#maybe school

I’ve been dead for a long time...........i just adxgvasad....so here’s me throwing you a lil’ bit of my culture 

               She smiled, surprised that he didn´t know. She probably didn´t tell him because she barely spoke it. Basically never. “Sólo hablo un poco de Español”, she said, informing him that she only spoke a little Spanish. And she added in a deeper, seductive voice “Te gusta?” Do you like it?

made that shit give me a anxiety F

i want to kill someone. fuck fuck fuck, what is there to do, what is there to say. i want to kill someone, i want to throttle them, i want to have them throttle me, i want to die, it’s all the same, if you understood you’d understand. i can’t even tell you. it would be all night. i’d have to send you every thought until i could get to the one that was really bothering me, there’d be so many layers: i want to kill someone i hate you i HATE you there’s no point to anything (dull dull dull dull pencil) i’m too tired to do anything about it in bed, i can’t bare to be in bed, just lying there, doing nothing destructive, doing nothing distracting i hate this, i want to destroy this. it would be so satisfying, to have it and to know i ruined it, how fucked is that, but i do it all the time. I want someone to watch me die i want to make everyone cry i cry all the time, heck, we could all cry together god i’m so fucking STUPID

Bc this obsession with elves and mages and a fucking dwarf is controlling my life.