but now, its lovely to see him so smiley and happy with Rainie, it's like his character has done a complete U-turn! He is so happy to finally learn that Max's and Rainie's divorce has come through, which can only mean he can finally marry Rainie! I just love the fact he starts dropping hints to Callum about what he wants for his Stag night - Something is telling me he wants to be tied to a lamppost in his pants! Of course this is something which has completely been wiped from Callum's mind, Ben actually decides to change their conversation and asks him whether he does have anything planned for Stuart's Stag night! But Callum ignores the question and gets back to the matter in hand, if Ben has any plans or ideas of setting up Danny, then Callum wants to be made aware of it, unfortunately Ben tells him that he wont tell him - mainly because he doesn't want Callum to have to lie to his boss, so in a way he's kinda being cruel to be kind. He doesn't Callum getting in any kind of trouble because of his actions, but Callum does make sure that Ben promises him to speak to his Dad if he decides to make any stupid decisions, at first, I think Ben is hesitate, but he nods his head and makes the promise, however is this going to be another promise he breaks?!

Back at Chantelle's and Gray's house, Karen and Mitch are making themselves comfortable, Bernie is also there in two as everyone is getting ready for their holiday. Gray unaware of their plans, softly says to Chantelle "What were you going to do? Send me a postcard?!" But with all of the family members there, he knows he can't do anything else, he can't do anything to Chantelle while her family is around. She speaks softly in response to him "It'll do Keegan good after everything he's been through, plus you can concentrate on Whitney's trial!", he still doesn't look happy about the situation, but to put on a front for the family he smiles and agrees and leaves the room, leaving Chantelle to be with her parents as she smiles, is she thinking that she'll finally be able to get away? One thing I have noticed about Chantelle - which I can't believe I haven't noticed before, she always wears long sleeved blouses - clearly to hide any bruises or marks she may have from Gray's abuse, I never really realised it until now. 

At the Vic, Kathy is very apologetic towards Sharon. After Ian confessed his feelings for Sharon, Kathy blamed her for leading him on, but now she's realised that that wasn't the case and she apologise to the fellow blonde. Sharon understands and explains there's nothing for her to be sorry for. It's then that Ian makes his way into the pub and Peter pipes up giving him the news that he's set him up on dating app! Understandably, Ian is horrified! Both Sharon and Kathy decide to have a look and they all agree it would be good for him to focus on something else and persuade him to give it a go! But Ian is adamant he wants nothing to do with it - but something is telling me that, with Jane not around any more and Sharon not feeling the same way about him, I think he'll reconsider. I mean what else has he got to lose? He might as well give it a go and see if he can meet anyone! 

Ruby is then seen waiting in the hospital to news of Martin. Vinny suddenly appears and begs to Ruby to tell him that Martin is okay, she instantly tells him leave! She is so angry with him and tells him that she didn't want to go through with it in the first place, she informs him that she tried calling him to call their plans off! Vinny begs to her not to say anything to police, Ruby realises that if she would - Vinny would go down for robbery! Vinny makes the big statement - "If I go down, you go down with me!" I'm sure it's something that Ruby wont even contemplate, of course it's important that Martin gets better. It's unknown whether he actually realised it was Vinny that he was chasing. Ruby states that Martin is all she has right now and he's the most important thing to her. I'm really curious to find out when Stacey will be back - will she learn of Martin's attack and make her way back to the Square? Or will Stacey's return be for some other reason?! Either way - she is not going to be happy when she learns that Martin and Ruby have become an item! 

Ahhh so we've learned a little bit more about Frankie, after Tina slightly offends her, Tina tries to apologise to her. She asks whether she can have a look at Frankie's photography, we see pictures of a young boy, funnily enough around Ollie's age. Frankie reveals to Tina that the little boy was in fact her younger brother who has sadly passed away. She claims even everyone is trying to help her and cure her hearing, she says that he was the one who was actually sick and needed curing. Is this something that has affected Frankie her whole life? Not being able to cope with the passing of her brother, so does she start to get close to the Carter family and Ollie? Is Ollie maybe going to replace the brother she lost? I'm hoping Frankie becomes a regular part of the soap and we'll be able to discover more of her story/background. I think it's clear there's going to be some form of romance between her and Tina though, that I am looking forward to seeing! It's about time Tina fell in love and found a proper love interest. 

Back at the Atkins family home, Gray is seen in the bedroom, lurking over the suitcase on the bed that Chantelle has packed. Nothing can be heard other than the voices from the family downstairs. He takes it upon himself to start unzip the suitcase, although as he's about to open it fully, footsteps approach and he quickly zips it back up. Chantelle makes her way into the bedroom, and discreetly hides from Gray the make-up bag with money in that she hid in the toilet, and she quickly stuffs it into the suitcase. Gray is clearly suspicious and claims that she managed to pack her stuff fairly quickly, Chantelle once again tries to lure him off the scent and claims that she literally just stuffed everything inside it as quick as she could. She explains that they have a long train journey ahead so she'll go out and grab some food for herself and the children. As she leaves with the suitcase, Gray heads to the bathroom - at this moment, I was kinda worried thinking he might find something that Chantelle may have missed. He looks all over the shelves and cupboards and then notices the top of toilet is wonky, he picks it up to reveal - nothing! He sighs in frustration! Luckily we know Chantelle grabbed it in time before he could click on to her plans to escape.

The next scene shows Tina joining her family in the Vic, Mick, Linda and Ollie are all sat together. Tina has dolled herself up, wearing a lovely black dress. Frankie follows behind her and Tina introduces her to her family. However, when Frankie is introduced to Ollie, he turns and gives Frankie a smile. She mouths the word "Hello" to the young boy and smiles. But as she turns away its obvious that something is playing on her mind. I personally think that Ollie does look very similar to her younger brother? Don't you guys think? I truly believe that somehow Frankie believes that Ollie might be her real brother, or something along those lines? Later Frankie is sat with Ollie as Linda and Tina watch from a distance, everyone commenting how Frankie is good with children and how Ollie has happily decided to sit with her. Frankie looks as if she is besotted with Ollie, she tells him how similar he looks to her younger brother, Harry. I am so certain something is going to happen between Frankie and the Carter family! 

