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Tuesday 16th March 2021

Part Two

Hello again everyone! I'm back with the second episode of Tuesday evening, I have to admit I am super excited about this second episode, there was so much that happened in Part 1 that I am super excited to see what happens next. But before I dive into it, EastEnders have announced a new character is going to be arriving to Albert Square. Gwen Taylor will be joining the soap in the role of Violet Highway, Callum and Stuart's Grandma! It's been revealed that she'll be arriving later in the Spring. Something is telling me with Callum and Ben's recent engagement, is Ben interested in meeting the rest of Callum's family? Surely he's going to want to more than just Stuart at his wedding? I hope this will be the start of Callum and Stuart's family arriving to the Square. What do you guys think? Are you excited about EastEnders' new arrival. Does she know about Callum's sexuality? Is she going to be the beloved Grandma that we're hoping for, or maybe some kind of evil Granny? Please let me know what you're thoughts on this reveal!

Now focusing on the second episode of Tuesday evening, there's a hell of a lot more drama going on! The first thing I'm going to mention is Ash, it appears to be the day of her hearing. Understandably, the poor the girl is feeling nervous as her career hangs in the balance. As she sits in her pyjamas contemplating the day ahead, her brother Kheerat tries to lighten her up by suggesting that if things go to pot during her hearing, she can always come and work at the family business. However, the is something that Ash clearly doesn't want to do, she's her own person and has can look out for herself, she doesn't need to be given a job by her brother when she can simply find one for herself, although it was just a kind gesture. Plus she hasn't trained her whole life to be a nurse to then start making calls about pest control, right? Suki tries to persuade her daughter that she needs to do all she can at the day's hearing to make sure she keeps her job! 

Once again Peter feels like he needs to step in and help Ash at the hearing, he tries to lighten the mood by joking that they wouldn't let Ash lose her job because of her smile. As much as he's trying to be nice, Ash (and both I) feel like there's no time to be making jokes, I don't think he truly realises the extent of his actions have caused her. If he was to just wait and let a normal nurse on duty tend to him instead of pleading for Ash's help, this wouldn't have happened. But also I guess you could say that Ash should've stuck to her guns and not given him the pain relief whilst not on duty. As Ash agrees to let him accompany her to her hearing, it seem that that would be her huge mistake. Later as she comes home, she seems completely and utterly devastated and she reveals to her Mum that Peter made out that they were a couple, and as soon as he said that, nothing she said for herself was taken seriously in the hearing, meaning Peter could have potentially ruined her changes of getting her job back. As much as I hate to say it, I hope this makes Ash realise that Peter isn't the one for her. She can do SO MUCH BETTER than him! Even though Peter tries his best to apologise, even insulting Suki claiming that at least he's tried to do something to help whereas she has just stood and watched from the side-lines. Does this mean that Ash will lose her job for sure now? Or will Suki take it upon herself to somehow help get her daughter's job back?

-- The next thing I have to mention is Mitch and this adorable new doggo! After seeing it out again on the Square after Rainie shoos it away, he informs her that he's wanting to try and catch it to make Bailey happy, considering she's been so down as of recent, with it being Mother's Day and then losing Bronson, he wants to see his daughter smile again, and it seems the little pup is the one to do that. 

I have to say I do love Rainie, I love how she just volunteers Stuart on his behalf to help Mitch capture the dog. Of course Stuart has no idea what he's been roped into, as far he knows, he's being "Ace Ventura" for the day! I also just want to briefly mention how brilliant and comical the scene between Mitch and Stuart was as they were trying to catch the dog! As they slowly try to corner it, the dog has other plans and scurries from side of the park to the other, causing mayhem for both of them! I absolutely howled at the moment when Stuart suggested to Mitch that he buys his daughter a rabbit instead! It was brilliant comedy gold of grown middle aged men trying to outrun a young fast pup! 

Eventually the dog becomes distracted by some left over fast-food that's been thrown on the floor. Mitch grabs the opportunity to catch him, without any disruption he successfully catches the pooch! As he takes the pup home, little Bailey is over the moon to see a potential new family member, she becomes absolutely besotted with the dog in her life and names him Banjo (CUTE!) , however as soon as Karen appears the dog scurries away and Karen voices her concern to Mitch that they simply cannot afford another canine. Is it just me or did Karen say that family dog was Bronson? Meaning that they can't replace him? Again, being a dog lover and a dog owner myself, just because Bronson has passed away doesn't mean that shouldn't get another dog, they've given one day a life a happiness, why can't they give that to another dog? Bronson will never be replaced, he'll always be a part of the family. I can't understand Karen's negative response towards it, I'm hoping eventually she will come round and they'll be able to keep the new dog. What do you think? 

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Meanwhile, inside the Vic, after finding out that she has a long-lost brother out there, Sharon is alone in the Vic slowly packing her things away for moving out. It's here that Kathy decides to pay her a visit after they both found out the identity of the man they met at Gavin's memorial. The fact that Sharon has half-brother she's never heard of or met seems to be main focus of Kathy's mind right now. However, Sharon informs Kathy that at this moment in time, she's not really interested in tracking him down or reaching out to him, for all she knows he probably has no knowledge of her also, so why would she want to  jump the gun approach him? She makes it perfectly clear that she doesn't need any more men in her life, Albie is all she needs and no one else. 

Kathy seems a little disheartened by her decision, but deep down feels that maybe if she was to help get her Zack's number, it would be there for her if she was to change her mind. What harm could it do? As Kathy calls up Sally without Sharon's knowledge, elsewhere Kim is still trying to convince Sharon to have a leaving do for when she moves out of the Vic. As they have a brief discussion in the Vic, Sharon opens up revealing that there are still times she feels very lonely, she lost her son, her husband, her best friend - there really is no one else she can talk to except for Albie, and he's a baby! That's a point, do you guys think that Sharon and Linda will ever be able to rekindle their friendship? We know that Mick and Linda will be back behind the bar any time soon, so will Linda be able to forgive her friend and will they be able to build bridges? Who knows? With plenty of wise words from Kim, and a bit of goading as she's informing everything will be sponsored by her new business "The Foxcatcher!", Sharon agrees to hold a leaving party at the Vic. Just then, at her surprise, Kathy appears with a small piece of paper with a phone number, informing her that she's managed to get hold of Zack's number if she ever thought on contacting him. Do you think Sharon will reach out to her half-brother? Will he be interested in building a relationship with her?! 

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Finally, the main event of the episode, after the shock of Lucas's actions at the airport, the Fox family are eager to hear any updates that the police might have on Lucas and/or Caleb. However, it looks as if the mysterious phone call between Lucas and Jack from the previous episode has been revealed. Lucas gave Jack some information on where he could potentially find Caleb. As this episode begins, Jack is waiting to hear some news about a potential drug raid that the police have gone to, unfortunately to his disappointment, Caleb wasn't at the scene of where the drug raid took place. Did he escape or was he simply not there? Either way, Caleb remains out on the streets and wanted man. Jack of course is eager to catch him as he knows he's a threat to the Fox family and he knows he needs to keep them safe. 

Knowing that he has to face the music, Jack makes a visit to Lucas informing him that somehow Caleb got away. Of course Lucas is just as disappointed as Jack is, claiming that he pretty much handed him over on a plate, but unfortunately it didn't work out that way. It's here that Lucas claims that he actually had trust in Jack to keep his family safe whilst he was behind bars, it doesn't help however that Jack has been made suspended so his hands are pretty much tied. Meanwhile at home, Denise is fretting that her family are no longer safe, she voices her worries to Chelsea that she promised Phil that Raymond would be safe living with her and her family, but since Chelsea has returned, she has put all her family in danger, she also voices her concern that her relationship could be falling apart, due to Chelsea making a move on Jack. I actually did feel sorry for Denise at this point, I do hope that eventually Chelsea will see the error she's made of meeting Caleb. Interestingly, suddenly Chelsea gets a message from Caleb, but for what?!

Unbeknown to them, Caleb appears to be walking around the Square with his hood up as not to be recognised, he is a wanted man after all! As he approaches the salon, it's clear that he's looking for Chelsea, but before he can act upon entering or breaking in, Mitch catches him unaware and walks off in the other direction. Knowing that he's sent a message to Chelsea informing her to meet him somewhere, you can't help but think "Will she?, "Won't she?" - perhaps it may have been best for her to just ignore the message? But eventually she ends up meeting him in a secluded spot, as she confronts him she warns him that she's not scared of him anymore, suddenly Caleb attacks her by punching her in the stomach, for a moment I feared Chelsea was going to be in big trouble, but what happened next really took me by surprise! Out of nowhere, police rush onto the scene, surrounding Caleb, pushing him to the floor, handcuffing him with Jack making the arrest. It becomes known that when Caleb informed Chelsea to meet him, she actually decided to inform the police so they could finally catch him and arrest him, clever girl! The only concern on Chelsea's mind now though is that her Dad is going to be stuck in prison with Caleb and potentially some of his mates, could Lucas's life be in danger whilst he's in prison?!

