Their relationship happened in waves, it seemed. The Brotherhood had, arguably, been them at their best. Rogue had been on his side, saw him in a light that was nothing but flattering in her own mind â and then she left. And with that, the light on him had changed. She saw the Brotherhood as something different, saw him as someone different. And with each new wave, their relationship changed in other ways. Straining much of what had connected them in the first place.
But one thing had never changed. One thing had remained sacred between them â Erikâs quiet confessions about his daughter, Anya. The lives he had lived before he had met her. The people he had lost, the things he had suffered â the people who had abandoned him. (And Rogue never pretended that she wasnât on that list now. She was his little ghost as he had said.) They were all things that she knew about him, tiny little details that she refused to talk about to anyone because they were Erikâs.
But she had used it against him. In a public way â and by the look of the conversation that had continued, no one had even noticed what it was that Rogue had said. She had wanted to diffuse them tearing each other apart... and she had been successful. But at what cost? Jean said that Erik was doing his Erik Thing and Rogue assumed the worst. Assumed that he had donned the helmet again and was violently pulling away from all of them â a reaction that Rogue understood.
The desire to run. The desire to be alone. They both knew she related to that impulse. She had followed it enough times that she wore it like a badge on her chest â but even more personal than that. She used it as her name. But Erik wasnât like her. He didnât do well when he isolated. And, unfortunately for him, Rogue knew him. And there were only a few places that he would have gone to clear his head. (Only a few places in the city that he trusted to do that.) And one of them was a quaint tea shop that made it properly, as Erik often put it.Â
He was sitting in the corner, back to the corner of the wall so that he could see everyone coming and going. Something they had learned to do young â especially when they knew they were being hunted. Rogue half expected the doors to the shop to be stuck closed when she pushed them open. Was this him saying that heâd speak with her, or was it him wanting her to make the choice to turn and leave him in peace? Rogue knew Erik in many ways, but she had never had the privilege of knowing his mind quite like that. All she could do was make assumptions. Little leaps.
Rogue slipped into the seat across from Erikâs and took one of the cups on the table, adding a few cubes of sugar to her cup before she met his gaze. âJean is under the impression that she should be the one tâ talk tâ ya. That she needs tâ apologize.â There was a strained smile on Rogueâs face. âBut we both know that ainât true.â It wasnât followed with an apology, it was hardly even an olive branch. But she had said enough in one text to last them another ten years. She wanted to give Erik a chance to speak â to say what he needed to say to her without the audience.Â