#me issues

In which episode am I gonna die

Oh my god i was just saying last night that i wondered if kq remembered xikers have a pinterest and they heard me

I am very aware that my blog says semi-hiatus. Yet I seem to be online all the time and irritating you guys. However it’s because I’m struggling with physical health. So I’m in... twitchy mode as my mum calls it. can’t sit still but can’t stand either so bare with me 

I find it hard to stop myself slipping into will-agree-to-anything-just-please-give-me-the-job mode when being asked if I’ll be willing to do something for an internship/job and I can’t figure out if it’s my need to succeed, my want for people to like me, or that I’ve been taught since childhood that jobs are hard to get and you should do anything and everything to give yourself the advantage in getting one

I keep scrolling and get redirected to ads. I'm gonna have to delete something fun, aren't I?

Constantly starving and eating food and feeling like shit about it and myself as if I'm not growing limbs and organs and need the extra calories or else I get extremely sick and tired