Meanwhile, Ben decides to take his boyfriend's advice and decides to speak to his Dad about the possibility of setting Danny up. He reveals to his Dad that the warehouse they went to did actually have CCTV. Phil is of course wary of them being found out but he makes it clear that if the Police had anything on the, they would've come for them by now. Ben is desperate to her his Dad onside, i don't think Ben can take the fact that Danny almost left him completely deaf. Phil wants nothing to do with it, and warns Ben to let it go and forget about it, but clearly its something he just can't do. He goes into his Dad's phone and decides to take Danny's phone number. What is Ben planning on doing? Is he going to get himself in more trouble and potentially put his life and Callum's life in danger once again?! 

Back at the Vic, Max finally catches up with Ian, gives him the news that his divorce has finally comes through. It seems Max is really thankful towards Ian, he thanks him for keeping hold of the money so Rainie can't get her hands on it, he claims he's even willing to let Ian keep a couple of grand to himself in a way of saying "Thank You!" - Ian is clearly taken aback by his offer and says to Max that he really doesn't have to do that for him! It's only then Max the comment that he's happy to take the money back from him, seeing as he no longer needs to look after it, plus he also makes a little joke "Don't want you getting tempted to spend it, do we?" - Oooooo as a viewer, I am kinda looking forward to seeing it when Max finds out about his Ian spending his money on the Vic, how is Ian going to worm his way out of this one? Is he going to try and get money as quick as he can, or another possibility - is Sharon going to find out where Ian got the money from, if you think about it, technically the Vic belongs to Max! If it was Max's money used to buy it, Max should be standing behind the bar, not Sharon! It's an interesting thought but it's technically true and it could be a big turn in events if Max ended up living in the pub! 

Awwwwww the next scene was such a heartbreaking one!!!! Kheerat is in his office and Chantelle pays him a visit. He stops his work as she makes her way in. She's shaky and her voice is raspy. She asks if Kheerat meant what he said to her the previous day. He promises her he meant every word. She playing with the poker chip with her fingers, twiddling it in hands. She says to him as much as she wants to cash in and be with him, she can't - not at this moment in time. She's going away with her family and she wont be coming back, but she does hope that one day soon there will be a chance for her to cash in with him! Kheerat is clearly disappointed, but he understands that she has to do what she has to do. He tells her to keep it, and whenever the time feels right for her, he'll be waiting. They're definitely an unspoken affection and love between the two souls, as Chantelle leaves the room, she turns and says to him"All I want to do is kiss you!" ... it is quite heartbreaking. Tears fill her eyes as she leaves the room. We know that the chance for them to be together will never happen! I feel Chantelle's death is really going to affect Kheerat, he'll be heartbroken but he'll also make sure he does everything in his power to find the truth and the reason why she dies.

Unbeknown to Chantelle, back at their house, Gray is ransacking their bedroom, trying to find some sort of clue that Chantelle is keeping something from him. Does he know that she's planning on leaving him? He goes through her draws and wardrobes and everything. He then decides to look at his phone and uses the tracking app to see where she is. He throws the phone in a rage, he then discovers a type of child memory box from under the bed. It's only then as he looks through it that his daughter Mia tells her Father that they're planning on leaving for the holiday. He asks her when her Mummy told her about the holiday, the little girl reveals that it was least week she planned on taking them on a big adventure, but they didn't go. Only then Gray realises that it's been a whole week that Chantelle has been planning on leaving. 

Back in the Square, the Carter family are enjoying time together after lock-down, Mick, Linda and Tina are all enjoying quality time together. Entertaining Ollie playing a little bit of football, but from a distance, it's revealed that Frankie is taking photographs of the family, especially more of little Ollie. What is her connection with the Carter's? Why is she so fixated on Ollie? I'm really looking forward to seeing more of her story unfold! 

The last scene of the episode, Chantelle is making her way through the Square, she's on the phone to someone confirming her arrival of herself and her two children to a refuge. For a moment she's looking relaxed and happy and more positive than she has done for long time. When she gets to the house, her family are waiting for her and ready to make a move! The only people missing are her children, Mac and Mia! She looks up to house to see them standing at their windows, waving at her with sad solemn little faces. She calls for them to come with her, but Gray insists that they wanted to stay home, he plays the role of a perfect Daddy! Saying he'll give the movie nights, mid-night snacks and build dens with his children. Chantelle's plan has fallen through again, Gray stopping her and catching her out as she continues to make plans to escape. She looks helplessly and longingly for her children as the rest of the family make their way to the train station and Gray makes his way back inside the house. Chantelle is defeated again! 

Thursday 8th October 2020

Good evening everyone! I hope you've all had a brilliant week! Tonight I'll be blogging about last night's episode, as tomorrow I'll be posting about tonight's episode. I apologise for the lateness, thank you all for being so patient with me! Let's delve right into it! So the episode starts with Gray, sat with his head bowed looking at  the floor, alone in his house - as we can see, his house is in utter disarray!! As music is being played, Gray looks up at his suit hanging on the back of the door, today is Chantelle's funeral. How is going to be able to keep things together? As he stares at his black blazer, the door bell rings, as he goes to the answer the door, the main thing we can see is a picture frame on the floor of him and his deceased wife. A man's voice can be heard from the hallway, the Detective has come back to give Gray the news that Chantelle's death has been declared as an accident. Gray feels as if that conclusion is an insult to Chantelle, but then again - is he only putting on a front because they've basically told him that he's gotten away with murder? He gives them the impression that they have missed something, to which the Detective seem to think that he means Kheerat? He informs Gray that if he has any news then he needs to tell them, to which is then he realises he can't tell them the complete truth, so he whispers "No". As the Detective leaves house, Gray goes to look out of his window, we see Whitney exit her house - she takes a huge deep breath, her trail starts today!

Meanwhile, at the Carter household, Mick appears to be writing out a card. Linda has gotten herself ready to attend Chantelle's funeral. It's clear to see that things are looking a little rocky in their relationship right now, they're both dealing with things in their own personal life and neither of them are talking to each other. That is how problems start - keeping secrets and not speaking to your partner. Mick is hiding the fact that he's found out Frankie is his daughter, and Linda is hiding the fact that she's taken a sip of alcohol and also Max kissed her. Linda tries to talk to her husband, as Mick listens to wife without saying a word as he's writing the card, she states how much she loves him. It looks as if she's finally going to come clean - she starts off by beginning to explain it happened the night at the Prince Albert, it looks as if Mick is ready to guess what she's going to say - but she backs down at the last minute and instead tells him that Max kissed her, instead of telling her husband about the big gulp of vodka that she drunk! Mick doesn't say anything - he carries on writing his card, Linda is adamant that it didn't mean anything. As Mick walks away we see he's left his card on the table, Linda goes to have a read - we can see it's a sympathy card and inside it reads "Mitch! She'll always be your little girl! Mick x" (Not from Mick & Linda I noticed).

