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Yes, thatâs what I need on another homeoffice Tuesday. I love how you can arrange the letters of the ABC in a away that almost makes me cry.
I just need you to know that the phrase âHow you arrange the letters of the ABCâ had me rolling, thatâs amazing.Â
notesfromtheidiotbox replied to your post âLet it Lieâ
Well, fuck me then. This was heartbreakingly brillian.
thank you so much! Iâve been sitting on this idea for awhile.Â
vassekocho replied to your post âLet it Lieâ
Gaaaaaaaaah no words, just emotions
THANK YOUUUUU
madegeeky replied to your post âLet it Lieâ
I love this. All this. Though you're also kind of an asshole because excuse you, how dare! But this wonderful and I loved every minute of it, of Minako's desperate to make this easier for both her and Haruka when there's nothing that can do that.
Thank you! I always thought that the idea that MIna always has something that she can try to do, even if thereâs nothing, was a good one. She canât fix it, but she can talk the both of them through it.Â
madegeeky replied to your post âLet it Lieâ
I love the juxtaposition between the lyrical serious quality of the second to last paragraph and then brutal straightforward almost light hearted simplicity of the last sentence. Just amazing.
Thank you so much! I love doing circular shit.Â
power-of-a-name replied to your post âLet it Lieâ
âYou know what? You saved Michiru. Thatâs the truth, because I said it is. No one has to know.â So good!!!!!
Thank you! Truth is a moving target! Sometimes facts matter less!Â
keyofjetwolf replied to your post âLet it Lieâ
Well I am definitely not crying and glad you're in the kitchen and hoping you don't come in here. Nope, not me, no ma'am.
Soooo, gimme more of the transseiya stories, like, finding allies in H&M over time, discussing surgery, etc etc....oh my god so many thoughts in my head.
Haruka stares at their phone. Itâs unnervingly quiet. Has been since about three minutes ago when it rattled its way across the kitchen table. They havenât taken their eyes off it after its little dance. Something about it all just itches. They donât get calls from her and especially not at this time of night. It definitely hadnât been an accident, either. The call lasted unanswered for too long and cut too short for it to be anything but a bail out.Â
Haruka chuckles at the idea. âCourse she would cower out.Â
Bzzt! The nervous dance begins again, as if on cue. Almost as if it knew they were talking shit. Haruka lets it ring. Unhurried, they glance at the digital kitchen clock. Two in the morning almost always means a call for help. And Haruka is nothing if not a sucker. Damnit.Â
They pick up on the last ring.
- - - - - - - - - - -
âYou know, the parkâs not exactly open this time of day.â
Seiya jumps as Haruka sits down on the bench next to her. That was satisfying. Even more so as she scowls in answer.
âWho closes parks?â Seiya mutters darkly. âMakes no sense.â
Haruka shrugged. They tug at their jacket zipper, trying to settle in. Itâs kinda spooky, being in a park at night. Theyâd always thought so. Even back in the days they used to patrol with Michiru, waiting for The Silence. Something about the absence of movement where there should be. They try to shrug the feeling off, only partially successful. Seiyaâs not exactly good enough company to ward away the chill of an empty playground.Â
âSo whatâd you bring me out here for anyways?â Haruka asks. âIâm assuming not for a smoke?â
Seiya shoots them a sideways look, black brows scrunching together. âYou smoke?â
Haruka shakes their head. âMichiru hates the smell.â But Makoto likes the company, they add silently. The memory of the last late night conversation drifts by. It makes some conversations easier. Something to get rid of the nervous energy while talking. And Seiya looks like she could use the help.Â
She sits almost completely on the edge of the bench. Elbows on her knees and heels hovering off the ground like sheâs preparing any minute to launch herself into the darkness. Seiyaâs normal low ponytail is missing the normal neat, careful wrappings and Haruka has a sudden image of her bolting out of whatever hotel room the Starlights found to crash to meet up here.