Jack once again takes it upon himself to tell Lucas the good news about Caleb's arrest, informing him that his family will now be safe now Caleb has been captured. But he also voices his concern about Lucas's safety, proposing that he could pull some strings and get him moved to another prison, but interestingly Lucas informs Jack that he doesn't feel threatened by Caleb. He sounds reassuring as he states that he'll be fine knowing his family are safe. The one thing he does ask of him though, is to look after Denise. This conversation between the two really touched me in a way, Lucas admits his regret of not treating Denise right when they were together, he recalls how he made her life a misery. He informs Jack that Denise truly does love him and that he'd be happy to give them this blessing if they were to continue being together. With this, they both seem to have a mutual understanding and respect for one another as Jack leaves and tells Lucas to look after himself. Maybe Lucas's words began to repeat themselves in Jack's head? As he arrives back to the Square, he opens up to Denise admitting that he can't carry on the way they have been, almost making Denise believe that he's about to call things off with her again, but he makes the romantic move of actually proposing to her! I don't know about you, but I am super happy for the couple, they've been through so much together and they both deserve some happiness! 

The final scene of the episode however was deeply harrowing, didn't you guys think? Lucas is sat alone in his cell, privately praying. Suddenly he's interrupted by two inmates, one with a phone that seems to be recording. They inform to say "Hello" to Caleb, but as Lucas slowly puts away his bible and looks up to the prisoners, we get that sinking feeling that something horrendous is about to happen. I have to point out that the only thing we see is shadows, but the sound of violence. Has Lucas actually been attacked and left for dead?! I know there has been some speculation that Lucas is going to be killed off whilst in prison, BUT - I have to voice my own opinion, we didn't specifically see Lucas get harmed, we saw shadows and heard punches being thrown at someone, but with Lucas's history, I think he know that he is capable to look after himself. Even though he has worked hard to lead a better life, who's not to say that he won't be able to defend himself and potentially kill someone whilst in prison? I believe that Lucas will survive, after everything that's happened and such a huge character development, it would be devastating to see him killed off. Don't you think? 

Monday 22nd February 2021

Hello again everyone! Hope you all had a brilliant weekend! How are we feeling after Max's departure? It's going to be super weird now without him in the soap, what do you guys think? Have we gotten over the sadness of his exit or are we excited to see what the soap will be like without him? Let me know how you're feelings are about it!

Anyway, focusing on Monday's episode I'm going to begin first with Peter! After his stunt on the Square and almost knocking himself out, he appears to still be resting, waiting to hear from Ash. However, Kathy seems to think that instead of trying to get with a girl who's completely out of his league, he should focus on making a connection more with his brother. She mentions how much Bobby looks up to him and wants to be close to him. Peter at first seems really reluctant, but maybe Kathy's words soon ring true. As they're left alone, Peter suggestions to his younger brother that they should have a bro's night out! Bless Bobby, he of course completely agrees and you can see the look on his face how excited he is to be spending some time with his brother. Later on in the evening as the brothers are getting ready for their night out, Peter has a surprise visit from Ash, informing him that her career could basically be in the toilet as they don't seem to believe that Peter took the medication himself, so Ash is seeking to get drunk and forget about her worries, however I personally feel that that is no way to deal with the situation. She pretty much begs Peter to join her in her drinking plans, for a small, very brief moment, I thought that Peter would've done the nicest and decent thing and decline her invitation and spend the night with his brother, but of course he goes with her instead, leaving Bobby to spend the night with their Gran. I really feel for Bobby during this moment, as all he really wants is to gain some kind of close bond with his brother, but every time he gets his hopes up that things are getting better, Peter really hits him where it hurts and brushes everything under the carpet as if he doesn't matter. I hope that eventually Peter will come to realise how much he needs his younger brother.

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The second thing I need to mention is Ruby, she appears to be moving on from her ordeal with Stacey and Kush pretty steady-mindedly. Being the professional workaholic as she is, she's at her club keeping an eye on her staff and their customers. It's then that Dotty approaches her boss with an idea for the business. She knows that Ruby has a strong mind for making money, but her idea, I believe isn't the best one she's had. She recalls on the previous evening when Tiffany was being eyed up by a group of men, it claims that it has given her a good idea - in simple words, hire Tiffany as a show girl which would attract more customers and that way they'd make more money. However, Ruby makes the valid point that it could be classed as prostitution, but Dotty is convinced that Tiffany would be willing to do it as both she and Keegan are desperate for money. At first, Ruby says that she'll give the idea a think. But after a brief visit from Stacey, she changes her mind completely. Even though Stacey is convinced that Ruby has lied about other things, she decides to be the bigger person and apologise to her ex-best friend. Even though she claims that she wants to move on from their feud for Martin's sake. Maybe Ruby has come to realise that she needs to change her ways for her husband and her unborn baby's, maybe what Stacey said is true. Maybe she wants to better herself and do the right thing? As Stacey leaves she approaches Dotty and refuses to go ahead with the idea. Could this be the turning point in Ruby's life? Is she really going to start and try and do the right thing? What do you guys think?

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Next we need mention Kim and Isaac! At the beginning of the episode, Kim is sat in the Cafe as Isaac walks in and joins her. Kim happens the mention that she didn't hear him come home from a night out the previous evening, to which Isaac confirms that he stayed out all night and never did return home. Of course, being as fabulous and funny as Kim in, she begins to tease him that he might've stayed at a woman's house and questions when they'll be meeting his new mystery woman. However, Isaac is insistent that he's not interested in meeting anyone new, but this is where things seem to get interesting. Kim places a £20 bet that she'll be able to find him a date, with the money being a Scottish note. The first person she approaches is Whitney, but we all know that she and Kush are holding some kind of light or spark for each other, did you guys notice the little subtle flirtatious look between the two of them when Kim left?! The next person Kim finds on her travels is Lola, after finding out that Isaac the person Kim is trying to set her up with, she agrees to go on the date.

Later on at Ruby's club, Lola is sat waiting as Isaac arrives to see who his blind date will be, and I guess it's fair to say that he was overly happily to see Lola sat waiting for him. Things start off well, Lola and Isaac are laughing and enjoying each other's company, Isaac is telling her stories about his students. At first things to be looking really well for the young hot new couple, but as soon as Lola offers to buy a round of drinks, she places the same £20 note that Kim had earlier on the table, it looks as if Isaac puts two and two together and clocks on to the fact that Kim had paid Lola to go out on a date with him. Visibly hurt by this act, poor Lola has no idea what she's supposed to have done wrong, Isaac leaves the club and heads back home, confronting Kim about her actions. This is where he gets told the truth, the fact that he has made a huge mistake, Lola was actually happy and willing to go on a date with him, she only got the money from Kim because she was paid for doing her nails! Understandably, poor Isaac feels humiliated and possibly a bit guilty for running out on Lola, he hurries and sees her walking through the streets. Did anyone else notice that Sheree wasn't too keen on Isaac going out and dating? Even watching him by the front door as he caught up with Lola. Isaac admits that he actually does have feelings for Lola and eventually they agree to go on another date. I think I might've mentioned this before, but it's been revealed that Isaac is meant to be hiding something? Possibly a health secret? What could be wrong with him? Could it be why Sheree is so wary about him dating?!

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The final thing I have mention is also Phil and Kat! I still have no idea what to make of this new pairing, it's interesting as a simple fling, but I can't picture Kat being the next Mrs Mitchell! Can you?! Anyway, even though Kat and Phil seem to be enjoying their brief hook ups, it looks that maybe Phil is feeling a little bit guilty? Knowing full well that Sharon still holds a spark for her ex-husband. Sharon is still hoping that eventually she and Phil might get their romance back on track, especially considering the fact that he seems to be really looking out for her, regarding leaving the Vic.

Even though Phil, Sharon and Kat are one thing ... Who the hell is the new character that's appeared on the Square?! I couldn't catch his name, one minute I thought it was "Stan"? or "Stas?" As far as I could make out, Kheerat was proposing a job offer for him and offering more than what the Mitchell's were paying him. Eventually it came to light that this new character had been working for the Mitchells for a good few years. But now this is where things get interesting, whilst this new character was visiting Kheerat, Mo witnessed how dodgy everything between their meeting seemed and happened to mention it to Kat. Kat just happens to witness the new fella walking into the Arches after Mo points him out, now whether she's trying to do Phil a favour or trying to do the right thing, she sends a message to Phil, pointing out to him that the fella he's doing business with is also doing business with the Panesar's! It's then that Phil confronts his employee and mentions that he can offer more than what the Panesar's are offering him.

Later on in the evening, it looks as if both Kheerat and Suki are waiting to hear news from their new partner, but Kheerat is stunned when he learns that in fact instead of going with him, he's decided to remain with the Mitchells and begin the prospect of a new business deal. It's then that Phil walks into the Vic wanting to celebrate their new business prospect, and the barmaid Tracey offers him a drink on the house from Sharon. Kat witnesses all this interaction and overhears Sharon's offer. As she watches Phil from across the bar, she leaves the Vic. Is everything getting a bit too much for her? Phil notices her leave and follows to catch up with her, as he does so he thanks her for the tip off of his new employee/business partner. In an attempt to show his thanks he offers her a big handful of cash, explaining that it's her share. But Kat completely shrugs him and walks away, taking a deep breath. Is she actually falling for Phil? Is this more that just a fling for her?

