"Ten years ago, my life was going downhill. Close to suicide. I think I really wanted It to wake up and kill me. Took me all day stumbling around in the dark. I found one right away. In the drain trap. The other one, the one that hit Pennywise, was lodged in a crack in the wall. ...I figured we might need that kind of help again one day. When I got out, I kinda got my life together. The only change was this. Almost overnight. ...Fear. Bill. If you decide not to use those, if you leave... I'll understand."
