On the Square, everyone is gathering waiting to say their goodbyes to Chantelle. Mitch is dressed in black as he approaches the house, still flooded by flowers and tributes. Karen follows behind, determined to make sure her Grandchildren attend their Mother's funeral. Unfortunately, Mitch informs her that the children are at school, he even states that he wouldn't want Bailey there either. This is an interesting debate this one - should young children attend funerals? Of course it gives them a chance to say Goodbye to their loved one, but could it be a bit harrowing for them? Billy informs his girlfriend that the cars will be there shortly and she rushes off to get ready.

At the Panesar household, Suki is also getting ready, as she tells Vinny that Jack has managed to get her a meet up with Jags at the police station. Vinny beings to panic, thinking that his Mum, setting up his brother, probably wasn't the best idea she's had. He worries that Jags might end up telling the truth as to who was to blame for the attack on Martin. As they discuss Jags, Kheerat appears from the hallway, dressed up all ready to go to Chantelle's funeral. Suki begins to tell her son that he shouldn't go, considering how the family are acting around him right now. Kheerat is insulted by his Mother, he wants to pay his respects and he shall do so! As both Kheerat and Vinny leave the room, Suki ends up calling Ash asking her to go and visit Jags instead.

At the hospital, Phil is still longingly watching his son, Raymond through the hospital window. What is his plan on helping his son? Suddenly Ellie walks past Phil, not even realising who he is, as she goes in to see her Grandson! Phil then realises who she could be, how is he going to stand up against Ellie and gain access to his son? I'm sure I've read somewhere that Phil and Ellie are going to end up having a fling? I know it's just a rumour, but I hope it's one that isn't true! Phil shouldn't have to go down that route just to gain access to his son! Surely something else will happen, right?!

Oooo the next scene is a very interesting one! Back on the Square, Gray is ready to face everyone and the day ahead. He stares at himself in the mirror before he finally leaves the house. As he slowly makes his way down the stairs from the front door, to the front of the house - everything goes muffled. Everything seems to focus on Gray, I don't know about you guys but to me, he's looking extremely uncomfortable and incredibly angry. Everyone from Jay, Honey, Denise, Tiffany, Billy and the rest of the Taylor family are all there to give their condolences. As Gray looks across the Square a very dirty angry look is spread right across his face as we see Kheerat approach with a huge bunch of flowers, regardless of what people think right now, I think it's only fair he also gets to say Goodbye too. I feel that it's awful that Keegan tells him that he's not welcome. Gray looks as if he's not going to be able to handle the pressure of today, he watches as Karen breaks down and cries for her daughter as the hearse arrives. He is clearly getting more and more uncomfortable, he walks straight pasts the hearse as it parks up, doesn't even glance at Chantelle's coffin, and sits in the car other car at the back, telling the rest of the family he wants to travel on his own. Only once in the car he instructs the driver to take him to court! Is he seriously going to miss his wife's funeral and go to Whitney's aid instead?

As Ash is leaving to go and see her brother, Habiba stops her in her tracks, begging her to try and get her boyfriend out of prison. Habiba tells Ash all about her plans to make it known on social media that Jags is innocent, she even has a t-shirt made. Habiba tells Ash that they both know that Jags doesn't belong in prison and the fact that they've got the wrong man, Ash agrees that she'll try all she can to get Jags out. Eventually she finally gets to the prison to see her brother, they are both obviously really upset by what has happened. Jags has found out that it was his Mother who set him up, Ash is completely devastated for her brother, she tries her best to convince him to tell the truth. But he won't have any of it, he insists that if Ash helps him, Suki will come for her also - it's true that their Mother appears to have a dark side. What will do if she finds out that Ash tried to help him? To keep his sister from getting into even more trouble, it looks as if Jags is going to take the blame. He tells her to inform his girlfriend that he's guilty. As he leaves, Ash is left in tears.

Finally Whitney arrives at the courtroom ready for her trial. The room is all quiet before the proceedings start, she arrives with Sonia for support. Suddenly, Gray bursts through the doors, he doesn't make eye contact with anyone and sits in the bay. Whitney is clearly stunned to see him there, today of all days! He's clearly using Whitney's trial as an excuse for him to escape Chantelle's funeral.

Back at the hospital, Phil takes it upon himself to speak to Ellie. As they chat, he makes up a story about his Granddaughter being in the hospital with a broken leg. As they chat, Ellie reveals where she's and asks where Phil lives, he doesn't even mention Walford and mentions another area, Ellie is surprised and asked who his parents were as she might've known them. As he gives the names Peggy and Eric, Ellie apologises as she doesn't recognise the names. They leave things on a civil note and we can see that Phil knows who he's dealing with now. He knows who he's up against.

Oooooooo does anyone hate Suki a much as I do?! I wasn't going to mention this before as I didn't think it was important ... Oooh but it bloody is now!! Earlier on in the episode, Stacey was still trying to make amends with her Mum, as she was - Suki was being a nosy neighbour overhearing their conversation, she basically starts to insult Jean and Stacey, only for then in brilliant Stacey-style, she stands up for her family and throws in the insults about Jags being done for GBH! As Suki walks off, Stacey warns her not to mess with the Slaters! BUT later on, as Kush and Jean are minding their own business in their house, Suki lets herself in, much to their shock. Kush and Jean both ask Suki politely to leave, but Suki makes it business by stating that she did knock but there was no answer so she used her keys ...... I don't believe there was a knock was there? I didn't hear one! I believe she let herself in! ... Anyway she decides to drop the big bombshell onto them that she's going to be raising their rent because of having new people in the house! Jean begins to think it's because of what Stacey said to Suki earlier, but she shrugs it off as if she doesn't care, she even nastily insults Daniel in front of Jean as Kush enquires about the money Daniel paid their rent with before he sadly passed. As she leaves, she has a smug grin on her face!!! Ooooh I hate her so much!!!

Meanwhile, back at Whitney's trail, everything is all a-go! The jury are in place and everyone is listening to what the judge has to say. As he describing everything that happened on the night Leo died, Gray is seen listening to every word and - in a way - it looks and sounds as if he's the one on trial. If you understand what I mean? I don't know whether you lot noticed, but they've made Leo's death sound very accurate to Chantelle's death also. How someone was left to bleed to death as the other person went out. It could be as if Gray was the one on trial! As Gray is listening to these words he shouts out from the bay "No! It wasn't like that!" - Sonia and Whitney look at him in shock of his outburst, Sonia tells him to keep quiet, Whitney looks afraid for her life, could he be jeopardising her trail with his outbursts? As he sits back down he whispers "This is a farce!"