Tuesday 16th February 2021

Hello again everyone! Hope you're all having a good week! As promised, I'm making sure I catch up completely so by the time tonight's episode (Thursday) is aired, I'll be able to review that tomorrow morning! That way I'm all up to date along with the rest of you! There's quite a lot going on in the soap at the minute, I'm really looking forward to seeing which direction the storylines will go! Monday's episode ended with a bit of a surprise - Phil and Kat?! Let's see if things follow up from that! Anyway let's jump straight into Tuesday's episode.

The first thing I'm going to focus on is Ash and Peter! So the episode begins with them returning from a night out, it looks as if they've been out all night drinking, as much as Peter is eager to keep fun going, Ash is adamant that she wants to go home as she's beginning to feel really rough. However, once again Peter still attempts to hit on her, I don't know about you guys, but is anyone else finding Peter, I don't know a bit, desperate? She jokes that even if he was to run around the Square naked, she still wouldn't be interested in him, but then her innocent joke turns out to be a bet, something which Peter decides to go through with. Later on when Ash is home sobering up, she receives a knock on the door. to her shock Peter is stood on her front door step, wearing a cape and joking gear, however, taking her up on her bet he decides to strip down to nothing, wearing only the cape and jog around the Square. Of course the locals, including Ash and Stacey enjoy watching the show Peter puts on for them, personally - I found it cringeworthy - I don't know, some people might've found it funny, I mean as respectable as the way it was filmed, I just found it cringey! But the one part I did find hilarious was when Peter got so far and actually ended up falling flat on his face! I have to admit, I did laugh out loud when that happened, not meaning to be harsh! It eventually becomes clear that Peter has really injured his head, so Ash takes it upon himself to rush him to the hospital, however this decision soon becomes her biggest mistake.

Whilst Peter is getting seen too, the nurse is constantly getting interrupted to handle other situations, Peter notifies that he's in agony and begs Ash to give him the morphine he's been prescribed. However, Ash knows full well she's not supposed to as she's not on duty, but seeing her friend pleading for the pain relief, she actually gives him the dose of morphine. Unfortunately, she should've stuck to her guns and not given him the dose, a nurse returns and sees the medication has been used, clearly someone has tampered with it or giving it to Peter without their knowledge. Peter claims to have done it to himself, but the nurse isn't convinced, Ash was the only one there who knew how to prescribe the morphine. Ash is in very very deep water right now, giving a patient medication, whilst not on duty, dressed in her pyjamas and also smelling of alcohol, this is not going to look good on her records. She ends up being suspended and under investigation! Peter has now caused his friend to be in deep trouble. I really don't know about you guys, but I really hope that Peter and Ash do not become a couple, I think Ask could do so much better than him! What do you guys think? Am I being unfair or do you maybe think the same thing? I've love to hear your thoughts!

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The second thing I need to talk about is Iqra! I really do feel for her going through all this, knowing that her girlfriend lied to her and that her sister has now moved away and is pregnant with someone who is stuck in prison for something he didn't do! But since finding out the truth, knowing that Ruby was also involved with the attack against Martin, Iqra is finding it really difficult to keep quiet. Whilst in the Cafe, she happens to notice Martin walk in and attempting to be the polite neighbour she asks how is wife is, acknowledging that she hasn't seen his wife for a while, but when Martin mentions that Ruby isn't drinking at the moment, Iqra makes a joke asking whether or not she's pregnant, of course the look on Martin's face says it all and Iqra is surprised to hear the news, she congratulates him regardless. Martin begs her not to say anything as it's early days in the pregnancy and no one else knows, as Martin makes a quick exit, Vinny appears and approaches Iqra as she's sat alone, she tries to appeal to her good nature, trying to persuade her not to give up on Ash, he understands her disappointment for being lied to, but pleads her not to punish Ash for standing by her family and for something that actually he did instead of her. As much as it hurts her, there's a brief look she gives that looks as if that she's think that what Vinny is saying is true, all Ash was doing was really looking out for her family, regardless of the horrendous outcome. Later on as she's leaving the Cafe, she happens to witness the events taking place in the Square, (Peter running around naked), as she watches on she notices Ash from across the Square cheering Peter on. Iqra knows that she can't see herself getting back with Ash, there's too much water under the bridge and she appears to be moving on anyway, it's blatantly obvious that Ash and Peter have been flirting and Ash has done nothing to stop Peter's advances towards her. Iqra decides to escape the scene in front of her and head to the Vic.

Later she happens to spot both Ruby and Martin. It looks as if enough is enough for Iqra, why should Ruby enjoy what she's got while she knows her loved ones are having to suffer, especially considering that Ruby is to blame for everything. She discreetly congratulates Ruby on her pregnancy news, however Ruby looks mortified. Martin informs her that Iqra guessed, it's then that Iqra drops quite few hints regarding that fact that Habiba is pregnant and alone whilst Jags in prison. Ruby doesn't even bat an eyelid, informing her that her family issues has nothing to do with her. Interestingly, Martin mentions that he's glad that Jags is prison, of course from his point of view his children could've lost their Dad becomes of what he did - ONLY JAGS DIDN'T DO IT!!! As Martin leaves the Vic, Ruby warns Iqra to stay out of her marriage, but Iqra knows that Ruby has gone way too far, eventually she gets the courage to confront Martin, visiting him at home, knocking on his door and revealing the truth, Ruby was to blame for his attack as she was the one who paid Vinny to rob the shop! It wasn't Jags who attacked him, it was Vinny, but Ruby is to blame just as much as he is! Will Martin believe Iqra? As far as I know, things aren't going to be looking good for Ruby, I believe her world is going to crumble around her. Do you think she'll deserve it? Will Martin confront his wife?! I'm really eager to see where things go from here!

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The final thing I need to mention is Phil! So during the previous episode, we saw Max searching high for low for type of documents of some kind, eventually he found a memory stick which hold all the criminal past of Phil! In this episode, it becomes perfectly clear why Max is looking for information on Phil, he takes it upon himself to give him a visit. He warns him that he has ever piece of criminal history on him on that memory stick, blackmailing him, teasing him that the police would have a field day if they got their hands on it. Phil knows he has to act fast in order for him not to pass it on to the police, he questions what Max is after, asking him how much money he is wanting in exchange for the memory stick. But Max isn't interested in money, instead he drops the bombshell that he wants him to sign the papers of the Queen Vic over to Mick Carter. Of course, in Max's mind, he's doing this for Linda - if he can get Mick his pub back, then Linda will be free to leave her husband and have a life with him. Unfortunately, I can't see it going that way. Phil is stunned and claims that it's not that easy as it's Sharon's home, but Max also states that the police will also be interested in learning what they both did to Ian. It comes to Phil's realisation that Max isn't messing around, he could ruin them if he didn't follow his instructions. Max announces that he'll give him 24 hours to get the papers signed over to Mick, otherwise the police will come knocking. Phil, at this moment, is kind of stuck in a corner. As much as it hurts him, he knows he has to inform Sharon.

Poor Sharon has absolutely no idea what's been going on. I find it funny yet awkward and cute that Sharon is hopeful in getting back with Phil. As she's chatting away with Jean, Jean acknowledges that she and Phil belong together - obviously, both of them are completely unaware that Kat had slept with him the previous evening. As Kat thinks on her feet, unless it's the guilt that's starting to eat away at her, she attempts to be nice to Sharon, mentioning that she could do so much better than Phil, she's a good looking woman and could have any young stud man she wanted. However, Sharon seems to take her compliment completely the wrong way, suggesting that Kat is mentioning someone like Keanu, who we all know she had an affair with. Kat tries to apologise but Sharon is having none of it, the two powerful women clash and Kat storms out. As she does so, she notices Phil waiting at the bar, it's then she mentions to him that she'll be ready for round two whenever he will be. Do you think Phil and Kat could become a new couple? Will this be more than just a romp? Who knows? Eventually Sharon notices Phil waiting at the bar, as she approaches him he asks whether they can talk privately. Jean eyes Sharon in a hopeful sort of way, getting poor Sharon's hopes up, but unfortunately Phil has only arrived to deliver the bad news. She's furious to learn about Max's threats and voices her fears about losing the place she loves most. However, Phil tries his absolute best to make her understand that having the Vic will not replace Dennis, plus the pub was bought with bloody money, how will she be able to live with herself knowing that? At least if they sign over to Mick Carter, everything would be legal and completely above board.

Monday 15th February 2021

Hello again everyone! Hope your week is going well so far! I know I'm a couple of days behind, but as promised I'll be making a post every day this week to make sure that I'm fully up to date! Part of me is thinking I'm getting a little too invested in EastEnders lately, not that it's a bad thing, but is it weird that I had a dream where I was actually part of the cast and I got to call everyone by their character names and real names? I recall the main two I was more friendly with were Kush (Davood Ghademi) and Whitney (Shona McGarty)! Crazy right?! Ha!