âWh-â
âWhere are you staying?â
Seiya blinks, mouth half formed around words cut off at the breath. âWhat?âÂ
âSorry,â the corners of Harukaâs mouth pull tightly downwards. âYou just looked soâŚâ They shrug, looking her up and down as ways of explanation. It didnât help the sudden self-consciousness sitting over the both of them. Why were they doing this? âAre you guys, like. Safe? Or something?â
âWe got back a week ago,â Seiya says slowly. Her eyebrows almost meld together in confusion. âThe Prin-â The word breaks off, jagged and sharp. Seiyaâs scowl at the ground seems to watch it fall. A muscle works in her jaw. âKakyuu insisted on finding a place of our own this time. Iâm staying at the shrine.âÂ
Haruka nods in sympathy. âItâs hard giving them space,â they agree.Â
Seiyaâs hands clench around each other for a moment. Two. And then tension slinks away into the night with a sigh. She looks tired. With sagging shoulders and a too distant gaze, she just looks beat. Haruka watches from the corner of their eye as Seiya slowly sweeps the hair back from her eyes. More than just a trip across the skies - although they knew nothing about what that was like - or even for the time of night.Â
âHow do you do it?â she asks after a while. A small question. More of a confession really. Like someone pushing the words from her lungs. Itâs enough to make Haruka swallow back the snappy response that sprung to mind. Instead, they settle for a sigh. A smoke would really help this conversation.
Their leg bounces in the silence. âYou just kinda,â they start, mulling it over. âI dunno. Deal with it, I guess. Accept you canât control what they do.âÂ
âBut what aboutâŚâ The muscle in her jaw works and jumps as she chews over words. âBut canât you? To a certain point? So people just listen more? See you better?â
Something lights up a corner of Harukaâs mind at the desperation in the last bit of that question. Almost a nagging familiarity. âTheyâre their own people, dude. We canât exactly be everything they need all the time. And they donât want us to be.â
âNo, I donât mean -â Seiya curses something. A clipped, almost hissing noise of language that settles into a low moan of sorts. It could be anything, but swearing in all languages feels the same to Haruka.Â
Itâs different watching someone else flounder for words. Does their leg jump as much as hers does? They know for sure they donât mutter through things. Maybe thatâs the consequence of needing to translate. Honestly, itâs a little grating. They stuff down the urge to reach over and still her bouncing leg, to cut off the strange, rapid sounds. But without an outlet it only gets worse, they know. So they wait. And wait.
What feels like hours later thereâs a pained sort of noise. One thatâs not entirely otherworldly. âIâm just,â Seiya starts, voice catching on a strangled breath. The words are slow, almost like her tongue canât quite remember how to form the words. âIâm tired of feeling like this. Like Iâm lying everyday to people when I go out, lying to myself saying itâs fine. And I miss how it used to be before-â A reflex swallow and air breathes into Seiyaâs hands. One slow, long breath that whistles through the space between skin. âBefore everyoneâŚâ
The nagging familiar light finally erupts into clarity and Haruka openly stares now. Really watching. Michiru always teases how long it takes them to really notice whatâs going on and maybe, maybe Harukaâs been oblivious this whole time on this bench. But a memory of before - Seiya, bold, brash, and bigger than life that first night they met and every night afterwards in that stupid red suit. Cocky and carefree in a backwards hat, shoulders back, proud and daring the world to try anything - blares bright compared to now. The way Seiyaâs shoulders tuck in, the way those blue eyes bore into the grass below, the desperation of being seen as beforeâŚ
Well, it just all rings a bit too familiar.
âBefore everyone found out,â Haruka finishes. Seiya flinches the smallest bit, chest curling inwards, nose scrunching in pained frustration. Fingers flex. Forearms stiffen as the words linger. Thereâs a nod, robotic and halting, gaze determinedly fixed on the middle distance of the dirt.Â
Haruka sinks further back into the bench, their own eyes skywards. Silence is good for thinking sometimes. Wait around long enough and the right thing to say will show up for you to use. Right now, though, maybe not so much. Especially since Seiya seems to wind tighter with every passing moment next to them. The bouncing leg has stopped, trading in for the coiled tension when Haruka first sat down. They let it happen - old habits die hard and itâs still a little fun to let Seiya stew - but eventually. Eventually the too familiar wins out.Â
âYou can go back, you know,â Haruka says towards the stars. âTo Before, I mean.â
Seiya begins to shake. From the night chill or the idea, Haruka canât really tell, but it brings an urge to do something to soothe.Â
Thereâs a sniffle. A breath a bit too hard. âIt wonât be the same,â he finally says, voice hesitantly sinking into that low skip that takes Haruka back to an after concert dressing room. Different from the rest of the conversation. More like Seiya they know.Â
âNope.â Seiya doesnât jump at the hand on his shoulder. Only unwinds. Relaxing at Harukaâs touch like a house cat settling in. A first for everything, as they say. âItâll be better.â
michiruspet replied to your post: I saw this idea in a fic rec compilation and I...