Back at the Vic, everyone has come back from Chantelle's funeral. Karen is at the bar looking at Chantelle's picture on the service card. As Billy is buying a round of drinks, Karen informs him that Mitch has gone to have a bit of time to himself, which has just happened to be half an hour! She's longing for all of her family to be together - just for one day! As then that Tiffany approaches with the news that Gray is at Whitney's trail, Karen is disbelief at first and tells her that she must be mistaken, it's only then that she confirms that it was Sonia who told her, and the fact that Gray is sat right next to her in court. Karen can't believe her ears, she upset that the children weren't there to say Goodbye, and now she's learned even her husband wasn't there! .... As much as I find this scene heart-breaking to watch for Karen's sake, three things have crossed my mind ... 1) Why didn't we see more of a funeral for Chantelle? She was a brilliant part of the soap and her story was so important, I felt like we should've seen more of a service for her! ... 2) Surely they must've noticed that Gray wasn't at the funeral? I mean, how could they have not noticed? I feel that could've be re-written as Karen being at the bar already in devastation and anger at her Son-In-Law not being at his wife's funeral? ... and 3) Isn't it funny how it just so happens to be Whitney's funeral the day of Chantelle's funeral? Easy escape for Gray to make really wasn't it?! ... I don't know, what do you guys think?!

Anyway, at the Prince Albert, Ash has returned from seeing Jags. Iqra joins her girlfriend for support. But their meeting is interrupted by Habiba, bless her - she's all smiles and hoping to hear news from Ash that her boyfriend is going to be released. Ash sadly gives her the news that Jags has confessed to the attack on Martin and the police have evidence. Habiba is saddened to hear this news, she insists it's all lies - of course Ash is aware of this but she can't let Habiba know the truth. She leaves the bar in distress and Ash insists Iqra goes after her sister.

Back on the Square, Frankie tries to catch up with Mick. She asks whether she's going to get time to speak to him. Of course Mick is on edge right now, he informs her he's just been to a funeral. She tries her best one last time to get through to him, she's his daughter and he needs to make the effort to spend time with her and get to know her, she's his child whether he likes it or not! As she walks away, we can he feels deeply sorry for the way he spoke to her, suddenly Max appears - definitely the last person Mick wants to see right now. He wastes no time and instructs Max to stay away from him and his wife, informing him that Linda has told him about their kiss. Max's attempt of an apology is to say he was drunk - but Mick isn't having any of it, he raises a glass bottle to Max in a threatening manner, warning him to stay away and calling him a predator! In frustration he flings the glass bottle in the other direction and it smashes against the Queen Vic wall and he walks away taking deep breaths.  

The last scene of this episode, we finish at Whitney's trial, the jury - seen by video links - are listening to judge explaining that Leo had been called a terrifying stalker, how he'd threated Whitney and made her life a misery -  but Whitney has confessed to the killing, and if it was such an accident, why didn't she call the emergency services? But once again, as the judge explains this to the jury, Gray can't keep it together and continues to shout out to the court, stating that they don't care about the facts and that if Whitney had the chance she'd do it again! As Gray is escorted out of the room, Whitney begs him to stop, but he continues to shout out as he leaves the room. Both Whitney and Sonia are left in absolute shock! Has he made things far more worse for Whitney?

Friday 2nd October 2020

Hello again everyone! I am back again with my second post of the day. This post will be covering Friday's episode of EastEnders. I'm just going to jump straight into it as I'm sure we have a shed load to get through.  So, the episode starts with Mick and Linda discussing the evening plans of going to the Drag Bingo! Linda is really looking forward to a night out with girls after being in lockdown for so long. Mick obviously has his concerns, as it's going to be the first time she's going to be surrounded by alcohol in a long time. Linda is instantly insulted by her husband, even though he states how proud he is of her for getting off the booze, he can't help but worry. She tells him that she hasn't had a drink in months and she knows what she is capable of, she knows she'll be able to handle it. Mick apologises to wife, insists that he was in the wrong and she should be able to enjoy a night out with her friends. Something does tell me though that something is going to happen? Whether Linda can't handle the pressure and takes a swig of alcohol and relapses? We shall have to wait and see?!

At the Mitchell household, Phil is sat with Ben and Callum, Phil is sat looking at news on his tablet about the car crash regarding Raymond. As he's doing this, Callum and Ben are having their own discussion about Callum's support worker and talking about how he's helping him to cope with what he's witnessed recently. Callum assures his boyfriend that his support worker is really helping him, just being able to talk things through about what he's thinking and feeling really helps. Ben is glad that Callum is seeking help with his recent traumatic experience - he turns to his Dad saying how much things have changed since his day, but Phil - obviously - hasn't been listening to the conversation. He turns the switch around and leaves the room. Ben and Callum are both a bit surprised as Phil makes his exit.

At the restaurant, Max is sat reading the newspaper as Linda brings in his dry cleaning. She's surprised to see him sat there while she's struggling with his clothes, she asks him whether or not he was planning on picking it up, he truthfully says "No", saying he'd gotten too used to the personal touch. She smiles, sarcastically as she goes to leave. As a friend, he asks her whether anything was wrong, she apologises to him for her rudeness and explains she'll be looking forward to a night out with her girls when work is over, she informs Max that it's Drag Bingo night at the Prince Albert, he Max insists that he joins them and he'll be happy to buy the first 2 rounds. Linda accepts his offer and invites him along! I have to be honest, I do like the little friendship they've got going on, I just hope it'll be nothing more than that!

Suddenly, we can see that Denise has answered her door to someone, that someone being Phil!!! Denise seems surprised to see him, do you think she's suspicious that he knows about Raymond? She begins to apologise for slagging him off the other day. At first, Phil seems sympathetic, he states to her that his visit has nothing to do with her slagging him off, he admits there's no easy way for him to say what he's come round for to say, so he tells her straight and informs her about Raymond. Firstly, Denise plays dumb, as Phil gives her all the information he knows, Phil soon realises that she already knew!