Anyway, there's a lot for me to catch up on so let's jump into Monday's episode. The first thing I'm going to mention is Ash, it's been a while now since we've seen both her and Iqra after they had split up, but it looks as if Ash is finding the break up more difficult that Iqra is. I mean, of course, it was her fault for lying to Iqra for so long so she's bound to feel bad. It appears to either be the day after Valentines Day and Ash is devastated to have spent it alone, as she mopes to her Mum and to Vinny, Suki shows very little sympathy towards her daughter, informing her that she'll quickly move on and forget about Iqra, however Vinny is a little more sympathetic and advises his sister to tell Iqra exactly how she feels. Taking his brother's advice, she decides to make a visit to Iqra after buying her a huge bunch of flowers in an attempt to apologise. Unfortunately, Iqra isn't as forgiving as she was hoping for, regardless of professing her love for her. Iqra makes it perfectly clear that once they once shared as a couple, is now dead, much to Ash's devastation! I have to say though, the one thing I have noticed is that no matter where Ash is, Peter is always lingering like a bad smell! Sorry, but I find it awkward, creepy and pathetic how Peter is kind of chasing after Ash, even though it's been made clear that she is a lesbian! But, I do fear that eventually Ash will fall for Peter's advances ... I don't know about you guys, but I don't really see Peter and Ash being a couple, I really can't picture it! What about you guys?

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The second thing I'm going to mention is Lucas and Chelsea. Even though he's agreed to transport the drugs to Ibiza for his daughter, he does fear the possibility of getting caught, especially considering the fact that he's meant to be on probation. When he attempts to voice his concerns to Chelsea, she has no sympathy for him and plainly demands that he needs to make sure he doesn't get caught! He tries to explain to her that he's doing the job simply for her, to keep his daughter safe. However Chelsea doesn't seem to care, it's fair to say that he's never really been a proper Dad to her, so why should feel a sense of thanks to him for doing this job for her. She mentions how he never took her on trips to the cinema or spoilt her with popcorn or takeaway food, she states that just because he's willing to take drugs to Ibiza, it doesn't make him Dad of the year! As much as those words hurt him, it looks as if they play on his mind, as later on when she arrives back to Lucas's apartment with information on when the job will be taking place, he notifies her of the lovely food and goodies he's gone to out of his way to make for her. He's really really trying, isn't he? He really wants to make up for lost time and try and be the Dad he's always wanted to be ... It's never too late right? Chelsea acknowledges the efforts he's gone through for her but mentions that it's going to take more than just burger and chips, but as she looks back to the glorious food, a little smile spreads across her face! You guys saw that smile, right?! She definitely smiled! ... So we know Lucas is going to be taking the drugs to Ibiza next month, what are we thinking is going to happen? Will everything go to plan? Or could Lucas get into trouble or even danger?!

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The next thing I'm going to mention is Max and The Carter's. After finding out the truth from Jack about the real reason why Linda decided to stay with Mick, Max seems to have completely done a U-turn! He spots Linda waiting outside the Minute Mart and takes his opportunity to approach her civilly. Without giving too much away that he knows the truth, he acknowledges that there's no hard feelings between them and that he completely understands her decision to stay with her husband. Linda seems thankful and grateful for him being understanding, but something tells me that when she finds out why, she's not going to be happy! Surprisingly, Max even greets Mick as he walks out of the shop, but of course Mick still holds some kind of hatred towards him so completely ignores the man and walks away. As Linda follows her husband, Max watches them walk away into the distance. Jack notices his brother interacting with Linda and voices his concerns on what he might've said, but Max reassures him that he never said anything, but the one thing he does mention is that he claims it's obvious that Linda still wants him and she's only with Mick out of sympathy! Unless Max is desperate for the woman he's fallen in love with, I really don't see how he is able to convince himself that Linda still wants him. Mick and Linda, Linda and Mick - they fit together like a hand and glove - even though they've had many ups and downs, I truly think that they are going to be a couple which EastEnders will never break apart. They belong together, I'm sure the majority of you must agree?

As the Carter's get back to their apartment, Mick comes to realise that every time he sees Max on the Square, the thought of him being with his wife intimately is going to haunt him, he admits to Linda that the only way they'll be able to move forward is if they sit down and she tells him everything that happened between them. Of course Linda feels that this might make things worse, does her husband really want to know the details of her infidelity? But Mick seems more than willing to just sit and listen to what she has to say, Linda stresses the fact that it wasn't Mick's fault, but she explains that whilst Mick was struggling with his past and wasn't talking to anyone, she felt like she was being pushed away, almost as if he didn't want her anymore. She states that she got pushed away so close to the edge that she very much wanted to have a drink, and Max was there to stop her from taking that drink she so desperately wanted. She claims that it was just a friendship to begin with, but each time she tried to get close to her husband, he wouldn't open up or lash out at her and she ended up falling into Max's arms, just because she wanted to feel wanted, loved. I actually found this moment quite upsetting but yet really touching, they come to the conclusion that all the really want now is each other, Mick wants his "L" back and Linda wants her "Mick" back just as they used to be. Meanwhile, as they are having this heart-to-heart, Max appears to rummaging through all sorts of files and documents, desperate to find something. What an Earth could he be looking for? Eventually when he sits down to his laptop he finds a document on Phil ... What on Earth does he want with Phil?! I'm sure guys know already, but I'm finding it a bit intriguing. We know he's desperately wanting Linda back, but what has that got to do with Phil?! I'm looking forward to finding out!

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The final thing I'm going to talk about is Sharon and Phil! After everything they've been through, regarding Dennis and Ian, Phil and Sharon are trying to move forward and put everything behind them. It's fair to say that they both share a love for a young boy who sadly lost his life, Dennis seems to have been the main thing which has brought them back together. They had agreed to go for a meal that evening, even though Ben overhears their discussion of their plans and feels the need to voice his concern to his Dad, warning him that she'll only be after his money! But Phil being Phil, he tells his son not to worry and let him worry about his own concerns, he knows whether Sharon will be legit or not. Regardless of his Dad's warning, Ben seems to worry that after everything Sharon has put his Dad through, she simply isn't good enough for him! As Phil heads off to meet Sharon at the restaurant, he can't help but notice she's being chatted up by a young male - as he watches them from a distance, as much as Sharon is laughing along and the interaction being quite innocent, it looks as if he can't get past the fact that it reminds him too much of her and Keanu. I mean, it's understandable, right? 

He decides to head off back to the Arches, leaving Sharon to wait in the restaurant alone. However as he makes his way back to the building, Kat catches up with him, acknowledging that he had a promised her a decent car earlier in the day to help her get to her cleaning job, but the one he left simply isn't good enough. Being typical Kat, she mentions that she wants a refund, but of course in brilliant Kat-like way, she pushes up her breasts and pouts her lips. As Sharon realises she has been stood up, she takes it upon herself to track down Phil, eventually finding him in the Arches. She bangs loudly on the door and he responds by opening the door ever so slightly, enough room for him to peak his head through. Phil apologises that he shouldn't have left her sitting on her own but admits that he couldn't bring himself to have dinner with her, with everything that happened after Keanu, he still doesn't feel he can go back there with her. Regardless of that, he's still going to make sure the Vic will remain in her name, that is what he has promised her and mentions that he will not break that promise! As much as she appreciates his promise, when she slowly walks away from the Arches we see a small tear fall down her cheek, maybe she really did want things to work out with Phil after all? Only, without her knowledge, as Phil closes the door and looks back into the building, Kat makes herself known as she reveals herself wearing mechanic overalls with just her underwear underneath!

Thursday 14th January 2021

Hello again everyone! Hope your week is going well so far, I'm really looking forward to reviewing today's episode! I feel there's a lot of emotion and drama going on in the soap right now, still so many secrets and lies to be exposed! I do believe that a new EastEnders trailer has gone out, I have say it looks absolutely brilliant, very exciting with confrontations between Frankie and Mick and then Ash and Suki!! Ooooo it's all going to kick off!! I'm really looking forward to seeing what's due to happen within the next couple of episodes! But back to this episode, I won't waste anymore of your time and jump straight into it!

Okay, so there's a few things I want to talk about. The first thing I'll mention first is Iqra! I do get the feeling that her relationship with Ash is kind of on the rocks, they seem to be disagreeing on things a lot. Plus Ash seems to have a big interest in Peter all of a sudden! During the scene where Iqra and Ash are sat alone in the Cafe, Peter enters and no surprise, Suki follows after a while. However as Iqra and Ash make themselves scares after Suki makes a comment on them staying up too late the night before, did anyone notice that she implied that she and Peter had slept together?! Peter orders himself a drink, to which to interrupts and offers to pay for it, telling him to enjoy his drink - to which she made a disgusting comment that she "Enjoyed" her time with him the previous night! Firstly - Ewwwww! - I don't know what your opinion is on Peter and Suki, but personally, I really don't like it! But I do have a feeling that Iqra is going to have another love interest soon! - The new girl at the Prince Albert - Mila! If she is going to become a regular character and we're going to see more of her, I think it would be nice to give her a storyline. We've already seen her beat Kim to win a job at the Albert, also seen her chatting up Frankie, and now she's been introduced to Iqra. What's not to say that Iqra and Mila begin get grow a close bond and eventually fall for one another? It would be nice to see Iqra in a happy relationship, as I feel right now, she's not happy with Ash. What do you guys think? I'd love to hear your thoughts on this possible theory?!

