#mereder

Missing my beautiful #mersister one of our wise funny sweet kind #merEder #EchinaceaGoldfish #goldenfishtwinzee🧜‍♀️🧜‍♀️ @susangardner5300 thinking of you sending lots of love 🧡🧡🧡 looking forward to seeing you again next #capecodmergathering💦 (at Cape Cod, Massachussets) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFtzdT4nSrV/?igshid=1r40vac35qth6

New entries of February! =D

So like today is not my day. I have a horrible cold on top of my allergies making it hard to breath & with my luck my inhaler decides to run out on me. Oh yeah it feels like I’m going to start my period these are cramps are killing me. I woke up weighing 139 like wtf? I was 136 the other day. Am I retaining water? Cause I look puffy af. Got no workout in today which its totes upsetting me, but I can't even breath so working out is not a possibility. Not trying to die.  AND I have a shit load of hw to due & I have no idea how to  do it! Finals are coming up in a couple weeks my stress level is at shaven head Britney Spears rn. I can honestly go for a shot of tequila but I don't think it will solve any  of my problems. I’ll probably will be way more chill than I am rn.  Can today please be over? Like I just wanna sleep and start fresh tmrw! & Omgg Greys is on tonight! I seriously don't think I can watch it cause I can’t live with out Mereder! Like how is Mcdreamy gone? All the OG’s are almost gone. If Mere goes I go. Like I almost stopped watching a couple years back when Lexi and Mark died! Any ways I need a break from everything. A vacation or something. Cause I feel like the whole world is crashing down on me. My dad and I are on such bad terms. Mom is on business she needs to come back. My brother is turning into my dad  little by little everyday and thats not a good thing. Fuck the guy I was doing so well with! He dropped me no explanation nothing just stopped talking to me out of no where. I thought we were going to be together. I still like him. Everything has been so bad lately, I know that its gonna get better sooner or later. I just have to wait it out and keep fighting through the bs to get to the good shit.

But Mere being Pregnant was the icing on the cake

Is Sandra Oh coming back for the funeral episode? How would the writers explain if Cristina wasn't around for Meredith in this horrible time? After all, even though Alex took over the role as Meredith's person, Cristina is her soul mate.