Meanwhile, at the Taylor household, Karen is acting coy with Mitch. The last time we saw them, they almost kissed before Gray walked in on them. Karen is still reeling from recent events, she tells Mitch to forget what happened, for as far as she is concerned its was nothing! But Mitch can't let it lie, he asks what would've happened if Gray hadn't have walked in. But Karen reminds him that their daughter has just died, her head is all over the place at this moment in time, she can barely lift her head off her pillow most days. As they are having this conversation, Billy walks in asking if they're both okay. He tells them that it's nice to see them talking again, as he leaves Karen reminds Mitch that she and Billy are happy. Mitch asks her though, whether that is true, is she really happy? Karen worries as she contemplates Gray telling the children about her and Mitch, but Mitch is unsure how to respond to her, what is he supposed to do about that? She looks at him in pure dismay!!

Back with Denise and Phil, he is furious that Denise already knew about Raymond and didn't even think about informing Phil. She tells him that there simply wouldn't have been any point as neither of them are allowed contact with him. She explains that she only went to the hospital to make sure he is okay, but then she lets slip that Ellie found out who she was - and instantly Phil is eager to know who this Ellie is - Denise explains to him that she's Raymond's Grandmother. Phil can't believe what he's hearing, he reminds Denise that it was actually her who wanted to give up Raymond, Phil wanted to keep the child. She argues that it was a mutual decision, she softly tells him it would be impossible for him to have contact with the boy now, but he is insistent as he marches out of the house.

Back at the Mitchell household, Ben is making dinner as Callum is discussing taking Lexi out for an ice-cream, he explains to his boyfriend that doing something with the family would help him, considering he still can't stop thinking about the orphaned little boy (Raymond). Ben sees that it would be a big support for Callum so he agrees, it's then Callum basically says that you've got to look after the people that you care about! Ben looks at him with loving eyes and he admits that that is one of the reason why he loves him, because he cares so much, plus it'll also be a reason why he'll make an amazing copper! Ben then goes on to say that also perhaps, working for his Dad may not be such a good idea, but Callum doesn't want to hear it and tells him to end the conversation there.

At The Prince Albert, Linda is finally joining the Drag Bingo party. She finds Sharon and Max waiting for her, she goes up to the bar to buy them both a drink. As she does so, Mick informs her that out of the goodness of his heart, he's made her a drink with no alcohol in it! He even puts a little umbrella in her glass just so she knows it's hers. Mick is of course just doing the decent thing trying to look out for his wife, but it's clear that Linda isn't happy about it. Is she feeling like he doesn't trust her? She sadly takes the drink Mick has made her and walks away. Can I just also point out that I LOVE the fact that they've got the same Drag Queen for this Drag Bingo, who also performed "Proud" on their special Walford Pride episode! I LOVE IT! And also such a beautiful Drag Queen! Amazing! Tina notices that Mick is looking upset, she approaches him and tells him to forget the whole situation with Frankie, she can see that it's Linda who's on his mind, she promises him that as long they are both at the club, Linda will be okay! Back at her table, Max compliments Linda's glass saying that the umbrella looks cute, Linda is sarcastic as she responds with "Thank You" - Max can see something is wrong, he asks if she's okay, she simply shrugs it off, but I think we can all see what's about to happen, right?!

Meanwhile, Mitch decides to pay Gray a visit, as he enters he asks whether the children are home, Gray isn't really very welcome to his Father-In-Law. He asks him instantly what he wants, Mitch decides to go for the gentle approach and basically explains to him that Karen is worrying about what he saw the other day and whether or not he'll tell the children. He explains with everything that's going on right now, it may be for the best if the kids don't know. Gray seems to be insulted that that is all he's come round for, he's annoyed to the core that that appears to be all he cares about. He reminds Mitch that his wife has passed away and that he is hallowed under! That is how things are for him right now! It's then that Gray starts to say some nasty things towards Mitch, saying how lucky Chantelle was to never have him in her life, Mitch can't bare to hear the things he has to say but deep down, he knows he's right. He agrees and he says he's sorry. He can't begin to explain why he wasn't there for her as he can't even remember. Even when Chantelle met Gray, he wasn't in her life. As Mitch apologies, Gray is surprised by Mitch's reaction as he slowly begins to cry.

Back at the Drag Bingo event, Max appears to be enjoying his bingo experience, that is until someone beats him in getting all the numbers. Linda approaches the bar where Mick has made two new drinks, one for Max and one for Linda, Mick just so happens to mention that there's vodka in Max's drink. He also instructs her again that glass with the umbrella in is hers. We all know he's doing this out of love because he cares for his wife and wants her to be safe and not wanting her to fall off the band wagon. He politely asks his wife to look after the bar whilst he fills up another pitcher. As he disappears, it's then the sound goes fuzzy, the music drowns out the noise of the club and the Drag act hosting the Bingo. Linda is looking down at the glasses, they look exactly the same, only hers with a umbrella in it. At this moment in time I am shouting at the TV screen - "No! Don't do it Linda!" - but it's too late, she switches the umbrella into the other glass and takes a swig of Max's alcoholic drink, not just one but two big gulps! She takes a huge sigh of relief, as if she's been wanting a drink for so long. She turns around to walk back to the table, but we can see Max is staring at her, has he just witnessed everything? Has he just seen her down some alcohol? What is he going to do?!

Back at home, Jack returns to find Denise in a state. Denise reveals to him that Phil knows about Raymond. She's in despair of what Phil is going to do, she speculates to Jack of what plan Phil is going to do. She's worried he'll find a way to get contact to Raymond, she frets that Phil is going to make Raymond a part of his family, just like he did with Dennis. However that is of course just Denise's opinion, I simply just want to say that Phil doted on Dennis. He loved that boy like he was his own, he even ended up adopting him. Phil has always been big on family, regardless whether they've been caught up in trouble, family always comes first for the Mitchells. Jack promises Denise he won't let Phil get to Raymond, but Denise informs him that it's already happening. I am hoping here, that Denise and Phil will put their differences to one side and perhaps fight for shared custody of Raymond. I'm really intrigued as to where this story is going to go!