The second thing I want to talk about is the Carter's. Shirley is determined to find her little sister, much to Gray's frustration and panic. Before Mick arrives to accompany her to the police station regarding her attack on Katy, Shirley makes a call, which is later to be revealed as one of Tina's friends, as she desperately tries to search for her sister. As she does so, Gray is looking even more worried, for his own sake. He tries to convince her not to make any calls to Tina as it will makes things look bad on Tina as well as Shirley herself! Later when Shirley and Mick arrive back from the police station, they both inform Linda that Katy isn't going to press charges on Shirley for her attack. (Deep down I'm thinking it's because she doesn't want her own crimes being revealed!) But it's during this moment, when Mick and Linda begin to fret that Tina still hasn't been in touch with any of them, Shirley reveals to them that she actually received a text from Tina, informing them that she actually had attacked Ian. Instantly, things don't make sense to the Carter family, they believe that what the message is saying isn't true. But Mick makes the valid point that even if they don't believe it, they have no proof to show that she actually is innocent. It's then that Linda takes a huge gamble and requests to speak to Max. Since Linda ended their fling, Max has been down in the dumps and moping ever since. So when he gets a message from Linda asking that they talk, he goes round to her apartment when no one else is around. She informs Max that she's sorry for the way she treated him, but regardless of sticking by her husband, she does still care for him and treasures his friendship. But she then turns the subject onto more important matters and informs him that she's worried about Tina, even though that Tina has sent them a message almost admitting to attacking Ian, the only way to prove that it wasn't her was to give the police the weapon. Now we all know that the weapon used to attack Ian was the blue Lucy Beale Award, which Max ended up stealing and burying in an attempt to save Linda. The big thing here is, is that Linda is basically asking him to give up the weapon to put Tina out of the frame, but I don't think she realises that it could make Max look guilty of attacking Ian instead, and Max makes a very valid point here, even though he cares deeply for Linda, he refuses to go back to prison for anyone! Why should he also help her family after what's happened between him and Linda? I get Linda is just trying to help her family, but honestly - I think she needs to find another way, approaching Max is the wrong way to go about it.  

Thirdly, let's talk about Martin and Ruby, shall we?! When we first see them, Martin appears to have gotten off the phone to, I'm assuming, Sonia or Bex, and he happily informs his wife that he's going to be going away to see his daughter. Ruby has a face like thunder, she is clearly unhappy and as soon as Martin tells her his plans, she has the audacity lie once again to him to reminding him that she's pregnant. I hate to say it but I loved the way Martin responded with "I didn't think I'd have to ask your permission to see my daughter!". Ruby states that since she's told her husband about her pregnancy, he hasn't shown her the slightest bit of interest, however Martin puts on a front saying that he's happy that she's carrying his child, but as he leaves the room, we can see that he still doesn't feel right about it. However, later on Martin bumps into Sharon with little Albie in the park. As they begin talking, Martin reveals to her that Ruby is pregnant, even though it wasn't planned. As she congratulates him, he questions how show manages to cope, knowing that her son Albie was born on the same day she lost her other son, and also happens to mention that he never thought he'd see the day when she and Ian would be married. It's at this point when Sharon has to put on a front and basically lies to Martin, informing that even though it wasn't the future or family that she had planned, somehow it works for her. Her words must play on Martin's mind though, as later, returning to Ruby, she's alone in the house and reaches for a bottle of wine from the shelf, only to be interrupted by the front door opening, she quickly puts it back. Martin enters and comes with a peace offering, he reveals he has bought some baby items such as a baby grow, little boots and a teddy and informs his wife that she'll make an incredible Mum. Ruby seems completely overwhelmed by his surprise baby gifts, but the realisation sinks in when she realises she has to pregnant fast, before Martin becomes suspicious! What on Earth will she do? Could she convince Martin to sleep with her? Or would she have to take extreme measures and get pregnant by somebody else?!

The next thing I want to talk about is Sheree and Patrick. Trying to avoid the situation which is happening with her husband, Sheree is keeping herself busy at the salon. Cleaning things making everything look absolutely spotless, regardless of the fact that her first client isn't due for a long while. Suddenly Stacey and Jean enter, announcing that it's Jean's birthday and she's eager to get rid of the dark eyebrows that Mo has applied for her. Sheree takes it upon herself to help Jean out and stating that she has all the time in the world to help her. During Jean's time in the salon, Kim steps in and confronts Sheree about not visiting Patrick in the hospital after his stroke, she states that if she doesn't step up she'll be disowned by family. Jean witnesses this confrontation and sees the devastating look in Sheree's eyes, she takes it upon herself to console the poor woman and informs her that families can be hard to talk to if they don't understand the upset and hurt you're feeling. It's then that Jean begins to tell Sheree all about Daniel and his aspect of life, regardless of knowing he was dying from cancer, he lived every day to the full and didn't let it get him down, he was strong and was right up until the very end. I believe it's these words which really hit home for Sheree, after Jean's wise words, she rushes to the hospital to be at her husbands bedside. Meanwhile poor Patrick has been asking Isaac for his wife, even questioning why he's there when she should be at school - however what Isaac says really moves me, "I have to be here for my Dad!" - Is this the first time he ever called Patrick "Dad"? Even so, it was so moving, the look in both of their eyes was so warm. Eventually Sheree arrives at the hospital, Patrick is happy to see her but also informs her that he doesn't want her to be his carer, as that was not what she signed up for when they got married - however, Sheree informs her husband that she won't be going anywhere, she's going to remain at his side during this knock back in his health, but informs him that he will be taking all the medication he needs and following the doctors instructions.

Now, I've mentioned her already but I need to talk about Jean, we need to talk about Jean. I've said it before and I've said it again, what an absolutely inspirational woman! Regardless of coming to terms with her own personal situation, she's still wanting to help out everyone around her, previously it was Dotty and Iqra, today it was Sheree. I have to be honest, I absolutely LOVED the fact that she talked about Daniel again, even though he was such a small part of the soap, his role was very very important and he plays such a huge part in Jean's life, we need to make sure he's not forgotten, and Jean continuing to talk about him is just perfect, even if it is quite sad. After getting her eyebrows fixed and getting dressed up in another gorgeous dress (She's been wearing some stunning dresses recently!) she begins to record a video of herself. At first, I know it sounds silly, but I genuinely thought she was doing a video for Daniel, even though he wouldn't be able to see it, I just thought it would've been a way for her to still kind of talk to him, if you get what I mean? But as she continued the video and talking to the camera, I think it became clear that the video she was recording is actually intended for Stacey and the rest of the family. In the video, she announces that devastatingly that she feels in herself that the cancer has returned, even though she hasn't had it confirmed, she can feel it. Not only does she announce this but she also states that she's taken the drastic decision not to have treatment this time around, she wants to live the rest of her life to the full and be just like Daniel. She doesn't want the family to worry and to accept her decision. I did find this very emotional to watch, I mentioned this in my previous post but I can't applaud Gillian Wright enough for her performance as Jean, she is absolutely incredible actress. The only thing that plays on my mind though however is that, I would be incredibly devastated if they were to kill her off. Jean has been such a breath of fresh air in EastEnders, even during her absolute lowest moments, everyone loves her and wants her to fight through the toughest times. I truly believe that the Slater family will be lost without her, the whole Square would be lost without Jean - Oh I love her so much!

Monday 14th December 2020

Hello again everyone! Hope your week is going well so far. I believe there is so much going on in the soap that I have missed so many important moments, I'm hoping over today and tomorrow I'll be able to catch up! Firstly, I want to reveal two pieces of news which I have found out recently. I'm not too sure how much truth there is in these reports, but one being that there will be an episode where Ian has a flashback of the night of his attack, interestingly the flashback will revolve around Ben!! What is it that he'll remember? Also, again I'm not too sure what truth there is in this but Ian's attacker will be revealed on Christmas Day! Christmas is always an exciting time for soaps, its when secrets are revealed, hearts are broken and the drama is absolutely explosive! I also believe that Christmas Day will also see the return of Lucas Johnson and Chelsea Fox - THAT I am incredibly excited for!!

But before we get over our heads, lets focus on Monday's episode. Wow! Another brilliant episode! I'm going to start with Ian and the rest of the Beale family. Ian has finally been allowed to leave the hospital, as he arrives back in Walford in a taxi, everyone watches him as he arrives back on the Square. I just want to mention how amazing this opening scene was. Everywhere he turned he saw a possible suspect - Max, Ben, Tina, Suki, Kheerat, Peter, Stuart and Rainie! His eyes are in complete panic as he realises that it's someone he knows who attacked him. It's brilliant how every suspect stares at him with evil eyes, making it even more unnerving and leaving the viewers guessing who the hell the guilty one is! I don't know why but I just really loved the opening scene, I thought it was absolutely brilliant!

