#michean

anyone remember this

The second the word god or jesus came out of his mouth, ESPECIALLY if its a swear, his ears should’ve started ringing. he can feel something watching him out of the corner of his eye, randomly, when he takes a sip of alcohol at a bar, flirts with a woman, walks down a dark street alone. Flames of every candle or fire he starts in a graveyard lean towards him. Pious catholics start reaching out to touch him on the street for no reason. Dreams where he’s held in place and forced to watch the creation of universes, glowing, burning holy light consuming him. He forces himself to go out every night like normal to hook up, but he starts feeling dirtier every time. Whispers in his ear throughout the day of his name, the lord’s prayer, yes yes yes yes. Doesn’t he know how perfect he is, how loved? Unwelcome, unnatural peace the second he walks into a church. He’s so empty, why not just sit and pray for a while, rest those weary eyes and hands. i could go on

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and up there somewhere chuck is doing the same thing i am now. making up some more bullshit

dean noting distantly that sam kisses like john, because dean taught him how to kiss, and dean learned by watching (tasting) john. every kiss from his brother is like a breath of his father's, bringing his memory back to life. it wasn't a surprise when sam turned dean around, right after he lost jess. dean was used to being the lost blonde of the season, greedily taking whatever touches he could get. after all, turnabout is fair play.

*boom*