Back at the gay-bar, Tina is looking pretty pleased with Frankie. She informs her that she's got the job after such a successful event. Frankie tells Tina how much she loves working at the Prince Albert, as they begin to grow on their friendship, Sharon approaches the bar, she's won a round of Bingo and won an inflatable guitar! She tells Tina to make her way over the Vic so they can borrow some whiskey, she gives her the keys and tell her not to worry as Ian can pay for it, they laugh as both Tina and Frankie leave to get the alcohol. Outside the bar, Linda is confiding in Max. She can't even understand why she had a gulp of his drink, she's opening up to him, asking whether is this what it's going to be like from now on? Her being the alcoholic of the Carter of the family? Will Ollie end up growing up not being able to trust his mother? She explains to Max that she looks into the future and sees Ollie coming over to find his Mum in a mess. Max tries to reassure her, she's not an awful person, he understands what she's feeling, its then he decides to open up about his demons. He reveals to her that when he came out of prison, he used to hurt himself deliberately with cigarettes, burn himself on his arms so he could hide it from his family. He admits it did hurt but it was worth it because it was his way of dealing with it, his situation, his emotions, his feelings, his thoughts, everything. He tells her not to be ashamed of having a slip up, everyone makes mistakes and it doesn't make her a bad person. As Max is saying all this to Linda, it looks as if they have come to fully understand one another and they've somehow connected more in recent weeks, as they share a look between them, Sharon emerges from the bar all giggly and giddy from having a good time. She's waving her inflatable guitar around claiming that she's a winner! Max and Linda giggle at their friend, she's clearly enjoyed herself. Linda tells Max to put on his knight in shining armour act and take Sharon home.

At the Mitchell's, Jack is paying Phil a visit. He comes peacefully and tries to explain that Denise is worried about Raymond, more worried about the fact that Phil will try and get involved in his life. Phil informs him that Raymond is his son and he has rights, but unfortunately Jack responds with the fact that because he gave him up, he lost those rights 3 years ago. He warns him to stay away, to make sure that Phil gets the message he blackmails him, he warns him that if he doesn't keep his distance, he'll tell the police about the assault he did on him before Christmas, covered him with petrol and held a gun to his head because he believed he was having an affair with Sharon. Phil scoffs, he tells him that it was months ago and the police are hardly going to care for something that happened almost a year ago! It's then that Jack informs him that he is a sworn police officer, if he comes across any crime he has to report anything his is witness too, and if he does decide to talk, it may cause the police to start looking more closely at Phil.

Meanwhile, at the Vic, Tina and Frankie are making their way in through the back door to grab some alcohol, as they search the shelves Tina is complaining on what a mess Ian has left the room in. She states that Mick would never have left the room in that state. Frankie suddenly reveals she's found what they're looking for. Tina praises her and tells her to grab a few bottles so they can make their way back. As Frankie and Tina smile at each other, Tina takes her opportunity and leans in to kiss Frankie - but she backs away and apologises. Tina is obviously left feeling humiliated, is Frankie not gay then? But then also, I suppose Frankie can't get involved with Tina in that way if there's a chance she could be family? I do feel sorry for Tina as it looked as if they were both getting close, it's a shame as it would be nice for Tina to find love again.

Back at home, Denise is waiting for Jack to return, she doesn't know he's paid Phil a visit, she's sat waiting anxiously on the stairs, we hear the door latch and the door opens, she looks up longingly and Jack reassures her that everything is going to be okay. Denise is left is absolute relief! As this is happening, Phil is left reeling with his thoughts as Ben enters the room. Quick question - does Ben even know about Raymond? Is he aware he has a half-brother?! Something tells me I'm about to get my answer any moment now - As Ben comes in asking whether his Dad is okay, Phil tells him to take a seat, he obviously has some news he needs to tell his son. (Oh yes, he clearly knows!) Phil informs Ben that he's found out news about his brother, Raymond and that it just so happens that the accident Callum witnessed, was the one Raymond was involved in. Ben is clearly shook by this news, he asks whether he's been to seen him. Phil admits that he has and he states that no matter what anyone says, nothing is going to stop him from seeing his son!

The final scene of the episode, Linda is overlooking the barrier of the Prince Albert. Max finds her and joins her on the balcony. He informs her that he's managed to get Sharon safely home and he left her sound asleep on the sofa with a bucket next to her, just in case. As they share a little laugh, Max asks if he can tell her something, but it strictly has to stay between them. Linda promises not to say anything to anyone ... there is such a long pause, I'm beginning to think he's going to say he's fallen in love with someone he can't have (ie: Linda) ... or whether he was going to reveal some big secret that was going to kick off another big storyline, however he suddenly says "I hate Bingo!" ... and honestly, I'm left feeling disappointed, I was hoping for something big then but it turned out to be nothing. Anyway, Linda laughs and Max asks he whether she's okay, she says she is and they slowly turn to face one another, Max shuffles to be close to her, they lean in and they both share a very quick kiss. Linda pulls away very suddenly, but then - something brings her back and they kiss, for a much longer period. Linda pulls away for a second time as she realises she's made a huge mistake. She quickly makes her get away, insisting that she has to go, Max calls out after her, but she runs down the stairs and rushes back to the Vic as she weeps.

Tuesday 29th September 2020

Good evening everyone! Hope you've all had a good day, before we dive into tonight's episode, I have a few spoiler pictures to share with you.

Hopefully these pictures won't give too much away, but obviously you can see for yourselves. Gray doesn't look like he's going to be able to cope during Chantelle's funeral. Do you think he'll eventually tell the truth about how Chantelle died? It's only a matter of time, plus it's also been revealed that Kheerat will not be welcome at the funeral, will he keep the peace and walk away or will he demand to be there?!

In other spoiler pictures, does Frankie come clean to Mick? Is she really Mick's secret daughter? How and why has she come to find him? What does she want with the Carter family?! If she is truly his daughter, how will Linda react and will they both want to create a Father and Daughter relationship?!

Of course there are many questions that need answering, but I'm sure we'll find out the truth in the upcoming episodes! I'm really looking forward to seeing how they unravel! Now lets focus on tonight's episode, it began with Callum in the police stations, from what we can make out, he's listening to a voice message from Phil, asking him to already asking him to do a police check on some individuals he could be potentially doing some dodgy business with, of course he's listening to the voice message with his boss standing with him. From what I can make out, his boss needs something harder to be able to put Phil behind bars, Callum is unsure how he's going to be able to do it - he admits it's going to be hard! I feel like the Detective is just telling Callum what we wants to hear, manipulating him a bit, telling him he understands how hard it is to be the first one on the scene of a huge car crash and also complimenting him saying how much of a good copper he is! Callum explains to his boss that he record every conversation when he's with Phil, it's then his boss passes over to him a small recording device and asks him to place it in the Arches. Callum instants refuses, but once again his boss worms his way into his head and says that if he really wants to keep Ben safe, he'll do what he's asked. 