Is anyone else loving the fact that Kim is back? Sorry but I just have to mention how much I love her character, I have truly missed her bubbliness, her banter, everything! Every scene she's in she just sparkles! She's absolutely fabulous! I am thrilled to have her back on the Square. I love how "subtle" she is when it comes to her asking Denise for a job at the salon. She makes this brilliant statement that she's ready to come back and focus on her "Career", especially now little Pearl's Christmas list is miles long! Unfortunately, Denise is unable to give Kim her job back straight away, and of course in typical Kim style, she laughs it off and insists she didn't mean straight away, just at some point in the future! However as much as she puts on a front to her sister, deep down we can all tell she's a little bit disappointed. Only later on when she's in the Cafe, again brilliantly she has a word with Kathy regarding the possibility of Tina going to prison (which we can't even say for sure yet!), Kathy may be stuck with staff. But when Kathy suggests her working at the Cafe, Kim lets out that brilliant squeaky laugh and proposes she has a role at the Prince Albert instead, to her surprise, Kathy agrees and tells her to go there the following day. Is it just for a trial? Something tells me that Kim would look fantastic working at the Prince Albert, it's completely up her street and she'd fit in perfectly! I can't wait to see scenes of her working there!

Another important moment I want to reflect on, revolving around the Beale family, is Bobby. Kathy approaches her Grandson and asks why he confessed to crime that he didn't do. You can see that she's trying her best to understand her Grandson's actions, what thoughts are going through his head? What made him confess? As she tries ask him many questions, Bobby seems to get frustrated, he seems to think his Nan will ever be able to understand his ways. Even when she tries to get Callum in to help talk to her Grandson, Bobby isn't interested at first but Callum puts him completely at ease - as he's pretty much just talking to a mate - Bobby finally feels comfortable in telling them about his feelings. Callum recalls his fellow army cadet having PTSD that it would cause him to act in the way Bobby does, count, check things multiple times before leaving the house, but when Callum suggest it could be OCD - it kind of makes me think that Bobby could have either of those conditions. OCD or PTSD - to say Bobby hasn't experienced trauma would be completely and utterly wrong, so it would make sense that it could be PTSD. (I'm hoping the true meaning for his condition will come to light very soon!) But interestingly, when it comes to his "Convulsions", I believe that's the term Kathy used for it, she questions whether it has something to do with his religion or whether it's something else, however Bobby admits to his Nan that he feels it's just something he has to do. But when Kathy suggests he tries to speak to his therapist about it, Bobby reveals that his brother thought it wasn't a good idea. This news shocks Kathy, that her Grandson knew about his brother's condition and did nothing to help, not even mention it to any of the other family members. She rushes to find Peter, finding him on the Square. Now this is where everything takes a horrible, yet interesting turn - As Kathy confronts Peter, he reveals that he actually enjoyed seeing Bobby suffer, he admits he can't forgive his younger brother for what he did to Lucy, and to watch Bobby suffer by tearing himself apart, he secretly loved it! Peter has gotten completely dark since he returned to the Square, he clearly has a deep hatred for his brother - then again, is hatred the right word?! Either way, Peter seems to be holding a lot of anger towards his family right now, as all the commotion is happening on the Square, Ian and Sharon run out to see what's happening, it's then that Peter focuses his anger towards his Father, revealing to everyone that he stole money from his supposed favourite child! Of course finding out your twin sister being your Dad's favourite must be devastating to hear, but he can't believe his Dad would stoop so low to steal from his own dead daughter. But interestingly, he then turns to Kathy - blaming her for everything that's happened to the Beale family, stating the fact that she left and everyone assumed she was dead - whilst Peter is having his rant in the middle of the Square, Ben notices the commotion from a distance and sees Peter insulting his Mum, Ben takes it into his own hands to confront Peter and pushes him to the ground. Now this is where things get increasingly tense!! Ian watches in pure fear as he watches his brother stand over his son! Ahhhh so this is where the flashback I was speaking about earlier happens, Ian has a flashback of the night of his attack, we see Ben standing over him (although not holding a weapon I have to add) and stating the words "You had it coming!". Suddenly Ian seems to instantly put two and two together and states that it was Ben who attacked him! Not long after Ben is arrested for attempted murder, Ben tries to voice his innocence but he's quickly forced into a police car and he informs Jay to get hold of Ritchie as soon as he can!

In other parts of the Square, Kush has been released on bail after giving himself up to the police. Kat is pleased to see him, but livid that he gave himself up behind her back. Kush admits he's literally trying to do the right thing for his family and maybe after a couple of years behind bars, he and Kat might be able to move away and start a fresh away from the Square. However, when Kat delivers to him the devastating blow that Phil only paid them half of what they're owed from the robbery job, Kush isn't happy! He takes it upon himself to pay Phil a visit, but what happens next is very intriguing. Kush informs Phil that he hasn't reported any of the Mitchell's and it's only right that he pays the rest of the money they're owed. However he does want one thing from him, he wants support from Phil - I'm assuming that means money or something of that kind? - to help him and Kat build a future for when he leaves prison. But Phil insists that if he's going agree to help him, then Kush has to do something for him in return. Later on when Kush reunites with Kat, he informs her that Phil has given them the rest of the money they're owed, but there's a catch - for them to be able to receive his support for a better future once Kush leaves prison, Kush has to take the rap for other dodgy dealings and other petty crimes that they've taken part in, which could mean that Kush might be behind bars for a lot longer than first anticipated.

The final thing I want to focus on is the Carter family. At first, Mick's day seems to start off happily as her gets ready to take little Ollie to school. (Again, I just need to mention how bloody adorable the little lad who plays Ollie is! He's so cute!!!) Only as soon as he gets ready, Linda walks in and insists that she takes their son to school, they make very little small talk as she mentions that she's working. Mick questions her whether Max can't handle working on his own, in way making small dig at her co-worker. She then informs her husband that Max in fact has a day off, insinuating the fact that she probably wont be any where near him. With that Linda leaves with Ollie and Mick is left alone once again as he tries calling Katy. Whilst Linda and Mick get on with their day - Mick trying to get hold of Katy and Linda working, and very much flirting, with Max (even though he's not supposed to be there) - Tina is trying her absolute best to track down this mystery pizza boy, who turns out to be the only one who can give her an alibi. She's searching high and low, calling all sorts of different companies in an attempt to locate this pizza boy. However, it's only when Shirley suggests she tries approaching local companies, she may have a better chance of finding him. Taking her sister's advice, she approaches Max in his restaurant asking whether he may have some knowledge about who the boy may be, Max tries to be considerate and help her out but acknowledges that he's busy but may not find the time. As Tina takes her leave, she notices the body language between Linda and Max as she watches them from a distance, she notices how cosy they look and how flirtatious they're being together. Something doesn't sit right with her, so she takes it upon herself to inform her brother, of course being sisterly she thinks she's doing the right thing in informing him that his wife could possibly be having an affair. However, when it comes clear to hear that Mick is already aware about his wife's fling with Max, she's become more shocked at the fact that he's not doing anything about it, and just letting it happen. She voices her concerns to her brother, informing him that she's done everything she can to help him because she loves him, but every time she reaches out he throws it back in her face. She leaves, leaving Mick desperate to speak to Katy once again, this time he informs her he's going to reveal everything to Linda about what he's feeling.

On the Square, as Mick makes his way to find his wife, Katy stops him in his tracks and asks him to get her drink before he makes any rash decisions. Something doesn't fit right with me, why did Katy rush to meet him? He's been calling her all day and yet all of a sudden, when he reveals he's going to open up to Linda, she comes running! However what happened next really shook me, Katy is even more evil as we first anticipated. Mick reveals that his marriage hasn't been good for months, how he and Linda don't even speak to each other anymore. There used to be a time when they told each other everything, but since Frankie and Katy turned up on the Square, things have changed drastically. Mick reveals he wants to get things back on track with his wife, he's fretting of loosing her to Max, he wants to save his marriage before it's too late, and maybe if he was to finally come clean to his wife about his recent feelings and emotions, it may help. But Katy completely and utterly manipulates him by stating that there isn't anything left of his marriage to save. She voice that Linda has already moved on, the fact she's cheated on him with Max means that their marriage is already over. I am completely stunned to what she's telling him, feeding lies into his ear - completely manipulating his thoughts. She's twisting things so her evil dark secret won't come out, that's what it is!!! I do fear though that Mick will agree with her, at this moment in time, Katy seems to be the one he's counting on - not realising her dark evil twisted ways.

I feel like there are so many twists and turns at the moment, I have no idea what's coming next! I, personally don't think Ben attacked Ian, or at least I'd like to think it wasn't him. Something tells me Ben wanted to confront Ian but my guess is that Ian had already been attacked when Ben arrived at the Vic. Ben was the first to see him on the floor, he didn't act to help his brother - hence why he said "You had it coming!" - as he was out for revenge also, but to keep himself away from the crime scene, he quickly left the pub. That's my theory anyway! I do think it could be Peter, Kheerat or Sharon! Regarding Katy - I hope her evil past is revealed soon - I don't know how much more I can take of seeing Mick looking so depressed and lost. Not in a fed up way, but how horrible it is watching a character who's incredibly well liked by the community and all his family, just deteriorate so much and push all his loved ones away and dealing with something so horrendous all on his own - and not talking!! I mean, Danny Dyer has been fantastic during this storyline and I honestly can't wait to see how it all comes to light!