Doc. I really want you to sit down and write some good Grace/Dani stories. Please.
I donât ship them! I mean, i am into Grace being into her, but Dani met her when she was a child and Dani was an adult and for PEOPLE NAMED DOC, WHO ARE ME EVERYONE CALM DOWN itâs really squicky and I canât. So it would never be reciprocated romantic!Â
kumeko replied to your post âfor fluff prompts: haruka making michiru laugh for the first time?â
Michiru's so human in this scene, the way she's teasing Haruka, the way Haruka replies back. It's such a real moment, it's beautiful
THank you! I generally write them as being established and together and all that, but sometimes itâs fun to rember when things were fragile and uneasy
michiruspet replied to your post âfor fluff prompts: haruka making michiru laugh for the first time?â
Pesto is a hate crime to every type of pasta. I love when Michiru is human, and I love how you write her. That she can just âbeâ around Haruka, and not put up a facade, doesnât have to. So cute.
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thoughtfulfuri replied to your post âHaruka, 28: Who do they see as their best friend? Their worst enemy?â
Omg I love this answer so much. Feels and hehe's
Thank you! I had a lot of fun answering it
madegeeky replied to your post âalso for fluffvember i am dying for you to do 21 ("box of childhood...â
Oh, I love this. I love how much Michiru loves this pieces of Haruka's childhood, I love how surprised she is by it. I love her affection for the guinea pig picture and her softly touching blankie. Jut so soft and beautiful
Thank you! Michiru isnât really sentimental for herself, but I think she can be terribly so for other people, especially as she chills the fuck out.Â
verbforverb replied to your post âalso for fluffvember i am dying for you to do 21 ("box of childhood...â
i love them contributing to each other's growth, haruka learns it is OK to be SENTIMENTAL, michiru learns it is OK to EXPRESS AN EMOTION, their house is FULL of TOY CARS. all very good.
This is all great but I need you to know I laughed so hard at âTheir house is FULL OF TOY CARSâÂ
michiruspet replied to your post âalso for fluffvember i am dying for you to do 21 ("box of childhood...â
I gave away my last three guineapigs last week and now Iâm sitting here crying. Anyway, the story is cute as always, and I love it.
IâM SORRY I LOVE THE PIGGLES
sailorsunspot replied to your post âHolding Hands, Reinakoâ
love this, love them love little shit mina and cool chill proud Rei-chan. Fantastic!
It is also MY drug
sailorsunspot replied to your post âHolding Hands, Reinakoâ
ALSOOOO
sailorsunspot replied to your post âHolding Hands, Reinakoâ
i love the observation made of how people grow from the ashes, it seems so particularly perfect for this part in your au, swirled in death and destruction but with the promise of something more! Change is often violent and sometimes great!
Yes! Thank you so much! The whole point of my MaS world isnât that everything turned out great, but that even with a difficult ending, itâs still abeginning, and they can take that and be happier than they ever imagined themselves.Â
michiruspet replied to your post âHe wakes with a start. Convulsing. Gasping. Clawing for something...â
Poor boy, I want to roll him up in a blanket and feed him his favorite cookies. Poor baby.
these kids have trauma and we donât talk about it enough imo. Honestly the last surviving people of an entire planet??? and theyâre like 16/17?????? thatâs gunna fuck you up
moonlight1130 replied to your post âHe wakes with a start. Convulsing. Gasping. Clawing for something...â
This was really captivating to read. The opening descriptions of flailing and fighting against something are so emotive and I love the flow and pacing of it.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! While I do wish I could actually like. Sit and write things that were actually story length more often Iâm really proud of my short works especially when they actually, you know, work.Â