Meanwhile, Stuart is getting ready for his wedding day, it's the happiest the he's ever been. He and Jay are discussing how lucky his is and whether Rainie will be changing her name when Lola appears, explaining that Rainie is having some kind of nightmare with her wedding dress. As far as I can make out, it was some kind of wedding dress from a Christmas box, Wilma Flinstone? Obviously Stuart finds the situation amusing, but when Lola insists that she's serious about the whole thing, Stuart makes himself scarce so Rainie can go and get a proper dress for her wedding day. 

As he leaves the scene, Denise can be seen cleaning the salon, Sheree approaches her and she thanks her for standing up to Phil Mitchell and defending Isaac. Denise doesn't know what to say, I guess she doesn't want to take any form of "Thanks" - obviously, unbeknown to Sheree, things we getting on top of Denise and she it looks as if Phil was the one she needed to lash out at, especially considering the fact that he's the father of Raymond. The conversation changes slightly and they end up talking about Mitch and Chantelle, Sheree states that she can't even begin to imagine what it must be like to lose a child, as Denise takes in every word she says, she also mentions that she wouldn't know what she'd do if she was to lose Isaac - Denise suddenly asks Sheree to cover for her, has her words started ringing in Denise's ears? Is she going to focus on what she can do for Raymond?!

Meanwhile, at the restaurant Max is sat on his own looking at his laptop when Bobby comes up behind him, he clocks on to what he's looking at on his computer screen and realises it's his website he's created for The Lucy Beale Foundation. Bobby is in shock when Max reveals how impressed he is with his work and says that he'd like to support him. Bobby says it's not necessary for him, considering what's been happening between him and his Dad. Max apologises to the teenager for how he acted the other day. He also just happens to mention that he's that impressed by Bobby's website that he's called a journalist to come and speak to him about the charity, Bobby instantly seems surprised, he admits he doesn't want to go public with the information just yet, but Max is insistent - what he's portraying is good and it needs to be shown that he's trying to make a difference, and if he's passionate about then so will everyone else! 

Dressed in his Best Man attire, Callum looks like he's about to break into the Arches, he successfully makes his way in by unlocking the padlock. My only thought process is, where did he get the key from? Did Phil give it to him? Ben perhaps? I can't recall who or where he got the key from? I mean, of course you'd think Ben would trust him to have given him access to the Arches, but has is instead just also nicked it from someone/somewhere? Once he's in, he quickly scours the room trying to find a decent hiding place for his recorder, from what I see, he decides to leave it in the far corner of the Arches. As he's doing this, his brother is getting enjoying his celebrations with the locals, a hearse is seen outside the Vic with flowers made into the letters S and R! Stuart lets himself inside the car and begins to play "In The Air Tonight" by Phil Collins. The next part of the scene I loved, Ben and Stuart bonding as they enjoy the music, as Jay is trying to get a hold of Callum, Rainie is ready for her big day, and can I just say - she looks absolutely stunning in her wedding dress! Lola is following along behind her holding her train, when she asks where Stuart is, Jay reveals he's hovering around the hearse, suddenly Rainie's face drops - Stuart has only gone and locked himself in a car with dodgy electrics!!

Back at the Arches, Callum is perfectly hiding his recorder, sticking it underneath a type of ledge of some sort. Once doing this, he begins searching all the documents on the table, taking photographs of each one. Part of me is saying that he's going to be caught at any minute, what I didn't expect was for Danny Hardcastle to make his way in! Instantly, he's suspicious - he questions Callum what he's doing looking at all the paperwork, but then to him, it all makes sense - Ben Mitchell dating a copper and suddenly he's being arrested for the robbery, Callum instantly plays dumb and acts like he has no idea what Danny is talking about. Just then, Phil walks in! Something tells me he's here to perhaps save and stick up for Callum, what is going to happen now he's become face-to-face with Danny again?!

I just want to say how much I loved the next scene! Rainie is going ape at Stuart for getting in the wrong car, of all bloody days! Stuart reassures her that not matter what, they will be getting married. This little hiccup will not ruin their day! It's then he turns and asks Ben to get the car started, Callum is nowhere to be seen so he's now asking Ben to help with Best Man duties! For a split second my heart was in my mouth when Ben realised he had to go the Arches, what would he do if he knew his boyfriend, his Dad and arch enemy were in there?! Wait! I know the answer, he'd go bursting in demanding to know what was going on! Then, when Ben realises he hasn't got the keys, he asks Jay to go instead, they swap roles - Ben calls the wedding venue to change the time of the wedding and Jay goes to the Car Lot to get some jump-leads!

In the Arches, Callum is still - kind of - trapped with Danny and Phil. Danny insists he's only wanting to say adios, after he's had a discussion with him about his arrest. It's then that Danny turns the conversation about Callum, explaining to Phil how he caught him going through his paperwork! This scene had me worrying for Callum. Danny was on him like a dog on heat!!!! Every word he was saying, we knew, was right!!! But of course, Phil isn't going to believe Danny, he'll take the word of his son's boyfriend. Callum attempts to talk his way out of being caught out, explaining that he used Ben's keys to get in as he picked them up by accident. When Danny uses the words to Phil "He's playing you!" I am just praying that Phil will realise what Callum is doing ... Okay, please be honest with me folks, how are you guys feeling about Callum's current situation? Do you think he's doing the right thing? Do you understand why he's doing it? I have such a split feeling about this, I don't like what he's doing to the Mitchell's - to Ben and Phil, he's betraying their trust - and yet I can kind of understand why - to protect his boyfriend. It's such a horrible situation and I really don't like it! It's only going to end badly!! When Callum claims that Danny is lying about everything, Phil does the one thing he's been needing to do - asks Callum to prove he's on their side!! 

While Ben is calling his boyfriend, asking where on earth he has got to. Everything is kicking off at the Arches, my mouth drops during this scene! Danny is egging Callum on and on and on! Claiming to Phil that mainly because of his career choice, Callum is using the Mitchell to his advantage, claiming everything they tell him will get back to the police. It's then that Danny turns nasty, saying when his back is turned he'll get his hands on Ben. Callum is getting angrier and angrier at the minute, how dare he threaten Ben again after what he put him through? After causing him to lose his hearing and almost never being able to hear again! Callum lashes out - grabs a sturdy pole and whacks Danny to the floor, Phil watches on as Callum continues to beat Danny over and over again - I'm sure this would be taken as a sign that Callum is proving himself to Phil?! 