Friday 11th December 2020

Hello again everyone! Hope you've all had a good weekend. I apologise this post is late, I feel over the weekend the news about Barbara Windsor's death got me more than I had expected and I just didn't feel up to writing anything, also working 2 jobs as well can get in the way of writing this blog. But I'm now going to focus on getting this blog up to date. Hopefully come Thursday this week, I will all up to date with the blog and EastEnders. Thank you all for your on-going support and patience.

So let's jump into the episode - oh my it was another jam packed one wasn't it! Firstly, I just want mention Bobby and what such a brilliant actor Clay Milner Russell is! The beginning of the episode I found really intriguing. Bobby stood in the police station, waiting to be questioned, he is absolutely convinced that he's to blame for his Father's attack. At first you seem to think it really was him - he confesses by basically saying that it's his fault that his Dad got attacked. However as Jack continues to question him, it becomes aware that Bobby truly isn't the one to blame for the attack on his Dad. I don't know whether it has something to do with his mental health or OCD or religion, but he truly believes that because he didn't count the correct amount of numbers, he's to blame for his Dad's attack. I can't applaud Clay Milner Russell enough, having to come into a new role (even though he's been in the soap for a while now) without having any previous acting jobs, and to have been given such a gripping storyline - it's pretty impressive I have to say! I think it's easy to say that Bobby can be cleared a suspect, as it's come to clear to us a viewers and to Jack, being a police officer, Bobby is mentally unwell and maybe needs to be assessed, why does he think he's to blame? Just because he's gotten into a ritual of counting and he firmly believes that if he counts to a certain number, everything will be okay. It must be his OCD making him believe it? I hope he'll eventually get the help he needs as it's quite clear he needs it.

The second thing I want to mention is Rainie!! She's finally returned to the Square after disappearing for about 48 hours (or maybe more)! Her poor husband has been going out his mind with worry, leaving her countless phone calls and text messages, you can understand his relief when he's finally reunited with her. However it's not long before a police officer approaches them and inform them they're needed at the station for questioning. Firstly, Rainie appears to have no idea what has happened on the Square in her absence, she appears to be shocked after hearing the news about Ian. Only the interesting thing is, later on in the episode, she's on her own walking to the Cafe, when Callum spots her and hurries to have a word with her. When they're sat together and Callum is asking her all sorts of questions, it becomes clear that she's knows more than what she's letting on. She informs her Brother-In-Law that she told the police that during the night Ian was attacked, she was in fact at home with her husband watching Deal Or No Deal - (Is that even still on TV?!). But when Callum asks her further questions she responds with "No Comment!" - as if she doesn't want to give out any more information, or maybe to hide the fact that she does know something? Later on in the episode, Rainie appears to have cleaned herself up and had a wash as Stuart returns home from the police station. Rainie starts to beg forgiveness from her husband after leaving him in the lurch the way she did, and also not responding to his messages, I think we can all tell that she simply hasn't been with her Mum's - had she been sleeping rough? Or maybe gone to a hostel of some kind? Her face is in complete worry and concern as she panics her husband might've thrown her under the bus. Stuart softly questions her statement to the police, about them being home together, she nods tearfully. He then drops the bomb that he in fact gave the police the exact same statement - he was at home with his wife watching Deal Or No Deal! They both jump for joy in unison as they believe that they're alibi's are clear and that they've helped each other.

This episode seems to be all about alibi's doesn't it? Another person who's fretting about their alibi is Max. After pleading Linda to tell the police that they were together on the night in question, he seems to be having second thoughts? He visits her at the laundrette and she informs him that she told Jack that Max with with her. However, Max reveals the one thing that we didn't know earlier, that they didn't spend the whole night together, just part of it. So in all fairness, what did he do for the rest of the night? Where did go? Who did he see? As much as he seems grateful to Linda for giving him the alibi, later he informs his brother Jack, not to listen to a word she has said. It's quite interesting that he's chosen not to accept her alibi, as Jack states, the whole entire Square will be pointing at him and questioning him! Max admits that he can live with being looked at and gossiped about. Part of me is thinking is he doing this for Linda?! Is he doing it for her sake as he doesn't want to be the reason for her and Mick to call an end to their marriage?! It is an interesting one - why would Max not snatch up the alibi whilst he can? Or is he really a proud man and is certain that he has nothing to hide - so why would he need one? I don't know, I am simply guessing at this point. I'm just simply giving out my thoughts on what Max could be thinking.

Meanwhile, whilst all this is going on in the Square, sweet Honey has come up with an idea to hold a community Christmas dinner for those who have very little on Christmas Day. After what happened with her son, Will, shoplifting for his poor friend, she feels that maybe this should be the time when everyone rallies round together and help the community. She pulls in Jay and Isaac to help and even Billy agrees to help by asking Max if they could use the restaurant as a venue. I think this is a lovely idea and it seems only perfect for Honey to be the one behind it, as Jay explains she can cook and she seems to be the only one who cares. If this community Christmas Dinner takes place, it'll be very interesting to see on Christmas Day, that's for sure. Either way I'm looking forward to seeing it come together and have Honey be right in the centre of it, as she well deserves to be after what she's recently been through! Could this Christmas Dinner in fact be the start of her blossoming romance with Jay? (Yes! I'm still convinced it's going to happen - sooner or later!)

Looks like there are still people who are still needing an alibi, specifically Tina and Ben. Even though Tina admitted to hitting Ian, the main thing is is that their encounter happened at the Beale household and not the Vic. After being questioned, it was revealed that Tina went straight home after her punch up with Ian and the only person who will be able to vouch for her for would be a pizza delivery boy who delivered pizza to the wrong house. Since then, Tina has been trying to track down the pizza boy but to no avail. She spots Jack on the Square and asks him about Ian's condition, which we then find out is that he survived his operation, much to her relief. However it's then that Jack states that Ian isn't out of the woods yet, plus the main fact is, if Tina can't find the pizza boy for give her the alibi she so desperately needs, she will remain a suspect. Whereas Ben's story hasn't been mentioned yet - as far as we're concerned, no one knows when Ben was when Ian got attacked, the only thing that's known for sure, is that Ben did leave the pub that night - but did anyone see him? Will anyone really be able to give him an alibi? Callum perhaps? If it comes to it that Ben doesn't have an alibi, will Callum fight for his boyfriend and possibly give him a false one? Who knows? Things still yet remain to be seen when it comes to Ben, what do you think?!

Does anyone else think Sharon is acting very shifty?! Since agreeing to marry Ian, I am so convinced that she has something to do with Ian's attack - or maybe she knows more than what she's letting on. the thing that really stood out for me was when she and Kathy were talking to Ian just before he was due to go in for surgery. She happened to mention something along the lines of "I'm waiting for my wedding ring!" - what a thing to say just as someone is about to go into theatre! The thing that pops into my head as soon as she says that, is that as soon as she gets the ring on her finger, she'll basically own half of what Ian has - I'm guessing. I am still SO convinced that she's learned the truth about Ian's involvement in Dennis's death, that she is definitely out for revenge. If killing him hadn't worked, she will go to the next best thing and take him for everything that he's got! Even later on the in episode, Kathy questions whether Sharon will have their marriage annulled, as everyone knows she doesn't love him the way he loves her. However, interestingly, Sharon admits to Kathy that after seeing Ian pleading to her to marry him, she explains that it's become clear how much they need each other, and especially him during this tough time he's having. For her it's not a case of she won't annul the marriage, but she can't. In all seriousness - what's the difference?! Or am I just missing something? Don't you guys agree though? Why on Earth would she marry her best friend after just a few weeks prior to rejecting him?! She must be out for revenge or something?!

Right so, the Panesar's are also looking shifty! On the Square, it looks as if a van has some interesting with regards to Ian's attack. Kheerat is walking along the street as he watches with great suspense at the police investigating the vehicle. However it's only later on when Jack visits the shop to question both Suki and Kheerat about their whereabouts on the night in question, Suki reveals that she was at Ruby's club. Which, I guess is try - as we saw she was sat at the bar, but how long was she there for? Could she and Kheerat have cooked up the plan to attack Ian together?! However, when Jack takes an interest in Kheerat's whereabouts, Kheerat reveals that he wasn't even on the Square at the time of the attack and just happened to be out of time in a meeting. But then, to his surprise, Jack questions the vehicle in which he drove to the business meeting and whether there was some kind of accident. He then drops the bombshell that the van has been taken for testing as there had traces of blood found on the vehicle. Instantly you can see Suki and Kheerat have a panicked look in their faces, as Jack leaves the scene, Suki seems to lay into her son about being careful, however Kheerat informs his Mother not worry as he will sort it. Later on in the episode, we see a hooded figure enter some type of building after entering it in some kind of alley way. As Kheerat enters his office we see a hooded figure sat in a chair waiting for him, he mentions to the unknown figure that the police are sniffing round and asking them dodgy questions. Suddenly the figure removes his hood and we see that it's actually Peter!!! He asks why the police would go the Minute Mart, but as their conversation continues it looks as if Peter and Kheerat are more involved together as they are in the attack than we first believed. They agree to give each other alibis!

