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Enji feels a wave of emotion wash over him—something akin to nostalgia that he's struggling to place. A sweet, fruity scent assaults his senses while sifting through the pile of fan mail he's received over the past six months, a perfume he recognises but hasn't smelt in years. Despite being the new number one hero, Endeavour doesn't get much fan mail, or have very many fans at all. The envelope is pink to match the strawberry scent that's attached to it, addressed to him in a curly, almost immature handwriting, surrounded by various colourful and glittery stickers. He stares at it, face like stone. Inside the envelope is a letter written on a lined sheet of paper. The edges are messily torn on one side, likely pulled from the binding of a notebook. Your handwriting is equally as messy inside; cute, natural and uncaring. Hey number one, It's been a few years, hasn't it? I hope you still remember me. We should meet up sometime and you can buy me my first drink now I can legally drink. Call me whenever you're free from hero work ♡ ♡♡ melk ♡♡

Everything is canon around the selfship. Enji loses Touya, has a rocky relationship with all of his kids, still married to his wife. I'm an additional piece a couple of years before but we meet up and start having an affair shortly after All Might steps down as a hero and Endeavour becomes number one.

Canon after this doesn't so much happen; especially not the Final War arc. Dabi does reveal himself to be Endeavours son and Hawks does get himself into bad shape, but beyond that, a lot of the canon doesn't happen/isn't mentioned (simply because I don't think about it)

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⋆.˚ cheating with dabi

tropes ⋆.˚ huge age gap ⋆.˚ toxic ⋆.˚ secret relationship ⋆.˚ grump + sunshine ⋆.˚ forbidden love ⋆.˚ quirk/quirkless ⋆.˚ daddy + brat

ship dynamic Pursuing one another while Enji pretends he's not interested or falling for any of it, like he doesn't miss me or seek me out if I ignore him. Almost yandere x tsundere in a sunshine x grump way, me making the moves, initiating and being forward while Enji rejects often—it doesn't stay that way almost ever. I get whatever I want by batting my eyelashes and showing off my body. I push the limits and boundaries, pretending to be stupid and clueless, just to see how far Enji will go before putting a stop to it. We're never official and always a secret, pushing and pulling constantly, winding each other up for the fun of it.

compatibility capricorn - leo overall ⤷ 50% romance ⤷ 45% conflict resolution ⤷ 40% marriage ⤷ 50% family ⤷ 50% health ⤷ 55%

playlist ⋆.˚ girls - the 1975 wrestle to the ground, god help me now, 'cause they're just girls, breaking hearts. and eyes bright, uptight, just girls. but she can't be what you need if shes 17 they're just girls, they're just girls. i told her from the start, destined to be hard. i told her from the start, i'll break your heart.

⋆.˚ boys - charli xcx i'm sorry that i missed your party, i wish i had a better excuse like, "i had to trash the hotel lobby." but i was busy thinkin' 'bout boys, boys, boys. i was busy dreamin' 'bout boys, boys, boys. head is spinnin' thinkin' 'bout boys.

⋆.˚ like a prayer - madonna when you call my name, it's like a little prayer. i'm down on my knees, i wanna take you there. in the midnight hour, i can feel your power. just like a prayer, you know i'll take you there.

⋆.˚ of all the gin joins in all thhe world - fall out boy you only hold me up like this 'cause you don't know who i really am. i used to waste my time on, waste my time on, waste my time dreaming of being alive (now i only waste it dreaming of you)

⋆.˚ bimbo doll - tila tsoli i wanna be a bimbo doll, let's have another shopping haul. i wanna be a bimbo doll, my boobs are huge, but i am small. i wanna be a bimbo doll, lets have another shopping haul. b-i-m-b-o. i just wanna be a stupid hoe.

au's → karma quirk

SAVIOUR OR CREEP? THE FLAME HERO DOES IT ALL

At the end of the night I still wanna stay with him but he refuses, saying he’s gotta go back to his home alone with his family and he’s firm on it and I’m not used to being told ‘no’ by him and he makes me stay upstairs until he’s gone so no one sees us leaving together and in that time I text dabi, my dick hook up to come meet me. He shows up outside the lavish hotel to find me stood outside with my shoes in my hand because my heels were killing me and makes a comment about how fancy the place is and you wave it off saying ur date is an ass and wouldn’t take you home. Dabi knows about your relationship (as in it’s a well known hero you refuse to indulge a name in) and knows you’re both only there for sex with each other. After a little whining he lets me ride his back so my feet don’t hurt.

We fuck and all that at his place, the usual stuff to make me feel better and he’s happy to oblige. Laying across the futon (that’s barely a futon and more just a pile of blankets) I watch him smoke at the balcony of his empty apartment and get all on my feelings over Enji and being rejected. It’s fun and nice but I still feel hollow about it.

“Do you think I’ll ever be loved?”

Dabi looks over his shoulder, smoke blown out through his nose like a dragon. With a melancholy smirk, he says, “Nah. People like us aren’t loveable. Not me and even less so you.”

It hurts because I know he’s probably right but there’s at least a little comfort in knowing he’s the same as me. We might not love each other like that and Enji might not love me in the way I want, but sometimes you don’t get what you want and you gotta accept what you can get.

for your choice of f/o(s): do they know how you like your coffee/tea/beverage of choice? if they were alone at a cafe could they order it for you correctly? how do they take their beverage of choice? could you order theirs if you were at a cafe alone?

ily hope you sleep well! 💜

HI FALLON!!!! sorry this has taken me so long to respond to i get a little panicked with selfship asks bcos i feel like i have to write out a big elaborate response (i dont) and i have to spend 6 months thinking about it (i really, really dont)

ill answer for toji, enji (mha) and rafayel (lads) since they have all been on my brain spaces recently <3

toji immediately knows my coffee order without me even needing to tell him lmao im a creature of habit and im so incredibly annoying and particular about how i have drinks and food and he's very perceptive to take note of what i like without mentioning it lmao he will make me an instant coffe with a little milk and half a brown sugar as soon as i wake up or order me a cappucino OR if its the summer and hes at the conbini, he'll get me an iced cafe latte with 1 syrup sugar :)

i know his too but it's because it's so very simple and easy lmao he isn't a coffee guy he just likes plain old green tea, he has a specific brand he enjoys the most at the conbini but beyond that he will just take a green tea wherever he is no bells and whistles

enji does not remember my order or how i like my coffee for the longest time and he very much does it on purpose LMAO it's not out of disinterest in me and what i like but more out of trying to keep the space between us as big as he can and delude himself into believing we are nothing in terms of a relationship, if he doesn't remember what i drink then he can for sure deny us (he hears me telling hawks how i have my coffee and he cant seem to erase it from his memory :/)

EYE however do not know his and i never will because he's a pain in the ass and refuses to tell me lmao same theory with me that if i don't know his order, i can't consider us in a relationship so if i were in a cafe i would just order him the sweetest, fruitiest drink on the menu because everyone likes sweets (he does not)

rafayel makes it his mission to memorise my coffee order as soon as he possibly can. the first time we're together at a cafe when i order he is asking the pieces he missed, veiling his interest behind concern that i'm drinking something so caffeinated (eye roll) but then he will tell me to come meet him at the cafe and my drink will be ordered perfectly and waiting for me