Wow!!! How long has it been since we've seen Billy?! He joins Mitch the Queen Vic, Mitch makes it quite clear that he's not wanting to have another argument. But Billy insists that's not why he's come to see him. - Random question - Are Billy and Karen still together? I'm assuming they are?! - Mitch has been sleeping at the salon after accusing Gray of being involved in Chantelle's death. Karen, understandably doesn't believe a word that is coming out of he ex's mouth! She's warned him to stay away until he's rid of his unbelievable theories! Billy assures Mitch that he doesn't have to stay away, especially considering Bailey will be returning and she'll need somewhere to stay. He asks Mitch whether he could apologise and forget ever mentioning Gray, but the poor man admits it'll be too hard to do! Billy tries his absolute best to get through the grieving father, Karen is the only one who knows how it feels, they both need each other right now - now more than ever! 

Back with Denise, we see her visiting the hospital again, she watches as Ellie is being told that Raymond is progressing really well. Denise approaches Ellie, revealing she's brought pyjamas for the youngster. Ellie warns her that if she really doesn't want to help then she'd best stay away, but Denise reassures her that she is truly eager to help in any way she can. She explains to her that she wasn't close to the young boy's parents, she probably didn't speak to them as much as she'd like, but she truly does want to help her young son. Ellie allows Denise to sit with the boy. 

At the Taylor household, we can see, as Billy described to Mitch, that Karen is going through pictures of Chantelle, deciding on which picture to use for her funeral. We can hear her softly sobbing as she looks through the pictures, to me - it looks as if she's looking for a specific one? She looks to the heavens with tears in her eyes, we hear footsteps approaching and Mitch walks in, seeing Karen on the floor he crouches beside her, they don't say a word, Karen acknowledges him and her sobs get harder and harder. Billy was right, they need each other right now. They have lost a child they both loved dearly, only they can understand how the other one is feeling. 

At the salon, Jack is seen looking for Denise, Sheree reveals to him that she has gone out and she has been holding the fort for her - for 4 hours!! Jack is clearly beginning to get suspicious of his girlfriend, where is she going and why is she being so secretive? Meanwhile at the hospital, Denise is watching over Raymond. She starts to speak softly to him as he sleeps, apologising for giving him up as a baby, explaining how much she wanted him to have a family who wanted/loved him. Suddenly the little boy wakes - "Mummy!" - Denise is shook, the boy is asking for his Mummy! Part of me thought she was going to start crying softly and perhaps even embrace the young child? She leans in slowly - only to be stopped by Ellie! Do you guys think Ellie is suspicious of Denise also?! Something is telling me she's going to figure out who Denise really is! She explains the child was asking for his Mummy and that she wasn't sure what to do, she quickly exists before things get any more awkward for her. 

Back on the Square, where the fun is still going on with Stuart being locked in the car, Jay is trying to jumpstart the car, after a certain amount of attempts, it's clear that the battery of the car is dead. Rainie groans in frustration, of course her groom would get trapped in a car on their wedding day! Suddenly, Ben appears with another fellow in tow! He explains to the couple that he is willing to marry them then are there, otherwise they'd have to reschedule for another day - I just want to mention how much I loved that one-liner by Stuart - "Who's the bowtie?!" - Rainie explains to him the situation and they both agree! It's clear they both love each other, what does it matter where they get married?! As long as they'll have each other, that's all that matters. Finally Callum shows up to his brother's wedding, asking what he's missed, Ben gives him quite a serious look as if to say "Where the hell have you been?!" Ben makes it clear to his boyfriend that he's been trying to get hold of him. 

Oh yes! I almost forgot about that - so much as has gone on in this episode tonight! As Max and Bobby leave the restaurant, they both appear to be thanking a journalist for interviewing Bobby and that they'll look forward to reading their article. Of course, Ian is wondering towards them and overhears what they're talking about, "What article?" he asks. Bobby informs his Dad how much of a help Max has been and that hopefully now they'll start to get donations for his sister's charity. As Bobby thanks Max once again, Ian warns him not to play games with his family. Max tells Ian that he's fond of Bobby, even though he's done wrong in the past, he's trying to turn his life around and do something positive, he states a very clever point - why would he want to play games? The only thing he's wanting is his money back and he warns Ian that the clock is ticking! 

Back at the Taylor household, Mitch and Karen are reminiscing about their daughter. It's quite a sad scene really, Karen has so many memories of Chantelle's childhood, while Mitch realises he should've been there a lot more for her. He starts to torture himself with thoughts of Chantelle calling for him as she was fighting for her life, Karen tells him not to think of such horrible haunting things! As Karen softly cries, she reminds him on what a beautiful girl they created and how much she will live on through her children. As they both share in their grief, they both lean in for a kiss - when suddenly Gray walks in on them! I don't know about you guys but I can certainly feel the tension between Gray and Mitch as they both look at one another - as much as Mitch wants to be there for Karen, he can't shake his doubts about Gray.

On the Square, Rainie and Stuart are finally getting married, it may not be as they imagined, but they are finally tying the knot! With Ben, Callum, Jay and Lola and all the locals gathered around the car. They are finally announced as husband and wife. It's a beautiful scene as everyone applauds the happy couple! Ben instructs everyone to head into the Vic for drinks and food! Callum watches as his boyfriend walks on ahead, he knows he's going to have to come up with an explanation. As everyone makes their way inside, Rainie decides to stay with Stuart (as he's still trapped in the car) - she then asks whether he wants to know about her surprise! It's then she announces to her new husband that she's pregnant! Honestly, I feel so happy for Rainie and Stuart, they're probably the main couple who deserve all the happiness in the world, after everything they've both been through in the past, they deserve to have a happy married life and to have a child. Why do I fear though that Rainie's pregnancy could be a difficult one?! Happiness only lasts so long in soaps! 

Callum finally re-joins Ben, of course Ben has been wondering where the hell his boyfriend has been! Callum lies once again to his boyfriend that he just got caught up at work, which is why he was running so late for his brother's wedding. Ben clocks onto the blood stain on Callum's shirt, what he says then rings truth, his police business is starting to look like Mitchell business! I guarantee, the first thing that is going to come across Ben's mind is, what has his Dad got his boyfriend into?! 

Please tell me folks, what do you think of this current storyline with Callum?! I'm really interested to know your thoughts! I hope you enjoyed this post, I apologise for it being up so late, but I hope you'll enjoy reading through it as much as I've enjoyed writing it! I'll be back on Thursday following Thursday's episode! Also I just want to give out a huge thank you to @artsy-highway​ for the shout-out earlier, if you haven’t already please give them a follow, another fellow EastEnders and Ballum fan who writes brilliant fan-fiction! Get on it! <3