#minty chronicles

Just that something greater may be there As it may be I’m on the Pursuit of Happiness

MintyKid

I keep running and searching for my home. I honestly don't have one. I find resting places within the safeguard of others. In the arms of a man, on the shoulder of a friends, in the embrace of people I rely on. You say it's my home, but it really isn't. Fabrication and lies that I once believed, but many times, I've been deceived. Searching; Driving around endlessly burning my energy while I search for what is mine. When I'm at home, it isn't. My sanity is never sane. I dream of many times stabbing myself in hopes all this numbness just disappears. While I rest in there, in my asylum, rest assured, I'm not distributed. When the keeper of life knocks on the door, another routine of the norm has to happen; again the fiends enter. The place I call my sanctuary is never clean. Always stained by the prints that are not mine. Atmosphere shrouded with the this tasteful greed. As the days come to an end, I can't enter. The more i just want to be away from it. I become insane. I just can't take it anymore. For my spirit wants to be alone. At zen to clear my thoughts. Just to reset and start over again. That I can't. Stress pulls each day. The burdens of living are at bay. I just want to drown many times. Just to hope I never breathe again. Everything gets too overwhelming. I just wanna hide. But I can't. It will never happen. How could you hide when the seeker always knows your spot? Well, I just wanna die. Lay flat and never open my eyes again. It's just easy it seems. Deal with the mess. Just end it all right now. Let me forever hide. From that I know, I'll always be safe.

MintyKid

Let's rewind Let's turn back time I'm not done yet I'm not ready to leave I don't wanna erase this smile Flourishing feeling of happiness Forever stay imbedded in me No this isn't a dream This fantasy came alive Carrying me to the waken bliss Pure endless ecstasy The smile was real My face forever glowed I link my arms around yours Pumped adrenaline to my heart I laughed A child like laugh Youthful and pure As each moment took it's place I don't want it to end To keep replaying the scenes I'm the director Each moments won't be perfect to me Let rewind Turn back time Edit more moments Let it last forever Like a favorite song on repeat The joy as it plays thru your ears Emotions of glee hearing it again Living it forever until I want it to end God please give me the power to rewind Never to change the happy moments Just to always relive them again -MintyKid mintychronicles

What are you searching for? As your mind runs rapid for answers You draw straight blanks What are you running from? You begin to utter airless rebuttals Believing those are the answers Could you become one with yourself? Hurried agreements Without much thoughts taken Experience the thought of oneself Plaster solitude to your being Relax and enjoy your company You come into this world alone You leave this world alone Learn to embrace the thoughts within you Why so? A time will come where you will be alone To suffer alone The ones you love that loved back won't be there You're on your own From your joys to your sorrows Celebrate alone Stop searching for entertainment There no greater company Than the entertainment within yourself Embody the lonely feels The boredom Meditate with the time Dance to the thought in your mind You grow a little when you stop running Freezing the time to look around you Embrace it Love it Humor it The day will come when it will slip through your hands When there is no turning back The future has cast its stone So, what are you searching for? -MintyKid mintychronicles

A dozen roses Just for me Filled with your love The twelve times you say you love me While it lasted It just was a dream Those crimson red roses Defining your passion Holding the stems Touching the thorns Not a chance to bleed the joy The beauty of roses Imagine to lay eyes on To watch wilt away The petals fade those fond memories While passion lives on Sweet smell of nature Dancing as I inhale and exhale Petals graze my nose Stimulating me with excitement and lust With the blink of the eye Rush is gone Idly I stand Cold as I feel Empty handed I am View the world again Behind the glass Glare at the dozen Those twelve roses Resting in the vase Dream to touch my hands Moments Memories Love Never will bless my heart Those passionate red roses Are really home for another Another memory Another's fantasy pleaser I turn away and sigh I guess it will be another year Dream of the fantasy rose They could be mine Maybe it will be next year My dozen roses -MintyKid mintychronicles

-MintyKid mintychronicles