So what the heck does this mean?! The only thing I can think of is that both Peter and Kheerat had it out for Ian and they both went to the Vic for the same reason, but maybe things got out of hand and one witnessed the other attacking Ian? I'm unsure. I don't think they would've planned anything together, I do think they crossed paths purely by accident and because of their mistakes of getting caught, they basically have no choice but to give each other an alibi. So - who do I think attacked Ian?! Sharon, Peter and Max are on the top of my list. However I could be wrong, as we still yet to hear/see Ben's encounter of the evening. My opinion could change over the coming episodes, I do not however, think it was either Bobby or Tina - I feel I can positively rule them out! I'm feeling a little unsure when it comes to Stuart and Rainie, I'd like to think it's not either of them, but like I said - who knows? My views could change.

Thursday 10th December 2020

Hello again everyone. I realise this will be my second post of the day, after the cliff hanger from the previous episode, I feel I need to see what happened next. Plus it'll give me a chance to catch up quicker than expected. I hope you'll enjoy this blog post.

The episode starts just where the previous one finished off, Ian is proposing to Sharon as his family, Bobby, Peter and Kathy, walk into the hospital to witness him asking her to marry him. Everyone is completely stunned at the scene in front of them, poor Sharon looked incredibly awkward and uncomfortable. Ian states that he wants to make sure that Sharon and Albie are looked after, unaware that his sons are behind him as he says these words. The both seem pretty disappointed and devastated to hear that their Father is focusing on another child, which isn't even his, and ignoring them. They both leave the room with long faces. Only Bobby seems to appear more fearful that his Dad is going to die, whereas Peter appears angry at his Dad's latest decision on making Sharon his wife. Peter tries to reassure his young brother and informs him that he needs to stop making himself look guilty - guilty of what exactly? Does Peter know something about Bobby that hasn't been shown or mentioned yet?! Peter's main concern is that if their Dad does marry Sharon, she will end up getting every penny that he has! It's this point that Kathy makes herself be known, as she appears to have overheard Peter's outburst, it's at this interesting moment that Peter admits that he knows he's not been mentioned in Ian's will - it's then that Kathy drops the bombshell that in actual fact, Bobby is in Ian's will as Peter is in fact in her own will, so they've both been included in wills to make it easier on each other them. Peter looks incredibly surprised, almost awkwardly stunned, like he's been put in his place and being proved wrong. But something tells me that Peter is hiding something, a guilty conscious of some kind? I don't know! Suddenly Ben appears and asks what's going on, they reveal to him that his brother has proposed to his step-mum! Very awkward really! Ben is quite surprised by the news and makes some funny comment regarding Ian's bang to the head.

Returning to the Square, Stuart catches up with his brother and deeply apologises to him for dropping the blame on Ian's attack on his boyfriend. He explains that his head has been all over the place as of recent. Callum accepts his brother's apology and informs him that everything is okay between them. It's then Stuart reveals the news that he actually has heard from his wife, that she had been staying at her Mother's and would be returning very soon. Everything is looking great until Callum excuses himself, as he disappears, Stuart grabs his phone and dials Rainie's number again, eager to get hold of her. Instantly it becomes clear that Stuart still has no idea where his wife has gone. I'm assuming he used the excuse of her being at her Mum's just to keep her out of the police's eyes. However it is suspicious how she goes missing just after Ian has been attacked. The longer she spends away from the Square, I think the more she'll start to look guilty.

In other parts of the Square, Kat is searching for Kush. She enters the Cafe in an attempt to find hi, however she finds herself bumping into Jack. If you remember, they hadn't seen each other since she wacked him over the head with a CD player before she and Kush made their escape. Jack closes in and informs her that she could be in big trouble for assaulting a police officer, but I just love how Kat responds to him. She gives him a sarcastic apology and basically states that it was a knock on the head with a plastic CD player, it's clear he's not had any lasting damage. But when she attempts to the leave the Cafe and continue searching for her boyfriend, Jack drops the bombshell on her that she won't find him, because he's handed himself in to the police, must to her shock. As the episode progresses, Kat seems to confide in her family about Kush has done, altogether they speculate why he's acted this way. Kat states that Kush going to prison was never part of their plan. Stacey informs her cousin that she needs to sort things out with Phil, otherwise if he finds out Kush has gone to the police, he will be on their backs constantly. Kat knows her cousin is right, later on she approaches Phil. He already appears to be aware of Kush's actions, she reassures him that Kush wouldn't grass anyone else up to the police. Phil warns her that if he does, neither of them will see the rest of the money they are owed.

Returning to the hospital, Ash voices her concerns to Iqra about how Bobby has been acting since being at the hospital. He appears to be more on edge than anyone else. Iqra tries her best to convince her girlfriend that Bobby wouldn't have had anything to do with his Father's attack, it just doesn't seem like him, especially what he's been through the past few months. Later on Iqra and Bobby are alone talking, she tries to coax him to eat and maybe go with her for a prayer. But Bobby is clearly on edge, fidgety and speaking words which really aren't making sense. Iqra can't quite understand what her friend's saying, she questions him what he's done, but he simply replies with "I've done nothing!" - but I do think he's hiding something deep down, him and Peter have some kind of unspoken secret going on, I'm sure!

At the Minute Mart, Honey and Jay are discussing the fact that Honey's attacker Paul has been convinced of his crimes against her, plus with further evidence finding him with assaulting other women. Jay appears very pleased to hear the news, Honey very softly thanks Jay for being there for her in recent weeks, she admits that she probably wouldn't have able to have coped without him. I know I said this a couple of weeks back, but I am still convinced that there will be a love story between these two. It may take a while to get to, as EastEnders is focusing on the Ian story right now, but give it a bit more time, and Honey and Jay will end up getting together, I'm sure of it! Would you like to see them make a go of it?! Suddenly, Suki yells as she catches Honey's son, Will, shoplifting from their store. She instructs Honey to call the police on her own son. Honey is deeply embarrassed as she tries to talk to her son about his actions, especially when Suki is dropping harsh digs stating that children take after their parents. Interestingly, Will mentions that he was just doing what himself and his Mother did during lockdown, giving out food to people who need it more than them, like they did during the lockdown. Only the interesting thing is, Will points out that the food they were giving out was past their sell by date! As soon as the out of date stock is mentioned, Jay questions sarcastically to Suki whether it would be worth calling the police, that way they could report her for selling out of date goods. Suki looks quick to change her mind and states that there's no reason for the police to be called, she simply informs Will not to do it again. However, I do think Suki is going to have it out for Will now - we did hear some news that she would make an enemy of the young boy, will this situation escalate?!

Finally back to the hospital, Ian is feeling like a fool after proposing to Sharon, and not receiving an answer. Even though he answered my questions from my previous post - he reassured Sharon that he and Jane are no longer married as they divorced months ago. But Ian didn't really pick the best day, considering that Sharon and Phil are finalising their divorce. Ian is left alone with his thoughts until Sharon reappears with a hospital minister, Ian looks a little confused, but she finally gives an answer to his question and agrees to marry him. Now, my main question is - WHY?! Sharon has made it perfectly clear that she doesn't love Ian, so why on Earth would she agree to marry him?! Just so he can help provide for her? Make sure she's safe? Or is there something more to her decision?! As Sharon stands by Ian's bedside, they are in hand-in-hand as the minister marries them. I can't help but notice the awkwardness Sharon is visibly feeling as she kneels down to kiss her new husband, almost as if she doesn't want to kiss him at all. As the minister pronounces them as husband and wife, Kathy and Bobby walk in to witness the events taking place, both of them in absolute shock. Kathy voices her concern, especially that Ian isn't thinking straight after having trauma to the head after his attack, but Ian is quick to stick up for himself and his new wife - only as he does so, the hospital alarms begin to ring and Ian looks in visible pain. Everyone rushes to Ian's aid, poor Bobby is completely overwhelmed by what he's seeing and suddenly he begins to shout - apologising to his Dad and confessing that it was him!!

The two main things that cross my mind during the final scene, what did Bobby mean that is was him? What was him? The attack on his Dad? Or did he mean something else?! For some reason, with Bobby's mental state, I'm not so sure that it was him. I am however am starting to believe that Sharon may have something to do with it. What if she has found out about Ian's involvement in her son, Dennis's death? What if she attempted to kill him in the pub, but with that not working, she's come up with a new strategy to accept Ian's proposal and basically take everything from him. Take everything he owes and get her revenge, take him for every piece of penny he has. He's already admitted that he'll give her the Vic, but what else would she want? I'm sure she is woman who's out for revenge and she will want to make him pay for his involvement in her son's death.